22/5/2025
Hello brothers.
This is my testimonial for the latest schedule were we did the rituals for Lord Kheperu and Lady Hekate.
Personally, i felt Kheperu energies to be very relaxing.
As i did his ritual at least once every day i started to see the image of a Scarab wandering in the desert as he gathered pieces of rock and dust.
This ritual came in my life at a specific moment were handling time is essential for me. Everything needs to have his specific time and we should not rush things or let ourselfs be blinded by distractions or even enthusiasm.
I think that it is important that we do things one step at a time. Every little thing that we do costantly and with humility, even the small ones (like studying so little day by day, or learning an instrument) has meaning and will evenctually help you reach bigger rewards. Even if somedays it feels like you are not making any progress or you feel demotivated, most of the times you should focus on appreciating the small things that you are doing, or the things that you already have.
They are important. This is what I felt like.
Before this ritual i did not knew Lord Kheperu. Therefore there was a time were i wandered "how can i understand him?"
Later there was a new user who was "afraid" of doing one of the two rituals. This is what i got from the discussion.
".... i think that there isn't any reason to be afraid of doing a ritual for a God, or to "not like" a God.
I personally (as far as i know) never interacted with Lord Kheperu, and i knew very little about him. Therefore i lacked that sense of "connection" that i have with Gods i'm more familiar with. Still, doing his ritual has helped me understand more of his values. You need to have some faith in the Gods to begin with, and to give them a chance to reach you i think, otherwise you end up demotivated. See you later family, can't wait for the rituals

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I think that keeping our minds "free" while we focus on small things is great, but i think that it also important to have faith in the Gods.
This what Lady Hekate's ritual helped me understand.
As i did her ritual i felt a deep sense of curiosity. I wanted to understand more and to see more.
During the last day i felt a really strong connection towards her.
As i closed my eyes i finded myself towards a sea that was full of mist.
I think that i saw her.
I asked her how did she become so wise, and i felt in my head a female voice that told me "patience".
Then it could have just been my fantasy but i felt like she asked me to play with my violin, and so i did for her.

At least for me, i feel like music can touch literally anything and after her ritual i felt like i could be everywere. I'm still studying how to properly play my instrument. This definitely gave me more determination.
I feel like both of this rituals have helped me appreciate more the value of what i do daily and the importance of being here with all of you. Eternity is built inside us step by step, we do not need to skip anything on our big ladder. I am really lucky to be here and i am really lucky to be able to learn everiday from all the small things that are essential for my growth. Both the pleasant and the umpleasant ones.
Lastly i want to share two more things.
First an apology to HPs Lydia.
During this schedule she reccomended all to write here in the forums and to ask things directly here if possible.
I did not know this and i wroted her a private email before out of curiosity.
It was not "necessary" to do so and i apologise, i could have asked her here
Second, i take this to recommend doing the Gods rituals and participate with us in the Temple during the next schedule.
This one was really beautiful. I can't wait to give a "review" to the next ones.
Good day family.