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Everyone comes to Satan with different levels of psychic openness and awareness. But one can always work on themselves through power meditation, in empowering and opening their soul. Especially for their astral hearing and sight. (See Power Meditations under Meditations on the Joy of Satan website for the meditations to open these parts of your soul.)
Here are a post I wrote a few years ago, regarding my Guardian Demoness Marchosias:
Since I cannot access the other posts from the Yahoo group (something wrong with Yahoo) that I wrote on Marchosias, I will copy-paste them here:
Entry #1I wanted to write this post to thank this loving and kind Goddess, and to give Her more recognition.For the past little while I have been under subtle spiritual/psychic attacks, feeling and thinking that the Gods have left me. I felt as someone who was without, and rather hollow inside.
I also was told to commit suicide tonight (I was going to) and made to feel that it was a good idea.At one point, I was guided to read old posts and sermons from a yahoo group that I had saved in my folder in my email account. Now that I think about this further, I can better recall what happened:She came and chased away enemy spirits and stood beside me, guiding me to go through specific posts and sermons in my folder in my email account. They were each speaking to me so accurately, concerning things pertaining to my life, that I needed to know, NOW.
I was a bit chilled to the bone and awed.Her voice is higher pitched and young-sounding (She sounds young). Her presence is feminine, protective, warrior-like and calming.
Her energy is not overpowering (that I could feel), it felt very subtle and beautiful, like a mist.
I did not see Her, as my third eye is not fully empowered.All the posts she guided me to read were spot-on, and I could feel Her guiding me to each post. There were about a little over a half dozen specific posts that She wanted me to read, that spoke clearly to me and pertained to my current situation, line of thought, and things I NEEDED to read.She also suggested things that I could do that would further help me and answer my questions that I had, spiritually.Thank you Lady Marchosias!
Entry #2Our matron/patron deities that we are followers of, help us along, if we make the initiative to help ourselves.As of late I have been frustrated and looking into ways to make changes to my life, to my attitude, to my focus. To give myself goals and purposes to strive for. I was lost for quite a while.
Giving up on myself, and searching.
It's interesting how the Gods work in our lives. Here is my story from last night.Last night, I got into an argument because my "best friend" insulted one of the Gods. I called him on it, and it escalated from there. Needless to say, he is no longer my best friend. I saw his true colours, and he told me bluntly what he thought of my beliefs, as well as what he honestly thought of the deities I followed and was a devotee of. I was beside myself with anger and shock. I did not know that he had this in his heart all this time and had merely tolerated me and held his tongue all the while.We talked everyday for almost three years and I thought I knew him.I didn't agree with his spiritual beliefs and his ideologies, because he does not filter out what he reads and takes everything at face value. (A lot of people make this mistake.)
I have respectfully suggested to him that the myths of Gods are spiritual allegories, for example, but he takes the myths as literal. Then turns around on me and insults me.I suppose underneath it all, I thought that as I grew and advanced, he would see that and maybe be more open to my beliefs, since they were and are helping me, along with the guidance of the Gods.I learned the hard way this was not so, and never was to begin with.I have always tolerated his beliefs and never insulted or spoke out against them, although I have suggested my own, he always shot them down.The first red flags that I chose to ignore in the name of friendship.
This was my first mistake.
Being a fucking softie.I was fuming but trying to take the higher road and higher moral ground, by not stooping to his level and insulting him. Even though he dealt the first blow.It was a challenge.Lady Marchosias came and calmed me down, and showed me how he worked, with his attitude, his mindset, his words. She helped me understand and look at the situation objectively and with a sharp eye as it unfolded. And I noticed things for the first time about this person I overlooked for the past three years.It was explained to me, that a lot of these so-called LHP occultists, like to read, study, retain large amounts of information that they find on the Net or in books. They take everything at face value and do not look deeper, or do not read critically.They then regurgitate it, compare and contrast, while putting their own spin on it while subtly (if not outright) undermining your beliefs while at the same time trying to tell you that THEIR path is the right one, the only one, the original one.So they appear sophisticated, knowledgeable, all-knowing, elitist. While looking down their nose at you if you try to suggest a different point of view.They hide behind these walls of INFORMATION, NOT KNOWLEDGE, as if it grants them superiority over everything and everyone else.They then offer these volumes of made-up lies and false, misleading ideologies to occult publishing houses and if they get attention or a contract, suddenly they believe they are like god-men. -sarcasm-They want nothing more then to start their own church, their own temple, or some new shiny bright new thing for the masses, called a religion. All in their own name, to feed their ego, to line their pockets.Some of you might be wondering what is the point of this post, then.I am not promoting this individual that I conversed with last night.I am explaining what I learned and hope that it may help with newbies.
Because I feel it's important to know how these "LHP occultist" authors work when you come across their books, blogs, videos, etc.And if you know that beyond their mask and facade of politeness, civility, friendliness and information vomiting (dressed up prettily with good grammar and basic debating and explanation skills), they are devoid and empty inside of TRUE knowledge that will enlighten them.Some people like to boast how long they have been on some spiritual path, yet have no relationship with the Gods and do not advance their souls. They think having years under their belt gives them seniority over others. And that spending their day reading and memorizing RHP, corrupted, watered-down teachings from the Net, without critical thinking, makes them a scholar. -sarcasm-A lot of writers out there today are like this. Unfortunately I spent hundreds of dollars on these occult books from these occult publishing houses that did nothing for me, my soul, or my mind. I spent hours scouring forums and the Net, as well some time watching videos.This is getting rather long. To sum it up, as you advance and open your soul and mind, and with the guidance and direction of your guardians and patron/matron deities, you will be able to more easily discern and see through bullshit that other people write.
And see for yourselves that behind their masks of almighty all-knowingness, THEY KNOW NOTHING.And if your so-called "friends" disrespect your beliefs while exalting their own, continuously, it's time to drop them and let them go.
They are holding you back in every way.I lost three years to that sad pathetic waste of human flesh. It was my fault, and I won't make that mistake again.Hail Lady Marchosias!
Entry #3I wanted to write a bit about how Lady Marchosias has helped me out, as She wanted me to do this. I am writing this post out to thank Her for helping me out since the beginning.Yesterday I had an appointment with an acupuncturist, that I had never been to before. I should have been alerted to the fact that he operated in a doctor's office off-hours (Saturday at 5pm, was my appointment.) Other doctors and acupuncturists had their own business cards, but he did not.
My father came along and so did another male relative, who drove.
My dad talked to the acupuncturist and watched him poke and prod me, as to where the pain and discomfort was. At one point I had to ask my dad to leave the room as I was only in my underwear and a shirt, with a hospital-like gown over it.That was when Lady Marchosias actually came on the astral into the room, I felt Her presence which was very warrior-like. I physically sensed and saw a bit of Her figure and outline. She was very tall (over 7 feet) and broad-shouldered, but with feminine curves.I knew this guy was shifty and I did not trust him when I saw him, something was off. If my GD had come it meant that he might take the chance to fondle or molest me, if my father and relative were not there with me too. I know now She had both of them come with me for extra protection.When my dad left the room She came instead to make sure this guy did his job, which he did do professionally. It was like his whole attitude changed from shifty (when my dad was there in the room) to professional (when Lady Marchosias came.)He did not charge me for the session (he did not insert the needles as per acupuncture sessions) but he told me what I needed to do for health reasons and to make sure I did them, because it would help me feel better, and take away the pain.Turns out that Lady Marchosias wanted me to hear from a professional, in person, what She had been trying to get through to me through my parents and relatives. They had been telling me the same thing for months now, but I had not been doing it.Even though my parents are Christian, The Gods will work through them to get to me.This happened yesterday.On Thursday, I was not feeling well and my family and I were leaving the USA and were at the border. Turned out the lines were really long. I had to get to a bathroom but there was none nearby to walk or drive to. I actually, out of desperation, prayed to Lady Marchosias to help me out, to get the lines moving faster so I could find one. Two more lanes opened in return, but although we switched to another one, it was not necessarily faster then the line we were waiting in before.Lady Marchosias told me (the general meaning, as I cannot fully remember the exact words): "These things cannot be rushed. Let them do their job." (About the USA border, the guards doing the questioning of people coming through, and the guards doing it efficiently and not in a hurry.)When we got to the border, the guard was pleasant and even told us he could smell cooler fluid from our car, which could be leaking it. A fellow driver had told us the same thing earlier when we were in line, about 10-15 cars from the border.We drove another 20-30 minutes to get the restaraunt to eat, and inspected the car. I managed to comfortably get to the bathroom. I was comfortable during the entire car ride, right after I had prayed to Her.Turns out She had been doing this for some time, that is, years. I suspect She had been doing this since before I dedicated. The Gods had been with me all this time. It was only after praying to Her and waiting for a sign or response, that I realized this.Two nights ago I had been talking to a friend whom She also is the guardian of. And during our discussion of Her, and how She had been guiding us, it turns out that She had been doing the same thing in guiding both of us. Having us lead a different lifestyle, and looking into minimalism. Not having any excess possessions that would put a burden on our souls. It differed for this friend then it had been for me. (I have more things to get rid of, lol.) But it was same idea. I was blown away. It's so cool to see the Gods work on other people's lives and your own. ^.^About a month ago, a friend and I, whom Lady Marchosias also looks after, told me that She is the goddess Nike. I asked Her and She confirmed this.She is patroness of the cities in which statues of Her reside. (I am told to write this just now.)Here are some pictures:http://www.maicar.com/GML/000Images/nim/nike2026.jpghttp://image.shutterstock.com/…/stock-photo-nike-goddess-of…Thank you for reading.Hail Lady Marchosias! Goddess of war, of warriors, soldiers and of victory!
http://www.maicar.com/GML/000Images/nim/nike2026.jpg
Hail Satan!
Real experiences with demon/satan... how did you do it. We are talking audible voice, manifestation, something undeniable. No maybes.
Here are a post I wrote a few years ago, regarding my Guardian Demoness Marchosias:
Since I cannot access the other posts from the Yahoo group (something wrong with Yahoo) that I wrote on Marchosias, I will copy-paste them here:
Entry #1I wanted to write this post to thank this loving and kind Goddess, and to give Her more recognition.For the past little while I have been under subtle spiritual/psychic attacks, feeling and thinking that the Gods have left me. I felt as someone who was without, and rather hollow inside.
I also was told to commit suicide tonight (I was going to) and made to feel that it was a good idea.At one point, I was guided to read old posts and sermons from a yahoo group that I had saved in my folder in my email account. Now that I think about this further, I can better recall what happened:She came and chased away enemy spirits and stood beside me, guiding me to go through specific posts and sermons in my folder in my email account. They were each speaking to me so accurately, concerning things pertaining to my life, that I needed to know, NOW.
I was a bit chilled to the bone and awed.Her voice is higher pitched and young-sounding (She sounds young). Her presence is feminine, protective, warrior-like and calming.
Her energy is not overpowering (that I could feel), it felt very subtle and beautiful, like a mist.
I did not see Her, as my third eye is not fully empowered.All the posts she guided me to read were spot-on, and I could feel Her guiding me to each post. There were about a little over a half dozen specific posts that She wanted me to read, that spoke clearly to me and pertained to my current situation, line of thought, and things I NEEDED to read.She also suggested things that I could do that would further help me and answer my questions that I had, spiritually.Thank you Lady Marchosias!
Entry #2Our matron/patron deities that we are followers of, help us along, if we make the initiative to help ourselves.As of late I have been frustrated and looking into ways to make changes to my life, to my attitude, to my focus. To give myself goals and purposes to strive for. I was lost for quite a while.
Giving up on myself, and searching.
It's interesting how the Gods work in our lives. Here is my story from last night.Last night, I got into an argument because my "best friend" insulted one of the Gods. I called him on it, and it escalated from there. Needless to say, he is no longer my best friend. I saw his true colours, and he told me bluntly what he thought of my beliefs, as well as what he honestly thought of the deities I followed and was a devotee of. I was beside myself with anger and shock. I did not know that he had this in his heart all this time and had merely tolerated me and held his tongue all the while.We talked everyday for almost three years and I thought I knew him.I didn't agree with his spiritual beliefs and his ideologies, because he does not filter out what he reads and takes everything at face value. (A lot of people make this mistake.)
I have respectfully suggested to him that the myths of Gods are spiritual allegories, for example, but he takes the myths as literal. Then turns around on me and insults me.I suppose underneath it all, I thought that as I grew and advanced, he would see that and maybe be more open to my beliefs, since they were and are helping me, along with the guidance of the Gods.I learned the hard way this was not so, and never was to begin with.I have always tolerated his beliefs and never insulted or spoke out against them, although I have suggested my own, he always shot them down.The first red flags that I chose to ignore in the name of friendship.
This was my first mistake.
Being a fucking softie.I was fuming but trying to take the higher road and higher moral ground, by not stooping to his level and insulting him. Even though he dealt the first blow.It was a challenge.Lady Marchosias came and calmed me down, and showed me how he worked, with his attitude, his mindset, his words. She helped me understand and look at the situation objectively and with a sharp eye as it unfolded. And I noticed things for the first time about this person I overlooked for the past three years.It was explained to me, that a lot of these so-called LHP occultists, like to read, study, retain large amounts of information that they find on the Net or in books. They take everything at face value and do not look deeper, or do not read critically.They then regurgitate it, compare and contrast, while putting their own spin on it while subtly (if not outright) undermining your beliefs while at the same time trying to tell you that THEIR path is the right one, the only one, the original one.So they appear sophisticated, knowledgeable, all-knowing, elitist. While looking down their nose at you if you try to suggest a different point of view.They hide behind these walls of INFORMATION, NOT KNOWLEDGE, as if it grants them superiority over everything and everyone else.They then offer these volumes of made-up lies and false, misleading ideologies to occult publishing houses and if they get attention or a contract, suddenly they believe they are like god-men. -sarcasm-They want nothing more then to start their own church, their own temple, or some new shiny bright new thing for the masses, called a religion. All in their own name, to feed their ego, to line their pockets.Some of you might be wondering what is the point of this post, then.I am not promoting this individual that I conversed with last night.I am explaining what I learned and hope that it may help with newbies.
Because I feel it's important to know how these "LHP occultist" authors work when you come across their books, blogs, videos, etc.And if you know that beyond their mask and facade of politeness, civility, friendliness and information vomiting (dressed up prettily with good grammar and basic debating and explanation skills), they are devoid and empty inside of TRUE knowledge that will enlighten them.Some people like to boast how long they have been on some spiritual path, yet have no relationship with the Gods and do not advance their souls. They think having years under their belt gives them seniority over others. And that spending their day reading and memorizing RHP, corrupted, watered-down teachings from the Net, without critical thinking, makes them a scholar. -sarcasm-A lot of writers out there today are like this. Unfortunately I spent hundreds of dollars on these occult books from these occult publishing houses that did nothing for me, my soul, or my mind. I spent hours scouring forums and the Net, as well some time watching videos.This is getting rather long. To sum it up, as you advance and open your soul and mind, and with the guidance and direction of your guardians and patron/matron deities, you will be able to more easily discern and see through bullshit that other people write.
And see for yourselves that behind their masks of almighty all-knowingness, THEY KNOW NOTHING.And if your so-called "friends" disrespect your beliefs while exalting their own, continuously, it's time to drop them and let them go.
They are holding you back in every way.I lost three years to that sad pathetic waste of human flesh. It was my fault, and I won't make that mistake again.Hail Lady Marchosias!
Entry #3I wanted to write a bit about how Lady Marchosias has helped me out, as She wanted me to do this. I am writing this post out to thank Her for helping me out since the beginning.Yesterday I had an appointment with an acupuncturist, that I had never been to before. I should have been alerted to the fact that he operated in a doctor's office off-hours (Saturday at 5pm, was my appointment.) Other doctors and acupuncturists had their own business cards, but he did not.
My father came along and so did another male relative, who drove.
My dad talked to the acupuncturist and watched him poke and prod me, as to where the pain and discomfort was. At one point I had to ask my dad to leave the room as I was only in my underwear and a shirt, with a hospital-like gown over it.That was when Lady Marchosias actually came on the astral into the room, I felt Her presence which was very warrior-like. I physically sensed and saw a bit of Her figure and outline. She was very tall (over 7 feet) and broad-shouldered, but with feminine curves.I knew this guy was shifty and I did not trust him when I saw him, something was off. If my GD had come it meant that he might take the chance to fondle or molest me, if my father and relative were not there with me too. I know now She had both of them come with me for extra protection.When my dad left the room She came instead to make sure this guy did his job, which he did do professionally. It was like his whole attitude changed from shifty (when my dad was there in the room) to professional (when Lady Marchosias came.)He did not charge me for the session (he did not insert the needles as per acupuncture sessions) but he told me what I needed to do for health reasons and to make sure I did them, because it would help me feel better, and take away the pain.Turns out that Lady Marchosias wanted me to hear from a professional, in person, what She had been trying to get through to me through my parents and relatives. They had been telling me the same thing for months now, but I had not been doing it.Even though my parents are Christian, The Gods will work through them to get to me.This happened yesterday.On Thursday, I was not feeling well and my family and I were leaving the USA and were at the border. Turned out the lines were really long. I had to get to a bathroom but there was none nearby to walk or drive to. I actually, out of desperation, prayed to Lady Marchosias to help me out, to get the lines moving faster so I could find one. Two more lanes opened in return, but although we switched to another one, it was not necessarily faster then the line we were waiting in before.Lady Marchosias told me (the general meaning, as I cannot fully remember the exact words): "These things cannot be rushed. Let them do their job." (About the USA border, the guards doing the questioning of people coming through, and the guards doing it efficiently and not in a hurry.)When we got to the border, the guard was pleasant and even told us he could smell cooler fluid from our car, which could be leaking it. A fellow driver had told us the same thing earlier when we were in line, about 10-15 cars from the border.We drove another 20-30 minutes to get the restaraunt to eat, and inspected the car. I managed to comfortably get to the bathroom. I was comfortable during the entire car ride, right after I had prayed to Her.Turns out She had been doing this for some time, that is, years. I suspect She had been doing this since before I dedicated. The Gods had been with me all this time. It was only after praying to Her and waiting for a sign or response, that I realized this.Two nights ago I had been talking to a friend whom She also is the guardian of. And during our discussion of Her, and how She had been guiding us, it turns out that She had been doing the same thing in guiding both of us. Having us lead a different lifestyle, and looking into minimalism. Not having any excess possessions that would put a burden on our souls. It differed for this friend then it had been for me. (I have more things to get rid of, lol.) But it was same idea. I was blown away. It's so cool to see the Gods work on other people's lives and your own. ^.^About a month ago, a friend and I, whom Lady Marchosias also looks after, told me that She is the goddess Nike. I asked Her and She confirmed this.She is patroness of the cities in which statues of Her reside. (I am told to write this just now.)Here are some pictures:http://www.maicar.com/GML/000Images/nim/nike2026.jpghttp://image.shutterstock.com/…/stock-photo-nike-goddess-of…Thank you for reading.Hail Lady Marchosias! Goddess of war, of warriors, soldiers and of victory!
http://www.maicar.com/GML/000Images/nim/nike2026.jpg
Hail Satan!
Real experiences with demon/satan... how did you do it. We are talking audible voice, manifestation, something undeniable. No maybes.
@magus immortalis - minimalism is alright if you ask me but dont throw away everything lol.
When I was growing up it was horrible here. The things that I wanted to get rid of had to be looked through by my mom and most of the time most of that stuff ended somewhere in a corner stacked away D: You can imagine it has been a mess there..
My fantasy room is those like really empty clean rooms with not that much personal stuff in it.. I do like the wall things they have in japan though. Massive long idk what theyre called its not wardrobe or bookshelf .. The length of the room and when the doors are closed you wont know its there. Most of the time you cant even dimensially see that they are there. Its awesome
When I was growing up it was horrible here. The things that I wanted to get rid of had to be looked through by my mom and most of the time most of that stuff ended somewhere in a corner stacked away D: You can imagine it has been a mess there..
My fantasy room is those like really empty clean rooms with not that much personal stuff in it.. I do like the wall things they have in japan though. Massive long idk what theyre called its not wardrobe or bookshelf .. The length of the room and when the doors are closed you wont know its there. Most of the time you cant even dimensially see that they are there. Its awesome
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@Taolvanswd: From what I read on blogs, books and watched on videos, everyone's path is different. My own personal philosophy is to keep what is useful, beautiful or loved. I agree with not throwing everything out too lol but I find that the less stuff I have, the less I have to pick them up to clean them or the surface they are on. Which means more time for doing stuff with loved ones and myself.
I think I know of what you speak, regarding the rooms in Japan. I got a picture in my head while reading your words. I love their minimalist philosophy although I read that grew out of a necessity of not getting hurt when they get earthquakes, with all their possessions sliding and crashing to the ground.
@magus immortalis - minimalism is alright if you ask me but dont throw away everything lol.
When I was growing up it was horrible here. The things that I wanted to get rid of had to be looked through by my mom and most of the time most of that stuff ended somewhere in a corner stacked away D: You can imagine it has been a mess there..
My fantasy room is those like really empty clean rooms with not that much personal stuff in it.. I do like the wall things they have in japan though. Massive long idk what theyre called its not wardrobe or bookshelf .. The length of the room and when the doors are closed you wont know its there. Most of the time you cant even dimensially see that they are there. Its awesome
I think I know of what you speak, regarding the rooms in Japan. I got a picture in my head while reading your words. I love their minimalist philosophy although I read that grew out of a necessity of not getting hurt when they get earthquakes, with all their possessions sliding and crashing to the ground.
@magus immortalis - minimalism is alright if you ask me but dont throw away everything lol.
When I was growing up it was horrible here. The things that I wanted to get rid of had to be looked through by my mom and most of the time most of that stuff ended somewhere in a corner stacked away D: You can imagine it has been a mess there..
My fantasy room is those like really empty clean rooms with not that much personal stuff in it.. I do like the wall things they have in japan though. Massive long idk what theyre called its not wardrobe or bookshelf .. The length of the room and when the doors are closed you wont know its there. Most of the time you cant even dimensially see that they are there. Its awesome
@magus Immortalis - I didnt know that about the rooms earthquakes.
They also make stuff that can be placed so it takes as little space as possible yet has plenty of options to be used.
And youre right about the cleaning. The more stuff is scattered around the less you want to clean the less cleaning is done. Like this flopr here. Havent vacuumed it for like 6 weeks now :s maybe longer.
Have you by accident found any way to lessen the amount of things that have to be done or that you wanted to do (for good reason) ?
I do seem to be having a little problem with that meaning I have like.. Idk how many but at least 5 things that I still have to finish.
And I think I figured out where that mess problem came from to begin with..
But I am an SS and I can change it. At least for myself.
They also make stuff that can be placed so it takes as little space as possible yet has plenty of options to be used.
And youre right about the cleaning. The more stuff is scattered around the less you want to clean the less cleaning is done. Like this flopr here. Havent vacuumed it for like 6 weeks now :s maybe longer.
Have you by accident found any way to lessen the amount of things that have to be done or that you wanted to do (for good reason) ?
I do seem to be having a little problem with that meaning I have like.. Idk how many but at least 5 things that I still have to finish.
And I think I figured out where that mess problem came from to begin with..
But I am an SS and I can change it. At least for myself.
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@Taolvanswd: I haven't found a way by accident, no. If I am understanding your question right, I just prioritize what's most important and get that done first. There's always something to do, and I cannot eliminate it or keep it at the bottom of the list forever because it has to get done eventually. I hope that helps?
@magus Immortalis - I didnt know that about the rooms earthquakes.
They also make stuff that can be placed so it takes as little space as possible yet has plenty of options to be used.
And youre right about the cleaning. The more stuff is scattered around the less you want to clean the less cleaning is done. Like this flopr here. Havent vacuumed it for like 6 weeks now :s maybe longer.
Have you by accident found any way to lessen the amount of things that have to be done or that you wanted to do (for good reason) ?
I do seem to be having a little problem with that meaning I have like.. Idk how many but at least 5 things that I still have to finish.
And I think I figured out where that mess problem came from to begin with..
But I am an SS and I can change it. At least for myself.
@magus Immortalis - I didnt know that about the rooms earthquakes.
They also make stuff that can be placed so it takes as little space as possible yet has plenty of options to be used.
And youre right about the cleaning. The more stuff is scattered around the less you want to clean the less cleaning is done. Like this flopr here. Havent vacuumed it for like 6 weeks now :s maybe longer.
Have you by accident found any way to lessen the amount of things that have to be done or that you wanted to do (for good reason) ?
I do seem to be having a little problem with that meaning I have like.. Idk how many but at least 5 things that I still have to finish.
And I think I figured out where that mess problem came from to begin with..
But I am an SS and I can change it. At least for myself.
@Magus Immortalis I understand and I have tried doing that but the thing is some of these things just take hours and hours and hours to finish. Often way longer than I anticipated.
It is not just a thing that came up and has to be done and get scratched off the list.. I meant.
Oftentimes I have heard the same approach over and over and over again. And whilst some progress is made, some things seem to be missing.
To me, those things would be that one needs to do soul searching to understand the root of the problem.
A question that would come up for me is.. Why or what is the reason that I have started so many projects and how come that I am at least somewhat interested in about anything?
Those projects are not something I want to show off to others. They are currently mostly things that are practical for myself, aside from a drawing that I still have to finish. Drawings arent exactly practical..
It is not just a thing that came up and has to be done and get scratched off the list.. I meant.
Oftentimes I have heard the same approach over and over and over again. And whilst some progress is made, some things seem to be missing.
To me, those things would be that one needs to do soul searching to understand the root of the problem.
A question that would come up for me is.. Why or what is the reason that I have started so many projects and how come that I am at least somewhat interested in about anything?
Those projects are not something I want to show off to others. They are currently mostly things that are practical for myself, aside from a drawing that I still have to finish. Drawings arent exactly practical..
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Ah, okay. I, too, have projects that I must do. They are continual. Once I finish one step, I am led to the second step and so on.
Do you feel that the drawing is important? I personally believe that art is important. It does something to and for the soul. But that's just me.
I am not sure how to answer your question. I think the answer lies within you.
@Magus Immortalis I understand and I have tried doing that but the thing is some of these things just take hours and hours and hours to finish. Often way longer than I anticipated.
It is not just a thing that came up and has to be done and get scratched off the list.. I meant.
Oftentimes I have heard the same approach over and over and over again. And whilst some progress is made, some things seem to be missing.
To me, those things would be that one needs to do soul searching to understand the root of the problem.
A question that would come up for me is.. Why or what is the reason that I have started so many projects and how come that I am at least somewhat interested in about anything?
Those projects are not something I want to show off to others. They are currently mostly things that are practical for myself, aside from a drawing that I still have to finish. Drawings arent exactly practical..
Do you feel that the drawing is important? I personally believe that art is important. It does something to and for the soul. But that's just me.
I am not sure how to answer your question. I think the answer lies within you.
@Magus Immortalis I understand and I have tried doing that but the thing is some of these things just take hours and hours and hours to finish. Often way longer than I anticipated.
It is not just a thing that came up and has to be done and get scratched off the list.. I meant.
Oftentimes I have heard the same approach over and over and over again. And whilst some progress is made, some things seem to be missing.
To me, those things would be that one needs to do soul searching to understand the root of the problem.
A question that would come up for me is.. Why or what is the reason that I have started so many projects and how come that I am at least somewhat interested in about anything?
Those projects are not something I want to show off to others. They are currently mostly things that are practical for myself, aside from a drawing that I still have to finish. Drawings arent exactly practical..
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No, Nike is Marchosias. I also strongly believe that she is Bellona, Enyo, and Victoria.
For those interested, Marchosias has also revealed to me that she is the Norse goddess Jord, and also the Greek goddess of strife and chaos, Eris.
Hail Satan!Hail Marchosias!
Nike is Lerajie?
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For those interested, Marchosias has also revealed to me that she is the Norse goddess Jord, and also the Greek goddess of strife and chaos, Eris.
Hail Satan!Hail Marchosias!
Nike is Lerajie?
Trimis din Yahoo Mail pe Android
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