Well, that's good, that there's been improvement. but I want to
apologize for my harsh words of earlier. No, of course I do not know
you, and do not know what you have been going through. No human can
fully understand another, well before the magnum opus anyway.
So, let me first ask you, have you performed the dedication ritual to
Satan? The feeling I am getting is that you have not. However,
regardless of whether or not you have dedicated, I think you should
talk to him. Just tell him what you want, what your desires are, and
ask him how to achieve them. And then, just be open to receiving his
answers. The Gods have different ways of communicating with us.
I know, I probably oughtn't be giving you advice, since I was yelling
at you yesterday, but try to understand! I spoke harshly out of anger,
because I know Satan/Enki. I know what he is capable of, and I did not
understand how someone could just walk away from all that potential in
themselves. I love Satan. He is the most beautiful being I hae ever
had the honour and pleasure to encounter, and I cannot now imagine my
life without his presence and help. I did not dedicate because I
wanted to master of the universe, I had no grand plans or expectations
for myself; I dedicated because I came to love Father Satan, and what
he stands for, which is freedom, joy and truth. And he can give you
that...but you have to let him. Take that first step, as it were. You
have to start helping yourself, he won't just snap his fingers and fix
it all. That would be a disservice, because you wouldn't be able to
grow and learn that way.
Let me ask, these problems you have...are they cyclical? I've known
people with clinical depression and emotional numbness of sorts; and
though I'm not a medical person, I believe that it stems from chemical
imbalances in the brain. Doing regular meditation would, in time, help
to alleviate it; not cure it altogether, I don't think, but certainly
make it much more bearable. There are even a few people in this forum
who suffer from clinical depression, and have greatly improved through
meditation, plus help from Father. I urge you to at least think over
what I have said...Satan is the key, and meditation. They would unlock
so many doors, but you must step through those doors yourself. No one
is going to drag you through. I know I didn't sound like it yesterday,
but I truly do want to help you, and so do others in these
groups...but you must start by helping yourself. Hail Father Satan
always! Hail Lord Andras!
On 4/4/13, Taylor Wiebe <shadeofraven@... wrote:
Look, it's because I go through periods of "no, emotions mean nothing" and
"you know what? I want emotions". THAT'S what I'm going through. Coupled
with depression, well....( actually I think the reason for it is depression)
I both care and don't care, it's messed up, I know.
Point is, it's getting better.
Why suffer from mental disorders when you can ENJOY them?
On 2013-04-03, at 2:43 PM, Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@...
wrote:
Taylor, why would you even care for your third eye at the moment if you
find no meaning in anything? Do you think that if you were able to
astrally see then you'd be able to spot happiness or something?
If you were to feel *nothing*, then you'd be like the grays; and that's
just sick.
And if you'd like to feel *NOTHING* then why do you complain that you do
not feel any joy? Think of it as the first step towards feeling nothing...
Which is called depression by the way and can bring someone to suicide.
I like to daydream too, but I'd much rather put my daydreams into action,
I also like reading stories and thanks to my own imagination I'm writing
stories myself... but not for people to read them and deny fucking life.
So stop fucking annoying us with the problems you're not willing to either
solve or even accept... I see no point in trying to help someone who'd
much rather be an apathetic wood (like seriously) instead of reaching
Godhood.
Απο: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
Προς:
Στάλθηκε: 8:48 μ.μ. Τετάρτη, 3 Απριλίου 2013
Θέμα: Re: Σχετ: [JoyofSatan666] Third eye?
Then you are an imbecile, plain and simple. You even see evidence that
your third eye is becoming active, and you choose to ignore it. That
is what that flash or whatever you saw meant. Whatever. If you had
experienced the love and touch of Satan himself, or had revelatory
dialogue with Lord Sorathk the burning one, you would see what "the
fuss" is all about. To be told by a deity, an immortal being, that you
yourself are special, as lowly and pathetic as you are...now that is
something! but obviously, you just don't care, so you will never
experience such. Your scars will all remain. Honestly, I know not
whether to pity or deride you. This meditation you seem to scoff at
and disdain brings hope, peace and joy...more joy than you can
possibly imagine! But go ahead. Ignore it. Stick to your pathetic,
little humdrum existence...you'll have none to blame but yourself when
all is said and done.
On 4/1/13, Taylor Wiebe <shadeofraven@... wrote:
I just don't see what the point is, what all the fuss is about.
Most of the time I think it would just be better to feel no emotion. (I
have
a story on
http://www.experienceproject.com/storie ... wn/3069960
if anyone cares to read to understand). To feel NOTHING, rather than
this...I don't know how to describe it.. Sadness? Pointlessness?
Something,
anyway. So in a way it would be better to be a " no thing". Right now I
experience no joy...
That's just me. So, anyone have any other ideas about the third eye
thing?
I'm clueless unless it was a flash of psychic"ness".
Why suffer from insanity when you can ENJOY it?
-Joker
Insanity is like an ocean, the deeper you go, the more interesting
things
you get to see.
On 2013-04-01, at 1:39 PM, "keeperofstone" <brucekuersteiner@...
wrote:
What's the Point in Living? Is it better to be 'No Thing' sic? That's
what
Xainty offers. Satanism is about being Captain of your Own Ship and in
Control of your Fate. Being Insane or Unsane is not a Joy. Spiritual
Satanism is the Joy.
Hail Satan
--- In , Taylor Wiebe <shadeofraven@...
wrote:
It's not the meditations my friend disagrees with, it's all of
satanism.
Meditation Is good for you and my friend knows it.
I just lack motivation. I mean, what's the point of all of it? Become
a
god? Why? What comes after? What's the point? Empower myself? Why? So
I
can learn and be strong? What's the point?
I'm hoping my anti-depressants will kick in soon because I just can't
do
it right now... There's not really much point.
*sighs*
Why suffer from insanity when you can ENJOY it?
-Joker
Insanity is like an ocean, the deeper you go, the more interesting
things you get to see.
On 2013-03-29, at 1:47 AM, Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@...
wrote:
Whyyyyy in the world would you even care of what others tell you
about
the meditations? I mean, since you know that they won't hurt you
and
that they'll help you advance spiritually... what's keeping you
back?
Despite that, I remember once someone had said that he had seen a
jew
and that his third eye was acting crazy, feeling it painful
there...
But since you say that you haven't done any awakening meditations,
I
don't know if that's the case.
I'd suggest you to start opening your third eye and the rest of
your
chakras.
I mean it sort of feels like you don't value your own self and
your
knowledge, if you deny what's good for you, only because your
friends
said so... The meditations will also help you pass through the
depression and the conflicting emotions you may have. Are you a
Satanist, or what?
Don't give up like that.
Î`πο: Taylor Wiebe <shadeofraven@...
Î Ï Î¿Ï‚:
"[url=JoyofSatan]JoyofSatan666[/url]@
Στάλθηκε: 4:42 μ.μ. Î Îμπτη, 28 ÎœÎ±Ï Ï„Î¯Î¿Ï… 2013
ΘÎμα: [JoyofSatan666] Third eye?
Well (let's get right in to the meat of the topic) yesterday and
today, it felt like there was a pressure, like someone pushing on
my
forehead where I imagine the third eye is. It also twitched
constantly?
Can Someone please tell me what's with this? Does it have anything
to
do with the third eye or is it completely unrelated?
I haven't been doing any third eye opening meditations (or any,
for
that matter, because of depression and conflicting views from
NON-CHRISTIAN friends whom I trust).
Why suffer from insanity when you can ENJOY it?
-Joker
Insanity is like an ocean, the deeper you go, the more interesting
things you get to see.
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