the gods

[Aquaris111]

I try to work towards my goals, both material and spiritual, I make sacrifices, I meditate for a period of time that I cannot afford.

However, nothing works for me. I keep falling, I do not move forward. I have put all my trust in the gods for so many years. I consume an immense amount of energy working to move forward.

I do not know what else to do. I have had big problems lately. I do not want to return to my old beliefs.
I have fallen many times before the people of the false Jesus, I have fallen at their mercy and this hurts me very much.
My opinion is that the gods do not want me at their table
and they are throwing me away. I do not think they love me and that they have eyes for someone like me. I have tried harder, I can no longer.

 

[DAX⥀]

Do not doubt what you are doing, it takes time before things change within us and then the outward changes begin to surface. The Gods chose you, They love you and only want the absolute best for you. If you have negativity within you then perhaps you must focus more on cleaning, i promise you that things will change i too have had doubts in the past. They have been replaced with love and trust in our Gods. The Gods do not abandon us, Once you clean more if that is what is needed then i recommend you do Some god rituals to help cleanse this mindset you have, You are with the Gods there are no limits to what you can do. Do not let yourself down because of this control the enemy programming may still have over you, do not let them win YOU CAN DO THIS!

 

[Lucifigus]

I try to work towards my goals, both material and spiritual, I make sacrifices, I meditate for a period of time that I cannot afford.

However, nothing works for me. I keep falling, I do not move forward. I have put all my trust in the gods for so many years. I consume an immense amount of energy working to move forward.

I do not know what else to do. I have had big problems lately. I do not want to return to my old beliefs.
I have fallen many times before the people of the false Jesus, I have fallen at their mercy and this hurts me very much.
My opinion is that the gods do not want me at their table
and they are throwing me away. I do not think they love me and that they have eyes for someone like me. I have tried harder, I can no longer.

If you are failing spiritually and dont move forward spirtitually, you should try to do: Returning Curses part 1 and 2: https://templeofzeus.org/Returning_Curses.php

Returning Curses Part 2

Also do Freeing the Soul.

Freeing the Soul

 

[Aquaris111]

Do not doubt what you are doing, it takes time before things change within us and then the outward changes begin to surface. The Gods chose you, They love you and only want the absolute best for you. If you have negativity within you then perhaps you must focus more on cleaning, i promise you that things will change i too have had doubts in the past. They have been replaced with love and trust in our Gods. The Gods do not abandon us, Once you clean more if that is what is needed then i recommend you do Some god rituals to help cleanse this mindset you have, You are with the Gods there are no limits to what you can do. Do not let yourself down because of this control the enemy programming may still have over you, do not let them win YOU CAN DO THIS!

I've made too many sacrifices only to get nothing. Too much time wasted on this subject for nothing.

It's like having a business that's not working and you decide to change it.

 

[Aquaris111]

If you are failing spiritually and dont move forward spirtitually, you should try to do: Returning Curses part 1 and 2: https://templeofzeus.org/Returning_Curses.php

Returning Curses Part 2

Also do Freeing the Soul.

Freeing the Soul

And who curses me, brother, to do these things? Do you think I'm that important?

 

[Grendel24]

I try to work towards my goals, both material and spiritual, I make sacrifices, I meditate for a period of time that I cannot afford.

However, nothing works for me. I keep falling, I do not move forward. I have put all my trust in the gods for so many years. I consume an immense amount of energy working to move forward.

I do not know what else to do. I have had big problems lately. I do not want to return to my old beliefs.
I have fallen many times before the people of the false Jesus, I have fallen at their mercy and this hurts me very much.
My opinion is that the gods do not want me at their table
and they are throwing me away. I do not think they love me and that they have eyes for someone like me. I have tried harder, I can no longer.

This is another fantastic sermon from HP Cobra. I have read it now about 6 times when I'm having doubts about my spiritual path or when I'm feeling particularly lonely.
Stay with it, the alternative is never an option.

Being "Stuck" With Meditation, Patience, Overcoming Obstacles

It is not uncommon that even the best meditators, experience something that is also experienced from advanced or new meditators. This might be a situation where you meditate and you notice you don't advance further as you might have previously done. This can be a slowdown, or even feel like a...

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[Tryx13]

And who curses me, brother, to do these things? Do you think I'm that important?

You should read what is in these mediations. I did not do these for my first year as I never thought I was cursed per se. These are great to add to your daily meditation routine as they will remove any and all negative energy in your life as well as just offer a deep clean. Also try praying to the gods and/or to your GD. Ask for help, extend gratitude, rant, thanksgivings whatever it may be, this will help your relationship grow stronger.

 

[Demonic]

I try to work towards my goals, both material and spiritual, I make sacrifices, I meditate for a period of time that I cannot afford.

However, nothing works for me. I keep falling, I do not move forward. I have put all my trust in the gods for so many years. I consume an immense amount of energy working to move forward.

I do not know what else to do. I have had big problems lately. I do not want to return to my old beliefs.
I have fallen many times before the people of the false Jesus, I have fallen at their mercy and this hurts me very much.
My opinion is that the gods do not want me at their table
and they are throwing me away. I do not think they love me and that they have eyes for someone like me. I have tried harder, I can no longer.

You are thinking too much and your brain is running around in many directions right now.

Calm down, yes you have big problems, but the solution lies in what you are giving up upon. Backing off and doing nothing and let things be is NOT a solution, but a problem multiplier.
Fate slaps you, what you are basically doing by having this mindset is turning the other the cheek to it.

What other option do we have even have other than to meditate? None.


Why do you fail? Ask yourself. Is it consistency issue? Or lack of belief in magic?

Start by doing basics, hatha yoga, cleaning with 40reps and protection with any reps you feel comfortable and void stick to it for a week, no matter what comes to mind keep on doing it.
After a week of consistently doing it, you will have a better mindset.

Affirm to yourself before sleep that you have a positive mindset always repeat it during the day, breathe in energy throughout day and program it for same if you can, you dont necessarily need a "perfect" environment for this, you can be sitting somewhere doing something breathe in energy for 2 minutes and affirm in your mind.

You got it, Gods are there always, they guide you but you need to put in work.

 

[Lucifigus]

And who curses me, brother, to do these things? Do you think I'm that important?

Read Returning Curses part 2. There is an answer.

 

[AFODO]

You'll see results, I can guarantee, just stay steadfast on the path, and do things correctly. Be more relaxed when you meditate, do not force, be relaxed.
Do one period of deep cleaning, and then do one period of empowerment, separately. Always do normal cleaning, and aura of protection.
Start doing some hatha yoga, you'll see more advancement there, and it will help.