Undedicated?

[koyaghost]

Alright, I'll try to make this quick since I lost my previous message somehow. Anyway, last night I did a ritual trying to make amends with Satan, since I tried christanity after dedicating, which isn't the worst of things. Three years ago, about six months after dedicating, I tried to undedicate after moving to Wisconsin for whatever terrible stupid reason. I had help and I didn't feel anything anymore after that. I was hoping, now that I'm older and a bit wiser that I could jump back in, spite previous issues that I've arisen.

I did a ritual last night, as previously mentioned. I wrote a poem, a prayer, did the ritual, wore garb, put some blood on the prayer paper to really make it binding, in several locations, several times, walked a half a mile in cold windy wisconsin weather and bought some incense, walked back and tried to burn the incense. Started a large fire, doused with a blanket (Which was probably a sign not to do the ritual) though stubborn, I continued. I lit another one, the correct way, held through, got on my knees, said my prayer, my poem, etc etc. (Although deep down, I question my sincerity. This entire day, after the tears I shed, I wonder about if I really ment what I said, and what I did. It's been tearing at my head all day.....)

Everything except the incense, and blistering my middle finger on some heated glass like some kind of fool, went off without a hitch. In the morning, I awoke extremely sleepy and groggy,depressed and so forth. I still feel pretty cruddy, tried some breathing exercises, and that helped a bit.

Question is, should I redo the dedication? I want it to be serious, renewed, real, and better than before. I feel like I need to be reassured, led by the hand until I can walk on my own.

Please help, someone, anyone.

Hail Satan~

 

[radzio_ss]

If you dedicated with the sincere attitude in your heart, then you are allready on of us. The dedication ritual is valid and permanent, no need to redo it. Most of us have had some kind of mistake made during the ritual. I for example threw out the ashes of the burned paper, which i was supposed to keep ( i didn't know about that ). I'm a Satanist for over 2 years now and i have had many signs that i was accepted. No need to stress over it. Take care.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "koyaghost" <koyaghost@... wrote:

Alright, I'll try to make this quick since I lost my previous message somehow. Anyway, last night I did a ritual trying to make amends with Satan, since I tried christanity after dedicating, which isn't the worst of things. Three years ago, about six months after dedicating, I tried to undedicate after moving to Wisconsin for whatever terrible stupid reason. I had help and I didn't feel anything anymore after that. I was hoping, now that I'm older and a bit wiser that I could jump back in, spite previous issues that I've arisen.

I did a ritual last night, as previously mentioned. I wrote a poem, a prayer, did the ritual, wore garb, put some blood on the prayer paper to really make it binding, in several locations, several times, walked a half a mile in cold windy wisconsin weather and bought some incense, walked back and tried to burn the incense. Started a large fire, doused with a blanket (Which was probably a sign not to do the ritual) though stubborn, I continued. I lit another one, the correct way, held through, got on my knees, said my prayer, my poem, etc etc. (Although deep down, I question my sincerity. This entire day, after the tears I shed, I wonder about if I really ment what I said, and what I did. It's been tearing at my head all day.....)

Everything except the incense, and blistering my middle finger on some heated glass like some kind of fool, went off without a hitch. In the morning, I awoke extremely sleepy and groggy,depressed and so forth. I still feel pretty cruddy, tried some breathing exercises, and that helped a bit.

Question is, should I redo the dedication? I want it to be serious, renewed, real, and better than before. I feel like I need to be reassured, led by the hand until I can walk on my own.

Please help, someone, anyone.

Hail Satan~

 

[Allison P]

Dude, it's all good! Chill...stop worrying about it. Like I said, he
isn't like the thrice-damned nazarene; he won't hold your mistakes
against you. Besides, the fact that you were crying and all that,
stressing, means that you were obviously sincere in your love and
devotion to our Father, Satan. So as I say, relax, and quit worrying,
my Brother! Satanas vobiscum! (May Satan be with you!) Ave Satanas!

On 3/21/13, radzio_ss <truth.seeker1@... wrote:
If you dedicated with the sincere attitude in your heart, then you are
allready on of us. The dedication ritual is valid and permanent, no need to
redo it. Most of us have had some kind of mistake made during the ritual. I
for example threw out the ashes of the burned paper, which i was supposed to
keep ( i didn't know about that ). I'm a Satanist for over 2 years now and i
have had many signs that i was accepted. No need to stress over it. Take
care.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "koyaghost" <koyaghost@... wrote:

Alright, I'll try to make this quick since I lost my previous message
somehow. Anyway, last night I did a ritual trying to make amends with
Satan, since I tried christanity after dedicating, which isn't the worst
of things. Three years ago, about six months after dedicating, I tried to
undedicate after moving to Wisconsin for whatever terrible stupid reason.
I had help and I didn't feel anything anymore after that. I was hoping,
now that I'm older and a bit wiser that I could jump back in, spite
previous issues that I've arisen.

I did a ritual last night, as previously mentioned. I wrote a poem, a
prayer, did the ritual, wore garb, put some blood on the prayer paper to
really make it binding, in several locations, several times, walked a half
a mile in cold windy wisconsin weather and bought some incense, walked
back and tried to burn the incense. Started a large fire, doused with a
blanket (Which was probably a sign not to do the ritual) though stubborn,
I continued. I lit another one, the correct way, held through, got on my
knees, said my prayer, my poem, etc etc. (Although deep down, I question
my sincerity. This entire day, after the tears I shed, I wonder about if I
really ment what I said, and what I did. It's been tearing at my head all
day.....)

Everything except the incense, and blistering my middle finger on some
heated glass like some kind of fool, went off without a hitch. In the
morning, I awoke extremely sleepy and groggy,depressed and so forth. I
still feel pretty cruddy, tried some breathing exercises, and that helped
a bit.

Question is, should I redo the dedication? I want it to be serious,
renewed, real, and better than before. I feel like I need to be reassured,
led by the hand until I can walk on my own.

Please help, someone, anyone.

Hail Satan~

 

[hailbelphagor]

I'm supposed to have kept the ashes?

Oops.

Hail our Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "radzio_ss" <truth.seeker1@... wrote:

If you dedicated with the sincere attitude in your heart, then you are allready on of us. The dedication ritual is valid and permanent, no need to redo it. Most of us have had some kind of mistake made during the ritual. I for example threw out the ashes of the burned paper, which i was supposed to keep ( i didn't know about that ). I'm a Satanist for over 2 years now and i have had many signs that i was accepted. No need to stress over it. Take care.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "koyaghost" <koyaghost@ wrote:

Alright, I'll try to make this quick since I lost my previous message somehow. Anyway, last night I did a ritual trying to make amends with Satan, since I tried christanity after dedicating, which isn't the worst of things. Three years ago, about six months after dedicating, I tried to undedicate after moving to Wisconsin for whatever terrible stupid reason. I had help and I didn't feel anything anymore after that. I was hoping, now that I'm older and a bit wiser that I could jump back in, spite previous issues that I've arisen.

I did a ritual last night, as previously mentioned. I wrote a poem, a prayer, did the ritual, wore garb, put some blood on the prayer paper to really make it binding, in several locations, several times, walked a half a mile in cold windy wisconsin weather and bought some incense, walked back and tried to burn the incense. Started a large fire, doused with a blanket (Which was probably a sign not to do the ritual) though stubborn, I continued. I lit another one, the correct way, held through, got on my knees, said my prayer, my poem, etc etc. (Although deep down, I question my sincerity. This entire day, after the tears I shed, I wonder about if I really ment what I said, and what I did. It's been tearing at my head all day.....)

Everything except the incense, and blistering my middle finger on some heated glass like some kind of fool, went off without a hitch. In the morning, I awoke extremely sleepy and groggy,depressed and so forth. I still feel pretty cruddy, tried some breathing exercises, and that helped a bit.

Question is, should I redo the dedication? I want it to be serious, renewed, real, and better than before. I feel like I need to be reassured, led by the hand until I can walk on my own.

Please help, someone, anyone.

Hail Satan~

 

[Allison P]

Sokay bro. I didn't know I was supposed to do that either. Heh.
Although, honestly, I really don't think it matters. Some people
didn't even burn their paper. They kept the whole dedication, written
out nice and so.

On 3/21/13, hailbelphagor <no.state@... wrote:
I'm supposed to have kept the ashes?

Oops.

Hail our Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "radzio_ss" <truth.seeker1@...
wrote:

If you dedicated with the sincere attitude in your heart, then you are
allready on of us. The dedication ritual is valid and permanent, no need
to redo it. Most of us have had some kind of mistake made during the
ritual. I for example threw out the ashes of the burned paper, which i was
supposed to keep ( i didn't know about that ). I'm a Satanist for over 2
years now and i have had many signs that i was accepted. No need to stress
over it. Take care.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "koyaghost" <koyaghost@ wrote:

Alright, I'll try to make this quick since I lost my previous message
somehow. Anyway, last night I did a ritual trying to make amends with
Satan, since I tried christanity after dedicating, which isn't the worst
of things. Three years ago, about six months after dedicating, I tried
to undedicate after moving to Wisconsin for whatever terrible stupid
reason. I had help and I didn't feel anything anymore after that. I was
hoping, now that I'm older and a bit wiser that I could jump back in,
spite previous issues that I've arisen.

I did a ritual last night, as previously mentioned. I wrote a poem, a
prayer, did the ritual, wore garb, put some blood on the prayer paper to
really make it binding, in several locations, several times, walked a
half a mile in cold windy wisconsin weather and bought some incense,
walked back and tried to burn the incense. Started a large fire, doused
with a blanket (Which was probably a sign not to do the ritual) though
stubborn, I continued. I lit another one, the correct way, held through,
got on my knees, said my prayer, my poem, etc etc. (Although deep down,
I question my sincerity. This entire day, after the tears I shed, I
wonder about if I really ment what I said, and what I did. It's been
tearing at my head all day.....)

Everything except the incense, and blistering my middle finger on some
heated glass like some kind of fool, went off without a hitch. In the
morning, I awoke extremely sleepy and groggy,depressed and so forth. I
still feel pretty cruddy, tried some breathing exercises, and that
helped a bit.

Question is, should I redo the dedication? I want it to be serious,
renewed, real, and better than before. I feel like I need to be
reassured, led by the hand until I can walk on my own.

Please help, someone, anyone.

Hail Satan~

 

[hailbelphagor]

Well, my heart was definitely in it. I'm so sick of the stupid fucking godbots and my goal is to serve Father Satan by doing all I can to destroy the abrahamics and help my fellow humans find their freedom.

Hail Mighty Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Sokay bro. I didn't know I was supposed to do that either. Heh.
Although, honestly, I really don't think it matters. Some people
didn't even burn their paper. They kept the whole dedication, written
out nice and so.

On 3/21/13, hailbelphagor <no.state@... wrote:
I'm supposed to have kept the ashes?

Oops.

Hail our Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "radzio_ss" <truth.seeker1@
wrote:

If you dedicated with the sincere attitude in your heart, then you are
allready on of us. The dedication ritual is valid and permanent, no need
to redo it. Most of us have had some kind of mistake made during the
ritual. I for example threw out the ashes of the burned paper, which i was
supposed to keep ( i didn't know about that ). I'm a Satanist for over 2
years now and i have had many signs that i was accepted. No need to stress
over it. Take care.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "koyaghost" <koyaghost@ wrote:

Alright, I'll try to make this quick since I lost my previous message
somehow. Anyway, last night I did a ritual trying to make amends with
Satan, since I tried christanity after dedicating, which isn't the worst
of things. Three years ago, about six months after dedicating, I tried
to undedicate after moving to Wisconsin for whatever terrible stupid
reason. I had help and I didn't feel anything anymore after that. I was
hoping, now that I'm older and a bit wiser that I could jump back in,
spite previous issues that I've arisen.

I did a ritual last night, as previously mentioned. I wrote a poem, a
prayer, did the ritual, wore garb, put some blood on the prayer paper to
really make it binding, in several locations, several times, walked a
half a mile in cold windy wisconsin weather and bought some incense,
walked back and tried to burn the incense. Started a large fire, doused
with a blanket (Which was probably a sign not to do the ritual) though
stubborn, I continued. I lit another one, the correct way, held through,
got on my knees, said my prayer, my poem, etc etc. (Although deep down,
I question my sincerity. This entire day, after the tears I shed, I
wonder about if I really ment what I said, and what I did. It's been
tearing at my head all day.....)

Everything except the incense, and blistering my middle finger on some
heated glass like some kind of fool, went off without a hitch. In the
morning, I awoke extremely sleepy and groggy,depressed and so forth. I
still feel pretty cruddy, tried some breathing exercises, and that
helped a bit.

Question is, should I redo the dedication? I want it to be serious,
renewed, real, and better than before. I feel like I need to be
reassured, led by the hand until I can walk on my own.

Please help, someone, anyone.

Hail Satan~

 

[Allison P]

That's obvious, Brother. That yu are sincere, I mean. I wish to do
likewise, serve our great Father to the best of my ability. This world
is asleep, and they seriously need to fucking wake up! Hail Father
Satan always! Hail lord Andras! Hail Sorath, the one who burns!

On 3/21/13, hailbelphagor <no.state@... wrote:
Well, my heart was definitely in it. I'm so sick of the stupid fucking
godbots and my goal is to serve Father Satan by doing all I can to destroy
the abrahamics and help my fellow humans find their freedom.

Hail Mighty Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
wrote:

Sokay bro. I didn't know I was supposed to do that either. Heh.
Although, honestly, I really don't think it matters. Some people
didn't even burn their paper. They kept the whole dedication, written
out nice and so.

On 3/21/13, hailbelphagor <no.state@... wrote:
I'm supposed to have kept the ashes?

Oops.

Hail our Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "radzio_ss" <truth.seeker1@
wrote:

If you dedicated with the sincere attitude in your heart, then you are
allready on of us. The dedication ritual is valid and permanent, no
need
to redo it. Most of us have had some kind of mistake made during the
ritual. I for example threw out the ashes of the burned paper, which i
was
supposed to keep ( i didn't know about that ). I'm a Satanist for over
2
years now and i have had many signs that i was accepted. No need to
stress
over it. Take care.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "koyaghost" <koyaghost@ wrote:

Alright, I'll try to make this quick since I lost my previous
message
somehow. Anyway, last night I did a ritual trying to make amends
with
Satan, since I tried christanity after dedicating, which isn't the
worst
of things. Three years ago, about six months after dedicating, I
tried
to undedicate after moving to Wisconsin for whatever terrible stupid
reason. I had help and I didn't feel anything anymore after that. I
was
hoping, now that I'm older and a bit wiser that I could jump back
in,
spite previous issues that I've arisen.

I did a ritual last night, as previously mentioned. I wrote a poem,
a
prayer, did the ritual, wore garb, put some blood on the prayer paper
to
really make it binding, in several locations, several times, walked
a
half a mile in cold windy wisconsin weather and bought some incense,
walked back and tried to burn the incense. Started a large fire,
doused
with a blanket (Which was probably a sign not to do the ritual)
though
stubborn, I continued. I lit another one, the correct way, held
through,
got on my knees, said my prayer, my poem, etc etc. (Although deep
down,
I question my sincerity. This entire day, after the tears I shed, I
wonder about if I really ment what I said, and what I did. It's been
tearing at my head all day.....)

Everything except the incense, and blistering my middle finger on
some
heated glass like some kind of fool, went off without a hitch. In
the
morning, I awoke extremely sleepy and groggy,depressed and so forth.
I
still feel pretty cruddy, tried some breathing exercises, and that
helped a bit.

Question is, should I redo the dedication? I want it to be serious,
renewed, real, and better than before. I feel like I need to be
reassured, led by the hand until I can walk on my own.

Please help, someone, anyone.

Hail Satan~

 

[Light Yagami]

I feel irritated when people have cared enough to read how to do the dedication ritual on joyofSatan, but they didn't even bother to read the rest of the site!!If you had thoroughly studied www.joyofSatan.com , you'd have known that the dedication ritual is done only once and is permanent. You can't "undo" it, and wtf would you want that? Did you really expect for Satan to come and solve all your problems? "I tried christianity after dedicating" yeap... Really smart. It's like saying "I decided to open a library and let some fire fanatics look over it"....
It really annoys me that people have forgotten to use their brains.So, PLEASE, before you "reattempt" to do the dedication ritual (which you shouldn't; it is done only once. You should talk to Satan about what you really feel and you could do a Standard Ritual if you'd like to do it formally), just READ the site CAREFULLY and THOROUGHLY! STUDY!!! Don't wait others to do the work for you! Satan isn't our slaves! He wants us to empower ourselves and complete His work that was left unfinished by the enemy. I mean, for fuck's sake...
Απο: koyaghost <koyaghost@...
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Στάλθηκε: 11:59 μ.μ. Τετάρτη, 20 Μαρτίου 2013
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] Undedicated?

  Alright, I'll try to make this quick since I lost my previous message somehow. Anyway, last night I did a ritual trying to make amends with Satan, since I tried christanity after dedicating, which isn't the worst of things. Three years ago, about six months after dedicating, I tried to undedicate after moving to Wisconsin for whatever terrible stupid reason. I had help and I didn't feel anything anymore after that. I was hoping, now that I'm older and a bit wiser that I could jump back in, spite previous issues that I've arisen.

I did a ritual last night, as previously mentioned. I wrote a poem, a prayer, did the ritual, wore garb, put some blood on the prayer paper to really make it binding, in several locations, several times, walked a half a mile in cold windy wisconsin weather and bought some incense, walked back and tried to burn the incense. Started a large fire, doused with a blanket (Which was probably a sign not to do the ritual) though stubborn, I continued. I lit another one, the correct way, held through, got on my knees, said my prayer, my poem, etc etc. (Although deep down, I question my sincerity. This entire day, after the tears I shed, I wonder about if I really ment what I said, and what I did. It's been tearing at my head all day.....)

Everything except the incense, and blistering my middle finger on some heated glass like some kind of fool, went off without a hitch. In the morning, I awoke extremely sleepy and groggy,depressed and so forth. I still feel pretty cruddy, tried some breathing exercises, and that helped a bit.

Question is, should I redo the dedication? I want it to be serious, renewed, real, and better than before. I feel like I need to be reassured, led by the hand until I can walk on my own.

Please help, someone, anyone.

Hail Satan~

 

[siguarddraconis]

The ashes from prayers and rituals of benevolent nature are to be disposed by either burying them or throwing in the wind. Ashes from destruction rituals can be disposed by any vile means, eg. flush in the toilet.

Siguard Draconis.

Satanas Via, Vera et Vita est.
Ave Satanas! Rege Satanas!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailbelphagor" <no.state@... wrote:

I'm supposed to have kept the ashes?

Oops.

Hail our Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "radzio_ss" <truth.seeker1@ wrote:

If you dedicated with the sincere attitude in your heart, then you are allready on of us. The dedication ritual is valid and permanent, no need to redo it. Most of us have had some kind of mistake made during the ritual. I for example threw out the ashes of the burned paper, which i was supposed to keep ( i didn't know about that ). I'm a Satanist for over 2 years now and i have had many signs that i was accepted. No need to stress over it. Take care.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "koyaghost" <koyaghost@ wrote:

Alright, I'll try to make this quick since I lost my previous message somehow. Anyway, last night I did a ritual trying to make amends with Satan, since I tried christanity after dedicating, which isn't the worst of things. Three years ago, about six months after dedicating, I tried to undedicate after moving to Wisconsin for whatever terrible stupid reason. I had help and I didn't feel anything anymore after that. I was hoping, now that I'm older and a bit wiser that I could jump back in, spite previous issues that I've arisen.

I did a ritual last night, as previously mentioned. I wrote a poem, a prayer, did the ritual, wore garb, put some blood on the prayer paper to really make it binding, in several locations, several times, walked a half a mile in cold windy wisconsin weather and bought some incense, walked back and tried to burn the incense. Started a large fire, doused with a blanket (Which was probably a sign not to do the ritual) though stubborn, I continued. I lit another one, the correct way, held through, got on my knees, said my prayer, my poem, etc etc. (Although deep down, I question my sincerity. This entire day, after the tears I shed, I wonder about if I really ment what I said, and what I did. It's been tearing at my head all day.....)

Everything except the incense, and blistering my middle finger on some heated glass like some kind of fool, went off without a hitch. In the morning, I awoke extremely sleepy and groggy,depressed and so forth. I still feel pretty cruddy, tried some breathing exercises, and that helped a bit.

Question is, should I redo the dedication? I want it to be serious, renewed, real, and better than before. I feel like I need to be reassured, led by the hand until I can walk on my own.

Please help, someone, anyone.

Hail Satan~

 

[Koya (Dakota)]

Note that the ritual I did last night was not the dedication ritual. I did that three years ago, and had (undedicate) six months later after that point. There was a two and a half year gap between then and now since doing anything.
Last nights ritual was to try and say sorry, and to ask for demonic help.

Hope that cleared things up.

Sent from my LG phone

radzio_ss <truth.seeker1@... wrote:

If you dedicated with the sincere attitude in your heart, then you are allready on of us. The dedication ritual is valid and permanent, no need to redo it. Most of us have had some kind of mistake made during the ritual. I for example threw out the ashes of the burned paper, which i was supposed to keep ( i didn't know about that ). I'm a Satanist for over 2 years now and i have had many signs that i was accepted. No need to stress over it. Take care.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "koyaghost" <koyaghost@... wrote:

Alright, I'll try to make this quick since I lost my previous message somehow. Anyway, last night I did a ritual trying to make amends with Satan, since I tried christanity after dedicating, which isn't the worst of things. Three years ago, about six months after dedicating, I tried to undedicate after moving to Wisconsin for whatever terrible stupid reason. I had help and I didn't feel anything anymore after that. I was hoping, now that I'm older and a bit wiser that I could jump back in, spite previous issues that I've arisen.

I did a ritual last night, as previously mentioned. I wrote a poem, a prayer, did the ritual, wore garb, put some blood on the prayer paper to really make it binding, in several locations, several times, walked a half a mile in cold windy wisconsin weather and bought some incense, walked back and tried to burn the incense. Started a large fire, doused with a blanket (Which was probably a sign not to do the ritual) though stubborn, I continued. I lit another one, the correct way, held through, got on my knees, said my prayer, my poem, etc etc. (Although deep down, I question my sincerity. This entire day, after the tears I shed, I wonder about if I really ment what I said, and what I did. It's been tearing at my head all day.....)

Everything except the incense, and blistering my middle finger on some heated glass like some kind of fool, went off without a hitch. In the morning, I awoke extremely sleepy and groggy,depressed and so forth. I still feel pretty cruddy, tried some breathing exercises, and that helped a bit.

Question is, should I redo the dedication? I want it to be serious, renewed, real, and better than before. I feel like I need to be reassured, led by the hand until I can walk on my own.

Please help, someone, anyone.

Hail Satan~

 

[Koya (Dakota)]

Due to my parents and having to move, keeping ashes was a no-no.

I also didn't see that keeping ashes was a must three years ago. Maybe it was recently revised? On a phone, can't check.

Sent from my LG phone

hailbelphagor <no.state@... wrote:

I'm supposed to have kept the ashes?

Oops.

Hail our Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "radzio_ss" <truth.seeker1@... wrote:

If you dedicated with the sincere attitude in your heart, then you are allready on of us. The dedication ritual is valid and permanent, no need to redo it. Most of us have had some kind of mistake made during the ritual. I for example threw out the ashes of the burned paper, which i was supposed to keep ( i didn't know about that ). I'm a Satanist for over 2 years now and i have had many signs that i was accepted. No need to stress over it. Take care.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "koyaghost" <koyaghost@ wrote:

Alright, I'll try to make this quick since I lost my previous message somehow. Anyway, last night I did a ritual trying to make amends with Satan, since I tried christanity after dedicating, which isn't the worst of things. Three years ago, about six months after dedicating, I tried to undedicate after moving to Wisconsin for whatever terrible stupid reason. I had help and I didn't feel anything anymore after that. I was hoping, now that I'm older and a bit wiser that I could jump back in, spite previous issues that I've arisen.

I did a ritual last night, as previously mentioned. I wrote a poem, a prayer, did the ritual, wore garb, put some blood on the prayer paper to really make it binding, in several locations, several times, walked a half a mile in cold windy wisconsin weather and bought some incense, walked back and tried to burn the incense. Started a large fire, doused with a blanket (Which was probably a sign not to do the ritual) though stubborn, I continued. I lit another one, the correct way, held through, got on my knees, said my prayer, my poem, etc etc. (Although deep down, I question my sincerity. This entire day, after the tears I shed, I wonder about if I really ment what I said, and what I did. It's been tearing at my head all day.....)

Everything except the incense, and blistering my middle finger on some heated glass like some kind of fool, went off without a hitch. In the morning, I awoke extremely sleepy and groggy,depressed and so forth. I still feel pretty cruddy, tried some breathing exercises, and that helped a bit.

Question is, should I redo the dedication? I want it to be serious, renewed, real, and better than before. I feel like I need to be reassured, led by the hand until I can walk on my own.

Please help, someone, anyone.

Hail Satan~

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

The Gods and Satan aren't looking for people to be sorry, apologies to them. This is a jewish bred concept. That if we say sorry it makes everything better. This is not the case. If you are truly sorry and regretful, show this through your action. Prove to the Gods, and more importantly to yourself, that you have changed and that you want to make a difference. Show them you're sorry. At the end of the day, it is yourself that you are hurting by leaving Satan, yourself you are hurting by skipping meditations, not the Gods.
Proof through action, not sugar coated words.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Koya (Dakota)" <koyaghost@... wrote:

Note that the ritual I did last night was not the dedication ritual. I did that three years ago, and had (undedicate) six months later after that point. There was a two and a half year gap between then and now since doing anything.
Last nights ritual was to try and say sorry, and to ask for demonic help.

Hope that cleared things up.

Sent from my LG phone

radzio_ss <truth.seeker1@... wrote:

If you dedicated with the sincere attitude in your heart, then you are allready on of us. The dedication ritual is valid and permanent, no need to redo it. Most of us have had some kind of mistake made during the ritual. I for example threw out the ashes of the burned paper, which i was supposed to keep ( i didn't know about that ). I'm a Satanist for over 2 years now and i have had many signs that i was accepted. No need to stress over it. Take care.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "koyaghost" <koyaghost@ wrote:

Alright, I'll try to make this quick since I lost my previous message somehow. Anyway, last night I did a ritual trying to make amends with Satan, since I tried christanity after dedicating, which isn't the worst of things. Three years ago, about six months after dedicating, I tried to undedicate after moving to Wisconsin for whatever terrible stupid reason. I had help and I didn't feel anything anymore after that. I was hoping, now that I'm older and a bit wiser that I could jump back in, spite previous issues that I've arisen.

I did a ritual last night, as previously mentioned. I wrote a poem, a prayer, did the ritual, wore garb, put some blood on the prayer paper to really make it binding, in several locations, several times, walked a half a mile in cold windy wisconsin weather and bought some incense, walked back and tried to burn the incense. Started a large fire, doused with a blanket (Which was probably a sign not to do the ritual) though stubborn, I continued. I lit another one, the correct way, held through, got on my knees, said my prayer, my poem, etc etc. (Although deep down, I question my sincerity. This entire day, after the tears I shed, I wonder about if I really ment what I said, and what I did. It's been tearing at my head all day.....)

Everything except the incense, and blistering my middle finger on some heated glass like some kind of fool, went off without a hitch. In the morning, I awoke extremely sleepy and groggy,depressed and so forth. I still feel pretty cruddy, tried some breathing exercises, and that helped a bit.

Question is, should I redo the dedication? I want it to be serious, renewed, real, and better than before. I feel like I need to be reassured, led by the hand until I can walk on my own.

Please help, someone, anyone.

Hail Satan~

 

[keeperofstone]

You can't dedicate and then undedicate and then rededicate. Satanism isn't the religion of the month club.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Koya (Dakota)" <koyaghost@... wrote:

Note that the ritual I did last night was not the dedication ritual. I did that three years ago, and had (undedicate) six months later after that point. There was a two and a half year gap between then and now since doing anything.
Last nights ritual was to try and say sorry, and to ask for demonic help.

Hope that cleared things up.

Sent from my LG phone

radzio_ss <truth.seeker1@... wrote:

If you dedicated with the sincere attitude in your heart, then you are allready on of us. The dedication ritual is valid and permanent, no need to redo it. Most of us have had some kind of mistake made during the ritual. I for example threw out the ashes of the burned paper, which i was supposed to keep ( i didn't know about that ). I'm a Satanist for over 2 years now and i have had many signs that i was accepted. No need to stress over it. Take care.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "koyaghost" <koyaghost@ wrote:

Alright, I'll try to make this quick since I lost my previous message somehow. Anyway, last night I did a ritual trying to make amends with Satan, since I tried christanity after dedicating, which isn't the worst of things. Three years ago, about six months after dedicating, I tried to undedicate after moving to Wisconsin for whatever terrible stupid reason. I had help and I didn't feel anything anymore after that. I was hoping, now that I'm older and a bit wiser that I could jump back in, spite previous issues that I've arisen.

I did a ritual last night, as previously mentioned. I wrote a poem, a prayer, did the ritual, wore garb, put some blood on the prayer paper to really make it binding, in several locations, several times, walked a half a mile in cold windy wisconsin weather and bought some incense, walked back and tried to burn the incense. Started a large fire, doused with a blanket (Which was probably a sign not to do the ritual) though stubborn, I continued. I lit another one, the correct way, held through, got on my knees, said my prayer, my poem, etc etc. (Although deep down, I question my sincerity. This entire day, after the tears I shed, I wonder about if I really ment what I said, and what I did. It's been tearing at my head all day.....)

Everything except the incense, and blistering my middle finger on some heated glass like some kind of fool, went off without a hitch. In the morning, I awoke extremely sleepy and groggy,depressed and so forth. I still feel pretty cruddy, tried some breathing exercises, and that helped a bit.

Question is, should I redo the dedication? I want it to be serious, renewed, real, and better than before. I feel like I need to be reassured, led by the hand until I can walk on my own.

Please help, someone, anyone.

Hail Satan~

 

[High Priestess Myla Limlal]

undedicate?
huh
why u doing all this for?
is this a joke ?(distraction)
if u dont want something just leave
no one is gonna kiss ur ass abt staying in
this is not Christianity were we beg people to stay in
is not my lost, is urs!
If u really wanted this in first place, u would at least
try to fix what ever u going through and persevere
read JoS and learn, apply to ur daily meditations

what do u expect from Satan?come down from the clouds and
handle u a plate full of goods?

wake up

Take a good look at wt u doing
is not too late!

Seriously lately there seems a lot bitching and complaining here
Life is not easy, gets hard sometimes, wtever there is u can
Work and fix it, everything CAN be fix! u re not dead!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Koya (Dakota)" <koyaghost@... wrote:

Note that the ritual I did last night was not the dedication ritual. I did that three years ago, and had (undedicate) six months later after that point. There was a two and a half year gap between then and now since doing anything.
Last nights ritual was to try and say sorry, and to ask for demonic help.

Hope that cleared things up.

Sent from my LG phone

radzio_ss <truth.seeker1@... wrote:

If you dedicated with the sincere attitude in your heart, then you are allready on of us. The dedication ritual is valid and permanent, no need to redo it. Most of us have had some kind of mistake made during the ritual. I for example threw out the ashes of the burned paper, which i was supposed to keep ( i didn't know about that ). I'm a Satanist for over 2 years now and i have had many signs that i was accepted. No need to stress over it. Take care.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "koyaghost" <koyaghost@ wrote:

Alright, I'll try to make this quick since I lost my previous message somehow. Anyway, last night I did a ritual trying to make amends with Satan, since I tried christanity after dedicating, which isn't the worst of things. Three years ago, about six months after dedicating, I tried to undedicate after moving to Wisconsin for whatever terrible stupid reason. I had help and I didn't feel anything anymore after that. I was hoping, now that I'm older and a bit wiser that I could jump back in, spite previous issues that I've arisen.

I did a ritual last night, as previously mentioned. I wrote a poem, a prayer, did the ritual, wore garb, put some blood on the prayer paper to really make it binding, in several locations, several times, walked a half a mile in cold windy wisconsin weather and bought some incense, walked back and tried to burn the incense. Started a large fire, doused with a blanket (Which was probably a sign not to do the ritual) though stubborn, I continued. I lit another one, the correct way, held through, got on my knees, said my prayer, my poem, etc etc. (Although deep down, I question my sincerity. This entire day, after the tears I shed, I wonder about if I really ment what I said, and what I did. It's been tearing at my head all day.....)

Everything except the incense, and blistering my middle finger on some heated glass like some kind of fool, went off without a hitch. In the morning, I awoke extremely sleepy and groggy,depressed and so forth. I still feel pretty cruddy, tried some breathing exercises, and that helped a bit.

Question is, should I redo the dedication? I want it to be serious, renewed, real, and better than before. I feel like I need to be reassured, led by the hand until I can walk on my own.

Please help, someone, anyone.

Hail Satan~

 

[Haakai]

why would you want to 'undedicate' anyway? Satan is such a loving God, and the phenominal amount of help most of us get from Satan and the Demons is nothing short of unbelieveable.

don't fuss if you tried to undedicate - it didn't work anyway, they kept watching over you knowing your confusion and knowing you'll be back. try not to forget how long they've been around - you would not be the first person to self-doubt or to doubt Them. yet thats not to say you can take Them for granted - an apology for trying to go back on your word to the Gods of Hell wouldn't be unwise. yet, action - learning, reading, fighting for the cause, helping other Satanists - i am sure this would be what they prefer to see on your part as it speaks way lounder than words.

as you would know after being around us long enough, the only thing you really need to focus on now is empowering yourself, Koya. knowledge is your ally. seek ways in which you can eliminate enemy influences in your life and you will find yourself catapulting forwards as you never thought possible.

On 23/03/2013 1453 Hours, keeperofstone wrote:

  You can't dedicate and then undedicate and then rededicate. Satanism isn't the religion of the month club.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Koya (Dakota)" <koyaghost@... wrote:

Note that the ritual I did last night was not the dedication ritual. I did that three years ago, and had (undedicate) six months later after that point. There was a two and a half year gap between then and now since doing anything.
Last nights ritual was to try and say sorry, and to ask for demonic help.

Hope that cleared things up.

Sent from my LG phone

radzio_ss <truth.seeker1@... wrote:

If you dedicated with the sincere attitude in your heart, then you are allready on of us. The dedication ritual is valid and permanent, no need to redo it. Most of us have had some kind of mistake made during the ritual. I for example threw out the ashes of the burned paper, which i was supposed to keep ( i didn't know about that ). I'm a Satanist for over 2 years now and i have had many signs that i was accepted. No need to stress over it. Take care.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "koyaghost" <koyaghost@ wrote:

Alright, I'll try to make this quick since I lost my previous message somehow. Anyway, last night I did a ritual trying to make amends with Satan, since I tried christanity after dedicating, which isn't the worst of things. Three years ago, about six months after dedicating, I tried to undedicate after moving to Wisconsin for whatever terrible stupid reason. I had help and I didn't feel anything anymore after that. I was hoping, now that I'm older and a bit wiser that I could jump back in, spite previous issues that I've arisen.

I did a ritual last night, as previously mentioned. I wrote a poem, a prayer, did the ritual, wore garb, put some blood on the prayer paper to really make it binding, in several locations, several times, walked a half a mile in cold windy wisconsin weather and bought some incense, walked back and tried to burn the incense. Started a large fire, doused with a blanket (Which was probably a sign not to do the ritual) though stubborn, I continued. I lit another one, the correct way, held through, got on my knees, said my prayer, my poem, etc etc. (Although deep down, I question my sincerity. This entire day, after the tears I shed, I wonder about if I really ment what I said, and what I did. It's been tearing at my head all day.....)

Everything except the incense, and blistering my middle finger on some heated glass like some kind of fool, went off without a hitch. In the morning, I awoke extremely sleepy and groggy,depressed and so forth. I still feel pretty cruddy, tried some breathing exercises, and that helped a bit.

Question is, should I redo the dedication? I want it to be serious, renewed, real, and better than before. I feel like I need to be reassured, led by the hand until I can walk on my own.

Please help, someone, anyone.

Hail Satan~

 

[Steve Thomson]

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From: High Priestess Myla Limlal <limlal8@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, March 23, 2013 11:15 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Undedicated?
  undedicate?
huh
why u doing all this for?
is this a joke ?(distraction)
if u dont want something just leave
no one is gonna kiss ur ass abt staying in
this is not Christianity were we beg people to stay in
is not my lost, is urs!
If u really wanted this in first place, u would at least
try to fix what ever u going through and persevere
read JoS and learn, apply to ur daily meditations

what do u expect from Satan?come down from the clouds and
handle u a plate full of goods?

wake up

Take a good look at wt u doing
is not too late!

Seriously lately there seems a lot bitching and complaining here
Life is not easy, gets hard sometimes, wtever there is u can
Work and fix it, everything CAN be fix! u re not dead!

--- In mailto:JoyofSatan666%40yahoogroups.com, "Koya (Dakota)" <koyaghost@... wrote:

Note that the ritual I did last night was not the dedication ritual. I did that three years ago, and had (undedicate) six months later after that point. There was a two and a half year gap between then and now since doing anything.
Last nights ritual was to try and say sorry, and to ask for demonic help.

Hope that cleared things up.

Sent from my LG phone

radzio_ss <truth.seeker1@... wrote:

If you dedicated with the sincere attitude in your heart, then you are allready on of us. The dedication ritual is valid and permanent, no need to redo it. Most of us have had some kind of mistake made during the ritual. I for example threw out the ashes of the burned paper, which i was supposed to keep ( i didn't know about that

). I'm a Satanist for over 2 years now and i have had many signs that i was accepted. No need to stress over it. Take care.

--- In mailto:JoyofSatan666%40yahoogroups.com, "koyaghost" <koyaghost@ wrote:

Alright, I'll try to make this quick since I lost my previous message somehow. Anyway, last night I did a ritual trying to make amends with Satan, since I tried christanity after dedicating, which isn't the worst of things. Three years ago, about six months after dedicating, I tried to undedicate after moving to Wisconsin for whatever terrible stupid reason. I had help and I didn't feel anything anymore after that. I was hoping, now that I'm older and a bit wiser that I could jump back in, spite previous issues that I've arisen.

I did a ritual last night, as previously mentioned. I wrote a poem, a prayer, did the ritual, wore garb, put some blood on the prayer paper to really make it binding, in several locations, several times, walked a half a mile in cold windy wisconsin weather and bought some incense, walked back and tried to burn the incense. Started a large fire, doused with a blanket (Which was probably a sign not to do the ritual) though stubborn, I continued. I lit another one, the correct way, held through, got on my knees, said my prayer, my poem, etc etc. (Although deep down, I question my sincerity. This entire day, after the tears I shed, I wonder about if I really ment what I said, and what I did. It's been tearing at my head all day.....)

Everything except the incense, and blistering my middle finger on some heated glass like some kind of fool, went off without a hitch. In the morning, I awoke extremely sleepy and

groggy,depressed and so forth. I still feel pretty cruddy, tried some breathing exercises, and that helped a bit.

Question is, should I redo the dedication? I want it to be serious, renewed, real, and better than before. I feel like I need to be reassured, led by the hand until I can walk on my own.

Please help, someone, anyone.

Hail Satan~

 

[High Priestess Myla Limlal]

Xtians are bunch of Hippocrates
influenced and used easy by enemy
choose there path u ll end worse or just like them
life full of B.S and emptiness !

Spiritual Satanism is about reaching to Godhead
We meditate daily, work on fixing what needs to be fix
work on your chakras
Once u understand how it works, and realize
Where we come from,
You can do so much ! IF you only choose too !
Is all about choice and wanting too !

Like i said before
Key is already written on meditations and sermons
pay attention
apply yourself to the works and life does get better!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Steve Thomson <shipper6666@... wrote:

i found i amuch better off here than xtion when i was one if i asked for help the answer was always no


From: High Priestess Myla Limlal <limlal8@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Saturday, March 23, 2013 11:15 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Undedicated?

 
undedicate?
huh
why u doing all this for?
is this a joke ?(distraction)
if u dont want something just leave
no one is gonna kiss ur ass abt staying in
this is not Christianity were we beg people to stay in
is not my lost, is urs!
If u really wanted this in first place, u would at least
try to fix what ever u going through and persevere
read JoS and learn, apply to ur daily meditations

what do u expect from Satan?come down from the clouds and
handle u a plate full of goods?

wake up

Take a good look at wt u doing
is not too late!

Seriously lately there seems a lot bitching and complaining here
Life is not easy, gets hard sometimes, wtever there is u can
Work and fix it, everything CAN be fix! u re not dead!

--- In mailto:JoyofSatan666%40yahoogroups.com, "Koya (Dakota)" <koyaghost@ wrote:

Note that the ritual I did last night was not the dedication ritual. I did that three years ago, and had (undedicate) six months later after that point. There was a two and a half year gap between then and now since doing anything.
Last nights ritual was to try and say sorry, and to ask for demonic help.

Hope that cleared things up.

Sent from my LG phone

radzio_ss <truth.seeker1@ wrote:

If you dedicated with the sincere attitude in your heart, then you are allready on of us. The dedication ritual is valid and permanent, no need to redo it. Most of us have had some kind of mistake made during the ritual. I for example threw out the ashes of the burned paper, which i was supposed to keep ( i didn't know about that ). I'm a Satanist for over 2 years now and i have had many signs that i was accepted. No need to stress over it. Take care.

--- In mailto:JoyofSatan666%40yahoogroups.com, "koyaghost" <koyaghost@ wrote:

Alright, I'll try to make this quick since I lost my previous message somehow. Anyway, last night I did a ritual trying to make amends with Satan, since I tried christanity after dedicating, which isn't the worst of things. Three years ago, about six months after dedicating, I tried to undedicate after moving to Wisconsin for whatever terrible stupid reason. I had help and I didn't feel anything anymore after that. I was hoping, now that I'm older and a bit wiser that I could jump back in, spite previous issues that I've arisen.

I did a ritual last night, as previously mentioned. I wrote a poem, a prayer, did the ritual, wore garb, put some blood on the prayer paper to really make it binding, in several locations, several times, walked a half a mile in cold windy wisconsin weather and bought some incense, walked back and tried to burn the incense. Started a large fire, doused with a blanket (Which was probably a sign not to do the ritual) though stubborn, I continued. I lit another one, the correct way, held through, got on my knees, said my prayer, my poem, etc etc. (Although deep down, I question my sincerity. This entire day, after the tears I shed, I wonder about if I really ment what I said, and what I did. It's been tearing at my head all day.....)

Everything except the incense, and blistering my middle finger on some heated glass like some kind of fool, went off without a hitch. In the morning, I awoke extremely sleepy and groggy,depressed and so forth. I still feel pretty cruddy, tried some breathing exercises, and that helped a bit.

Question is, should I redo the dedication? I want it to be serious, renewed, real, and better than before. I feel like I need to be reassured, led by the hand until I can walk on my own.

Please help, someone, anyone.

Hail Satan~