what makes me most apprehensive about all this is how i will gradually show my true self to the world.
i take on so many faces today, there are times when i bring the vision of dealing with today's world straight to JOS, and i wonder who i am.
i imagine that i will have to purify myself from the connivance and tolerance of so many filthy things in many ways in order to have sanity.
there are so many changes, but eventually things will be less frantic.