Unable to feel emotions

Purified666May 24, 20191 min to read

May 24, 2019

To keep a very long and painful story short, around 6 years ago I did my best to block and suppress my emotions... Unfortunately, it worked. At the time it seemed like a good thing, but little did I know I'd regret it later on.

Now, I can still feel some emotions like sadness or anger(if I'm pushed hard enough), but any other emotion is impossible to feel like happiness, love etc). So most of the time I just feel neutral, even in situations I shouldn't feel neutral... it's absolutely horrible!

It literally takes the joy out of living...

What can I do to fix this? Is there a rune(or a combo of runes) that I can vibrate? Just raise some energy and program it to fix this mess?

Any tips/advice is appreciated :)

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It literally takes the joy out of living...

What can I do to fix this? Is there a rune(or a combo of runes) that I can vibrate? Just raise some energy and program it to fix this mess?

Any tips/advice is appreciated :)

May 28, 2019#20

Sorry to break it down but you becoming a drone will only intensify any underlying emotional problems, by ignorance of fixing them and dealing with them. Eventually this comes out like a wound that is ignored.

Try to heal and balance emotionally. Becoming a borg is not great for you.

May 29, 2019#21

This is the targeted message.

Purified666said:
T.A.O.L.said:
I don't want to sound like im someone random trying to give advice.. so I'll tell you this.
....
As for those unprocessed emotions, they still come up from time to time. But I am a happier person now than that I've been in a long long time.
I'm sorry you had to go through that. I went through something similar, it was really intense, but it lasted for just one night. And I broke up with that person soon after that.
Well, I know I kept a lot of anger inside me during that period(I should've probably mentioned that in my original post) which was a huge mistake. Anger is the last thing anyone should keep inside them, either cry it out or channel it towards something. I still remember a very heavy feeling in my chest... it lasted for a long time. I think it went away when my emotions got fully suppressed, but I can't remember. That period is not something that I wanted to keep in my memory.

Thank you for your reply. It felt bad to just not say something to this.

I agree with that. Holding in anger for whatever reason not being able to express it, is unhealthy.

That is good to hear. I hope this problem gets sorted out soon.

Purified666said:
T.A.O.L.said:
I don't want to sound like im someone random trying to give advice.. so I'll tell you this.
....
As for those unprocessed emotions, they still come up from time to time. But I am a happier person now than that I've been in a long long time.
I'm sorry you had to go through that. I went through something similar, it was really intense, but it lasted for just one night. And I broke up with that person soon after that.
Well, I know I kept a lot of anger inside me during that period(I should've probably mentioned that in my original post) which was a huge mistake. Anger is the last thing anyone should keep inside them, either cry it out or channel it towards something. I still remember a very heavy feeling in my chest... it lasted for a long time. I think it went away when my emotions got fully suppressed, but I can't remember. That period is not something that I wanted to keep in my memory.