Hello all. I've struggled with Satanism for quite a while. When I go through Satan, I feel depressed and really feel like Jehovah's raped little slave. But through my understanding I've found that Satan is God, so when I worship God in my own image: an evil Sorcerer, I find the real Satan. I've always wondered if Satan was really God after all, I mean just like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. I mean through my understanding Jehovah, or Yahweh made Jesus, etc., but Satan is God, so when I go through God (not anyone else), I find myself a Satanist without a worry in the world. Just a suggestion. Try it out for yourself, and I'll think you'll find the battle within yourself is over.
-Jason
-Jason