Very urgent help, what is wrong?

[RomaGauto]

Hello brothers.

I wanted to consult you something, we are two spiritual satanist girls, we have been approximately 3 years, previously especially at the beginning we had some problems but now we were doing well, it happens that it has entered usan existential doubt.

We are confused.
I realized that all the good things that ever happened to me were when I did not meditate or was not active in the Zevism, and that confuses me and makes me wonder, why?

Why when I was not active, I did not meditate, I did nothing but I did believe in Satan, everything good happened to me and now that I was 100% active every day with my meditations, Ritual etc, everything goes wrong? And on top of it worse? I do not know what to think.

With this post I do not expect you to throw shit at me, insult me ​​or call me Jewish, no, I am not, I am looking for help, an explanation or if someone else has this happened and how it was solved.


Thank you very much to all.

 

[Hps.mlimlal666]

ok, so you write to us, saying before you never had anything bad happen, or troubles, in your life? that your life was perfect? I find it hard to believe this. OKAY!

 

[Mackenzie]

I think you have cleared the beginner stage and things will get harder from now. Strengthen Yourself.

 

[Cyn666]

There can be many reasons for things going wrong in our lives.

My guess on your situation is through your meditations and Ritual's, you are drudging up a lot of blocks and karma from both this life and past lives. It is normal in the beginning to see these things happen, which is why the aura of protection is extremely important. You may not be able to foresee these negative things coming your way at first, but you can lessen or outright (in some cases) negate them through your aura of protection.

Also consider it being a manifestation of your Saturn, in which case follow Lydia's guide on Obliterating Your Saturn here: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=92

 

[Pirate11]

why?

Planets probably. You should not associate the Gods with your everyday life though

 

[13th_Wolf]

Nothing happened and nothing's wrong. When you do the dedication you come under the protection of Satan and he erases certain programmings on your soul. There's nothing to worry about, if you don't meditate or you both haven't really been, then that's a related issue. I feel that you don't know Satan very well, because if you did you would meditate. Satan isn't the xian God he doesn't demand you to whoreship him constantly and even believe in him, nothing of that has cruciality. He wants you to develop your own soul and experience your happiness in life to the fullest, on top of being aware of the state of our planet and lending your support to it, which anyone would do who wants to repay Satan for the deep favour he did all of us. It's actually more than a favour.

Some year after the final Ritual are screwing the enemy up, and the non-meditators who are still a notable amount, tied into the enemy system and way of thinking. Now that the enemy are fried, the enemy system they were following to an extent, is fried, which was always a backwards system against humanity anyway. This is why the world is transforming, so yeah, you're gonna feel bad, but it's not the end of the world so long as you can procure security for yourself and being a Satanist with access to the JoS you are in a way better position than most people to do this. Stop believing in Satan and start acting for Satan but more importantly for yourself.

And yes you do have strong enemy vibes coming here with only crap to offer you are right. People here are also right for wanting to "throw shit" at you as you put it. Inaction insults people here. All the information to answer your questions you're finally asking now, the answers you have always had one click away here. It is YOUR fault entirely that you come to this point and you are going to accept that if you want to advance.



Note to Zevism- cases like this is what Jupiter in its excess is. Taking things for granted, until Saturn bites down and forces a person to reality. Now she must actually put work in. In terms of deception, you look at Jupiter and Neptune, excess can be synonymous with this self deception.

 

[GG Allin]

Hello brothers.

I wanted to consult you something, we are two spiritual satanist girls, we have been approximately 3 years, previously especially at the beginning we had some problems but now we were doing well, it happens that it has entered usan existential doubt.

We are confused.
I realized that all the good things that ever happened to me were when I did not meditate or was not active in the Zevism, and that confuses me and makes me wonder, why?

Why when I was not active, I did not meditate, I did nothing but I did believe in Satan, everything good happened to me and now that I was 100% active every day with my meditations, Ritual etc, everything goes wrong? And on top of it worse? I do not know what to think.

With this post I do not expect you to throw shit at me, insult me ​​or call me Jewish, no, I am not, I am looking for help, an explanation or if someone else has this happened and how it was solved.


Thank you very much to all.

Do you allways do after F-Ritual returning curses 1 and 2 ?

https://www.templeofzeus.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Returning_Curses.html
https://www.templeofzeus.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Returning_Curses2.html

Do you always look the Zevism calendar so you don´t start workings/stuff at voidmoon?

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=26302&p=166540&hilit=Zevism+calendar#p166540

Do you do your aop daily ? Do you feel it is strong enouth?

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=41513

Maybe you have a bad saturn transit. (If I remeber right you can counter this with a sun square)

 

[Eric13]

Well when you join the war, you’re going to be attacked. That happens to all of us. So you really must focus on your aura of protection. Also look into your astrological transits and solar return. You could be going through bad astro times and the enemy takes advantage of this. Clean your soul daily to get rid of filth that piles up that ends up manifesting terrible situations. This is important.

Also if you’re meditating regularly, be mindful of your thoughts. Sour thoughts lead to a sour life. Positive thoughts will bring more positive manifestations. Don’t give up. Keep fighting. It’s going to be fine.