adam.damani
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I have now been a dedicated Satanist for almost 10 months (I dedicated 31oct on my bday).
Here are some symptoms of how I think Satan has healed me from the inside out from all the New Age damage that I went through as a new age christian:
How Satan has healed and restored my soul from my new age damage:
1. Hightened and restored Libido / hightened ability to derive pleasure from sex or sexual fantasies. My nostalgic childhood sex drive has come back to me (I lost my sex drive while being involved in the new age for so long).
2. Hightened ability to feel sexual satisfaction, gratification and attraction by thinking about the opposite gender in a sexual way / higtened sexual passion for the opposite sex. For example, fantasizing about the opposite sex gives much more realism, passionate potency in it.
3. Hightened ability to feel goose bumps to music (maybe this is connected to my increased libido / life force ). I have discovered that a hightened sex force is linked to a hightened sensitivity to music (and nature: see below).
4. I have felt that this hightened sexual energy that Satan has given me has strengtened my connection to earth / nature. I feel more connected to the elements and forces of nature (wind, trees, birds...). Taking a walk in nature has never before felt so fulfilling and satisfactory to me. I feel like im experiencing nature the way I experienced it as a child. Just looking at a bird on a tree has never been more satisfactory. I am able to derive higher pleasure and satisfaction from small things (such as looking at a tree or feeling the wind on my skin).
5. Overwhelming bliss / warm feeling in the whole body of being alive / blissful tingles in my fingertips and solar plexus (I never had this feeling when I was involved in the new age but I had more of an inner emptyness).
6. Hightened imagination
7. A complete fearlessness and increased ability to assert my true thoughts when confronting my enemies that I have never had before.
And more...
By feeling all these symptoms and more, I have become aware of and a living testimony of the damaging effects of being involved with the new age. I believe Satan wants people to know this through me. The new age destroys your sex drive which is the very energy of life itself and the very key to the astral world.
THANK YOU SATAN!!!!
Here are some symptoms of how I think Satan has healed me from the inside out from all the New Age damage that I went through as a new age christian:
How Satan has healed and restored my soul from my new age damage:
1. Hightened and restored Libido / hightened ability to derive pleasure from sex or sexual fantasies. My nostalgic childhood sex drive has come back to me (I lost my sex drive while being involved in the new age for so long).
2. Hightened ability to feel sexual satisfaction, gratification and attraction by thinking about the opposite gender in a sexual way / higtened sexual passion for the opposite sex. For example, fantasizing about the opposite sex gives much more realism, passionate potency in it.
3. Hightened ability to feel goose bumps to music (maybe this is connected to my increased libido / life force ). I have discovered that a hightened sex force is linked to a hightened sensitivity to music (and nature: see below).
4. I have felt that this hightened sexual energy that Satan has given me has strengtened my connection to earth / nature. I feel more connected to the elements and forces of nature (wind, trees, birds...). Taking a walk in nature has never before felt so fulfilling and satisfactory to me. I feel like im experiencing nature the way I experienced it as a child. Just looking at a bird on a tree has never been more satisfactory. I am able to derive higher pleasure and satisfaction from small things (such as looking at a tree or feeling the wind on my skin).
5. Overwhelming bliss / warm feeling in the whole body of being alive / blissful tingles in my fingertips and solar plexus (I never had this feeling when I was involved in the new age but I had more of an inner emptyness).
6. Hightened imagination
7. A complete fearlessness and increased ability to assert my true thoughts when confronting my enemies that I have never had before.
And more...
By feeling all these symptoms and more, I have become aware of and a living testimony of the damaging effects of being involved with the new age. I believe Satan wants people to know this through me. The new age destroys your sex drive which is the very energy of life itself and the very key to the astral world.
THANK YOU SATAN!!!!