davidw0308
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Right heres the thing i need help figuring out a problem not an avaerage problem
You see i can across JOS ages back but i never dedicated my soul because i feel
Would start depending too much on the website and everything and i reaslised than
That i cant dedicate my soul until ive sorted things out first but ive always tryed to keep an eye out on the website in case anything big happened but heres the problem there is a person i know who sees one of their best friend preparing to kill her or trying too and it struck me as very fimiliar and it reminded me of a problem ive suffered for years in that ive felt my self die many times ive felt the wounds and the few times that i saw anything in my minds eye so thing happens to my 'then eyes' which renders me blind and also my condition where i hear 'other mes' and my mind at the time figured these must be mes at a differnt point in the whole universe or time scale or demnsion thingy and i just got on with it with people calling me insane when i started talking to the other mes but when i heard about this tonight even i was thinking about it again and i remembered when i read about thought forms on JOS annd it started clicking why i had started seeing the colors of gray and black around them in my minds eye and i thought that maybe she has unwittingly created a thought form in his image that represents all of her negative feelings or is she suffering similar to me because as soon as i found out about some of the story from him i felt this gray/black presence when i was standing on my own thinking and because it felt similar to the other mes i gave it my normal 'go away' signal and it stayed there for a few seconds and then vanished and considering i havent been bothered that much by things like this for a while im a little confused and thought that its finally time i asked the only group that i can trust not to think im crazy or making it up like my family would so my question is can anyone help explain well as much of this as they can and if possible explain how i could help my friend for i hate to see my friends so trobled
You see i can across JOS ages back but i never dedicated my soul because i feel
Would start depending too much on the website and everything and i reaslised than
That i cant dedicate my soul until ive sorted things out first but ive always tryed to keep an eye out on the website in case anything big happened but heres the problem there is a person i know who sees one of their best friend preparing to kill her or trying too and it struck me as very fimiliar and it reminded me of a problem ive suffered for years in that ive felt my self die many times ive felt the wounds and the few times that i saw anything in my minds eye so thing happens to my 'then eyes' which renders me blind and also my condition where i hear 'other mes' and my mind at the time figured these must be mes at a differnt point in the whole universe or time scale or demnsion thingy and i just got on with it with people calling me insane when i started talking to the other mes but when i heard about this tonight even i was thinking about it again and i remembered when i read about thought forms on JOS annd it started clicking why i had started seeing the colors of gray and black around them in my minds eye and i thought that maybe she has unwittingly created a thought form in his image that represents all of her negative feelings or is she suffering similar to me because as soon as i found out about some of the story from him i felt this gray/black presence when i was standing on my own thinking and because it felt similar to the other mes i gave it my normal 'go away' signal and it stayed there for a few seconds and then vanished and considering i havent been bothered that much by things like this for a while im a little confused and thought that its finally time i asked the only group that i can trust not to think im crazy or making it up like my family would so my question is can anyone help explain well as much of this as they can and if possible explain how i could help my friend for i hate to see my friends so trobled
