Its my first time writing about my case in a JOS forum, I made my initiation in 2010 during the holiest muslim month of ramadan, my GD saw it as a kind of challenge, 2 yrs before that I was very dedicated sufi, I've been spiritual in nature, practiced yoga in my teenager years, the enemy was there since I was child, also Satan was there, but due to the restrict islamic society and family I had grown up with I couldn't identify who Satan was, after many attempts of the enemy system to split me from my GD whom I used to have sex with during my time of ignorance, also trying to recruit me or getting me to their side.
Due to my ignorance I considered her evil thing and was in hostility with her, she used to manifest herself in my dreams and through very deep spiritual intercourse that I can never describe in words, she was a warrior also.
I got into sufism to be able to banish her but she never left, after a while I began to get high in sufism, doing strong prayers to get stronger and I got strong in what I was doing, due to my dedication, and I didn't know it was a trap to lure me deeper into the enemy swamp of filth, the sufis wanted to got me into some kind of oath which after that I would be in a different level, that's when my beloved Goddess separated me from them, I just walked away and they called me many times to bring me back to their shit but I just walked my way out, at that time i felt unleashed, started to have astral projection visions, I was still in my old faith, attacks were made back then but without any scratch, this lasted for few months of total freedom and strength, later on, 2 months before ramadan, I encountered someone on my way home from work, that was in summer of 2009, it was 3 am, the street was totally empty and someone came in front of me walking and getting closer, till he get very close to me and while walking he hit his hand with my left hand hardly, I didn't bother at the time, but while at home I started feeling something creeping in my hand through my joints, but that attack was dispelled the same day, then I contacted some sufi ass, he told me to buy certain ring with islamic engravings on it and wear it all the time, I did, then just few days before ramadan the guy approached me and told me with all the grudge of his filthy soul, put the ring in water and leave it for few minutes and drink it, I told him what would happen, he just replied : it's a gift from our beloved ones, I did that for one reason only, to challenge him, just after me drinking that shit I started a very violent spiritual torture, the thing that was injected in me got grip of my whole left side and feelings of burning and heart being stabbed were my every day routine, my GD was blocked from me and tortured as well, I saw her mutilated in my dreams, i was praying and crying badly to that piece of shit to just give me few moments of sleep, I was very exhausted and couldn't sleep and so hungry yet couldn't eat, this lasted with me a year or so, I stopped praying sometime later and felt kind of released, started to read in the occult and the writings of Crowley.
I was searching for anything concerning the succubus and came across a website called Joy of Satan, and here I am, I got through meditations and felt much better, I made my initiation and started fighting back with double interest but that parasite they injected in me was still there, till now, I had some attack to seal it on my crown chakra, the one who did the attack I throw runes on her and the runic working was very successful.
I had ups and downs and have to confess that I fell back to the enemy many times, i believe that this parasite is connected directly to the allah entity, no matter what I do I can't cut it down from me, now my only connection with my demonss is through telepathy, she is telling me that our time of freedom is at hand, she speaks of some stars will come in one line someday and that would mark the coming era.
I am Egyptian, living currently in Turkey, since I moved here I started to feel some freedom.
Sorry for my very long topic and for my English as well.
My only problem of advancement is that parasite, hope to find a way some time to banish or destroy it.
Hail Satan forever.
Hail the mighty gods of duat.
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