Paul Pseudonym
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- Dec 30, 2003
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It has been an interesting experience the past almost two years and an especially interesting experience these past few months to say the least. There are things that I have learned and experiences that I have had that have blown my mind.
Satan is a very loving and caring God for those that know Him and love Him and are honest. Honesty is key. Honesty comes from the SELF. It comes from being honest with yourself about your feelings by dredging them up and putting them out there. THERE IS NO HEALTHY FORM OF REPRESSION HEALTH LIES IN KNOWLEDGE AND EXPRESSION. There may come negative emotions/thoughts towards Satan and the Gods and not all of these are attacks. If you delve too quickly into Spiritual Satanism and forget everything else your life will becomes sick/toxic and your brain with ATTACK the source of the toxicity. Keep a balance. Make time for friends. Make time for humor. Make time for yourself. If something negative comes up against Satan work through it. Even if you have to put it aside until you can devote time to do it, work through it. I remember I was very upset about a situation I was dealing with a year go and my mind was angry at Satan for it because I know he can just take care of it and it will all be fine. I sat on that feeling for days and repressed it and it kept coming out more negative and nasty. Finally I was laying in my bed and that thought came up and I just talked it out with Satan one sided. I realized that the situation WAS difficult but that I could deal with it and that life in Satanism isn't a cake walk. That this wasn't a test but a sharing of knowledge of what I was capable of but didn't believe myself able to do.
Always. Always. Always trust your gut. If you start saying something in your head it's most likely to come true. If you feel a pushing or tugging in a direction of action follow it. This gut feeling has saved my ass tons of times and put me in situations where I have gotten jobs and money. Which brings me to another point. Always. Always. Always trust in Satan. I remember I was doing a ritual to Him and completely separate from the ritual at the beginning He brought up the point that my job was about to implode on itself (I'm in the position for a promotion to boot). I hesitated and thought about how I would get a new one and before I could formulate coherent thought he said "Do not worry. You will in no way need my help for this." I tilted my head to the side and thought, "What? With all that I have against me to get a job? Easy? It feels like this will be a cake walk." Well following my gut yesterday I talked to a good friend of mine, a manager at Panera and it hit me and popped up from the gut to ask her about positions there. She responded that they were firing people and I wouldn't have to worry about a number of things to get the job and I would be a welcome addition.
Satan has also told me and others to walk away from fellow Spiritual Satanists because we could/would destroy eachother. I've seen marriages fall in four words "She will destroy you." Just because someone is SS doesn't mean they're the best human for you to be around. It doesn't mean you hate the human or that you want them dead in a ditch but that you realize that Satan said is in your best interest. That you have to take care of yourself and that Satan looks out for the best for you. I remember with one I asked Satan about being around this person in the future because the person and I are comparable in magick very well and he said "We have already won the war. It is in your best interest to stay away."
The future in some things is changeable and is influenced by not only our own feelings but the feelings of the parties involved. This also goes for rituals so its best to practice void trance and keep a clear head. I have seen the futures of those I care about change in the course of a day. "Hey, I haven't seen him with you and your child in the future... But now he's there driving a truck waving." "Oh, yeah. He just got inspired to do that yesterday." Three days later, nothing. Same old picture.
Also dreams are very important to watch. The meanings will save your ass and will be relevant months later. I use dreammoods.com.
That's about it family. Push outward to infinity.
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL VINE!
HAIL SEERE!
HAIL OSIRIS!
HAIL LEJERES!
HAIL ENLIL!
HAIL ASTOROTH!
HAIL AZAZEL!
HAIL THE MIGHTY PANTHEON OF HELL!
Satan is a very loving and caring God for those that know Him and love Him and are honest. Honesty is key. Honesty comes from the SELF. It comes from being honest with yourself about your feelings by dredging them up and putting them out there. THERE IS NO HEALTHY FORM OF REPRESSION HEALTH LIES IN KNOWLEDGE AND EXPRESSION. There may come negative emotions/thoughts towards Satan and the Gods and not all of these are attacks. If you delve too quickly into Spiritual Satanism and forget everything else your life will becomes sick/toxic and your brain with ATTACK the source of the toxicity. Keep a balance. Make time for friends. Make time for humor. Make time for yourself. If something negative comes up against Satan work through it. Even if you have to put it aside until you can devote time to do it, work through it. I remember I was very upset about a situation I was dealing with a year go and my mind was angry at Satan for it because I know he can just take care of it and it will all be fine. I sat on that feeling for days and repressed it and it kept coming out more negative and nasty. Finally I was laying in my bed and that thought came up and I just talked it out with Satan one sided. I realized that the situation WAS difficult but that I could deal with it and that life in Satanism isn't a cake walk. That this wasn't a test but a sharing of knowledge of what I was capable of but didn't believe myself able to do.
Always. Always. Always trust your gut. If you start saying something in your head it's most likely to come true. If you feel a pushing or tugging in a direction of action follow it. This gut feeling has saved my ass tons of times and put me in situations where I have gotten jobs and money. Which brings me to another point. Always. Always. Always trust in Satan. I remember I was doing a ritual to Him and completely separate from the ritual at the beginning He brought up the point that my job was about to implode on itself (I'm in the position for a promotion to boot). I hesitated and thought about how I would get a new one and before I could formulate coherent thought he said "Do not worry. You will in no way need my help for this." I tilted my head to the side and thought, "What? With all that I have against me to get a job? Easy? It feels like this will be a cake walk." Well following my gut yesterday I talked to a good friend of mine, a manager at Panera and it hit me and popped up from the gut to ask her about positions there. She responded that they were firing people and I wouldn't have to worry about a number of things to get the job and I would be a welcome addition.
Satan has also told me and others to walk away from fellow Spiritual Satanists because we could/would destroy eachother. I've seen marriages fall in four words "She will destroy you." Just because someone is SS doesn't mean they're the best human for you to be around. It doesn't mean you hate the human or that you want them dead in a ditch but that you realize that Satan said is in your best interest. That you have to take care of yourself and that Satan looks out for the best for you. I remember with one I asked Satan about being around this person in the future because the person and I are comparable in magick very well and he said "We have already won the war. It is in your best interest to stay away."
The future in some things is changeable and is influenced by not only our own feelings but the feelings of the parties involved. This also goes for rituals so its best to practice void trance and keep a clear head. I have seen the futures of those I care about change in the course of a day. "Hey, I haven't seen him with you and your child in the future... But now he's there driving a truck waving." "Oh, yeah. He just got inspired to do that yesterday." Three days later, nothing. Same old picture.
Also dreams are very important to watch. The meanings will save your ass and will be relevant months later. I use dreammoods.com.
That's about it family. Push outward to infinity.
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL VINE!
HAIL SEERE!
HAIL OSIRIS!
HAIL LEJERES!
HAIL ENLIL!
HAIL ASTOROTH!
HAIL AZAZEL!
HAIL THE MIGHTY PANTHEON OF HELL!