igor.febles
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Good day, everyone.
I am new to all this, i am an atheist, i find "absurd" and stupid the fact of believing in an supreme god who see everything but never show up, i´ve experienced so many crap that i got tired of asking help for a god that never do anything.
However, i am kind of hypocrite, because i never denied the ghost and this thing called soul,as a matter of fact, i have always been intrigued by their existence and always thought that it would be really interesting to talk with one.
Lately, i have been feeling kind of empty, hollow, nothing seems to be useful to me, i know i have to finish my career and help my parents and bla bla... but..i just cant find that thing that you love to do, that thing that makes you feel full, satisfied.
Also, i have always wished to talk to this so called "god" or supreme entity that helps you (thats why i stopped believing to begin with) but never happens, i believe that the soul do exist and that we are much less tan we are supposed to be, i believe that we can become stronger
I want to be stronger.
i want to feel good with my life.
im not sure if "satanism" is the answer or not, im not sure if this is correct or not, if this will harm or my family or not.
but i want to find out, i want to be stronger, i want to be better, help me see that thing that i am failing to see.
(It is really hard to explain how i feel or what i want, thats why most of this will lack of some congruence or sequence, it does not have one, most of it are just feelings tried to be put in words.
i sincerely hope you can all help me, i am considering the idea of forming a contract with a demon, however i must be sure that this is not some sort of prank to put people in danger or something, i want to be sure that satan will help me out or some demon will listen to me.
i wait for your answers, thank you.
I am new to all this, i am an atheist, i find "absurd" and stupid the fact of believing in an supreme god who see everything but never show up, i´ve experienced so many crap that i got tired of asking help for a god that never do anything.
However, i am kind of hypocrite, because i never denied the ghost and this thing called soul,as a matter of fact, i have always been intrigued by their existence and always thought that it would be really interesting to talk with one.
Lately, i have been feeling kind of empty, hollow, nothing seems to be useful to me, i know i have to finish my career and help my parents and bla bla... but..i just cant find that thing that you love to do, that thing that makes you feel full, satisfied.
Also, i have always wished to talk to this so called "god" or supreme entity that helps you (thats why i stopped believing to begin with) but never happens, i believe that the soul do exist and that we are much less tan we are supposed to be, i believe that we can become stronger
I want to be stronger.
i want to feel good with my life.
im not sure if "satanism" is the answer or not, im not sure if this is correct or not, if this will harm or my family or not.
but i want to find out, i want to be stronger, i want to be better, help me see that thing that i am failing to see.
(It is really hard to explain how i feel or what i want, thats why most of this will lack of some congruence or sequence, it does not have one, most of it are just feelings tried to be put in words.
i sincerely hope you can all help me, i am considering the idea of forming a contract with a demon, however i must be sure that this is not some sort of prank to put people in danger or something, i want to be sure that satan will help me out or some demon will listen to me.
i wait for your answers, thank you.