Just keep doing things for Satan. Don't concern youself with OMG I need money, payback. In my experience, just applying yourself to work for Satan, things get better and opportunities open up. I think you are in an Islamist country and so it is ten degrees harder but just keep focussing on Satan. I understand its hard (or maybe I don't) Maybe I can't concieve of how hard it is but the only thing I can say for you to do is just keep focussing on Father Satan and fight for Him. It is especially hard for you as being muslim makes everything so much harder to get out of. Muslim is an enemy program. I wasn't exposed to this filth growing up. I can only imagine how hard it is. All I can say is keep trying, you know what is truth. You actually woke up. This is awesome. The rest is programming and lies. You can progress beyond that.