Waiting for a sign

[Budtron1980]

I’m starting to doubt all of this. I’ve meditated for months not seeing any progress. I’ve asked for signs from the Gods/ Satan. Received zero. Nothing.. I’ve asked to feel their presence nothing I’ve just wait. Feels like I’m wasting my time.

 

[Skyveryflat]

maybe u must dedicate first and doing god rituals tozrituals.org

 

[Havoc]

I’m starting to doubt all of this. I’ve meditated for months not seeing any progress. I’ve asked for signs from the Gods/ Satan. Received zero. Nothing.. I’ve asked to feel their presence nothing I’ve just wait. Feels like I’m wasting my time.

If you do Yoga for attest 15 minutes then lay on your back you should feel a buzz, the Sanskrit mantras will make you feel things if you chant them or do basic chi exercises. Void medition will help you destress so giving up 30 minis when you get home from work so the rest of your night is relaxing is worth it even if this is bullcrap. These things are worth your time even if you don't believe anything the JoS clergy has to say.

You don't need to have faith in any of this stuff to do things that befit your body and mind, it's worth your time even if this is all made up or another Pagan sect is more correct. Take the attitude of someone who wants to see for themselves what's on the other side rather than a believer in something and your practice will have more longevity.

 

[laurentum]

How does your meditation routine look like?
There must be either something wrong with it, or something wrong with the way it is practiced.

Also are you dedicated? This also plays a big role in it..

 

[laurentum]

Checking on your past posts, you might have to focus on healing.
Since heavy drug usage, and drugs in general, mess up and erode your brain.
Impeding your psychic and spiritual abilities..

 

[PowerAMSS]

I’m starting to doubt all of this. I’ve meditated for months not seeing any progress. I’ve asked for signs from the Gods/ Satan. Received zero. Nothing.. I’ve asked to feel their presence nothing I’ve just wait. Feels like I’m wasting my time.

Crap, just proof-read my post. I appologize for the terrible grammer. I am typing on my phone. Maybe I should use word and copy/paste that to post. Well, be well and the God's blessing upon you.

 

[Basileus]

Be honest.

In this whole time you've meditated. Have you been consistent every single day?

Also, remember, one thing and the most important thing I would say ,which can truly block you from progress, any kind of progress , is your own MIND.
As long as you say and think "it's not working" then don't be surprise that it's actually not working.
Maybe before you used more of a pessimistic kind of person, towards spirituality I mean. Open yourself and truly believe and also ,be consistent.

 

[AFODO]

I’m starting to doubt all of this. I’ve meditated for months not seeing any progress. I’ve asked for signs from the Gods/ Satan. Received zero. Nothing.. I’ve asked to feel their presence nothing I’ve just wait. Feels like I’m wasting my time.

Everything has a reason and every action a consequence.

These practices have been proved to have beneficial effects on our soul, by many outside the JoS and also inside. We did not invented these. There have been also scientific researches around these.

So the reason why you don't see any progress is something about you. Maybe you are experiencing progress you just don't realize it. Maybe you are expecting too much.
Sure, I thought that when I'll dedicate myself Satan will appear in front of me. That is far from reality. It can also be astrological too, but the progress is still there, you just don't feel it yet.
Months is not a long time either.

Think of it as you have to prove yourself. For example, you have a high chance to stop now, but you can prove yourself by not. Everyone can meditate for a few months and stop, but not everyone can conquer their real problems and keep meditating even when they have zero will and motivation.

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