Validity of Sources & Overload

[Sims Motal]

I can tell you this much. I searched for years! Years! And always knew there was something wrong. Something missing.
And I was raised in the church! I went to Wicca for a while, but that turned out badly. And I went back to the church.
Only because I was scared. But, I finally, after years of research and study, came to the conclusion that Father Satan
must be the true God. I was still scared, though. But I dedicated anyway. And I was still terrified -- because of Xtian
upbringing drilled into my brain -- but as each day passed, the fear drifted away, little by little. And amazing things
began to happen right away. Now, I have been dedicated almost a year! Will celebrate my first year with Father Satan
in November. And I couldn't be happier with HIM. He is real! He actually speaks to me once in a while! And when I need
Him, He helps almost immediately! My love for Father Satan grows daily. Sometimes I come to tears out of love for HIM.
It is hard to explain. But I am so moved by His love and caring, it is almost overwhelming at times. Tears of love and joy
for Him just flow, and I can't help it. I love Father Satan that much!


Hail Father Satan! Hail Anubis! Hail Isis!
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On Fri, 10/24/14, unbound1978@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Validity of Sources & Overload
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, October 24, 2014, 5:01 PM
















 









Hello everyone,

I am new to this and have over the last few weeks been
reading over the Joy of Satan website, to which I have found
fascinating and has struck a note with me. Although being
christened as a child I never really considered the whole

aspect of christ and such until a few years ago in my life,
yet even at a young age always felt there was something else
other than what would be deemed as "normal" .When
going through a bad patch in my later life I turned to
"the good book" which I would imagine would be a
common trap for people on the bottom to fall into. I did at
a point begin to get sucked into this but always felt an
unease at some of the things that I was reading in the bible
and more often than not (especially in the old testament)
found myself thinking what an absolute cunt this
"God" was, although at the time I sadly tried to
blank out what my instinct was telling me regarding the
apparent bloodthirsty nature of what i was reading.

I've always been of a curious nature and decided to cast
my net a bit further & started to listen and watch some
of the David Icke stuff, some of which I can identify with,
other stuff like the everybody being a "whole"
does not, the thought of me ultimately not being me in the
end is not something I can identify with. Once again I
looked at other things which led me to look into Gnosticism
which in turn led me to read Alexander Romanov's 666. I,
at that point, really began to open my eyes into other
perspectives of what might ultimately lead to a truth that
for some reason I cannot help myself stop searching for. My
concept of what is supposedly the powers of good and evil
began to take on a new light, which at one point seemed set
in stone, was turned on its head.

The point of my post I am trying to put across is that there
is so many sources with that many different takes on things
that are out there that a person could become so
disillusioned from it all that they may give up trying to
find what they are searching for. This is from my own
perspective of course, always having the feeling of yearning
for something but never being able to put my finger on it or
find it. Many a time I have found myself saying "fuck
it!" to the lot of it but still couldn't help
myself coming back for more. The above two names I
mentioned, could they be people who are inadvertently
misleading people believing they are doing right or outright
misleading through smatterings of truth here and there to
seem to bring some validity.

My apologies for the long winded post but I would imagine
that many people are of a confused nature because of all the
crap we have been polluted with since birth. My own mind has
reeled in circles many a time in search of a true peace that
has so far avoided me, but I will say here & now that
there is something that is burning inside me that will never
allow me to give up & fuck any "messiah or
god" that ever thinks they can turn me into a slave.