Taking back a request to a demon

[kat6661990]

Ok, so about a month ago I tried summoning a demon to help me with something. While I'm not that open, I am somewhat sure that I was heard. So basically, I just got out of a two year relationship that I desperately wanted back. So I summoned a demon to help. But just recently, I got into a more casual relationship with another guy and now I think I'd rather that. I am almost certain that I had Father's help with that too.

Another problem I've run into is that this new guy has also told me he is unsure about what we're doing. Which seems very out of character for him. So I suspect that there's something he's not telling me. And I've also found that I'm starting becoming more emotionally attached to him also but I'm not sure if I should tell him that. So I've prayed to Father to help me out.

So the main thing I'm worried about is if my request will go forward even though I've changed my mind about it now? I was certain about it at the time, but now I think it would just make me miserable. I'm also worried, that in the end, I'm going to be left with neither of what I just talked about. I'm going to put heaps of energy into making sure things work with this other guy but I'm worried that it might get ruined because of what I mentioned in the first paragraph.

A theory I have is that Father knows what I want more than I do. And I refuse to believe it until I'm shown it. So he just goes ahead and helps me to get what will make me happier in the end even if I don't agree at the time. Am I right to assume this?

Sorry about the long post, I think that's all I needed to say. Any advice would be awesome and much appreciated. Thank you.

HAIL SATAN

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Kat,I was always under the impression,that you can have a healthy relationship with someone who is without.But now I know in my heart,that is not true.A Spiritual Satanist,can only be happy,with another Spiritual Satanist.You my family,tried to tell me that,but I was not ready to see that truth.So if he is not a Spiritual Satanist,you will not be happy with him either.I need to have another strong Spiritual Satanist,for me to truly be happy,and I will not settle for just open minded,or tolerant again..And if you really love yourself,you won't either.Hail SatanBrian

From: kat6661990 <kaitjordan@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, November 25, 2011 6:23 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Taking back a request to a demon

  Ok, so about a month ago I tried summoning a demon to help me with something. While I'm not that open, I am somewhat sure that I was heard. So basically, I just got out of a two year relationship that I desperately wanted back. So I summoned a demon to help. But just recently, I got into a more casual relationship with another guy and now I think I'd rather that. I am almost certain that I had Father's help with that too.

Another problem I've run into is that this new guy has also told me he is unsure about what we're doing. Which seems very out of character for him. So I suspect that there's something he's not telling me. And I've also found that I'm starting becoming more emotionally attached to him also but I'm not sure if I should tell him that. So I've prayed to Father to help me out.

So the main thing I'm worried about is if my request will go forward even though I've changed my mind about it now? I was certain about it at the time, but now I think it would just make me miserable. I'm also worried, that in the end, I'm going to be left with neither of what I just talked about. I'm going to put heaps of energy into making sure things work with this other guy but I'm worried that it might get ruined because of what I mentioned in the first paragraph.

A theory I have is that Father knows what I want more than I do. And I refuse to believe it until I'm shown it. So he just goes ahead and helps me to get what will make me happier in the end even if I don't agree at the time. Am I right to assume this?

Sorry about the long post, I think that's all I needed to say. Any advice would be awesome and much appreciated. Thank you.

HAIL SATAN

 

[hoodedcobra666]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@... wrote:

Ok, so about a month ago I tried summoning a demon to help me with something. While I'm not that open, I am somewhat sure that I was heard. So basically, I just got out of a two year relationship that I desperately wanted back. So I summoned a demon to help. But just recently, I got into a more casual relationship with another guy and now I think I'd rather that. I am almost certain that I had Father's help with that too.

Another problem I've run into is that this new guy has also told me he is unsure about what we're doing. Which seems very out of character for him. So I suspect that there's something he's not telling me. And I've also found that I'm starting becoming more emotionally attached to him also but I'm not sure if I should tell him that. So I've prayed to Father to help me out.

So the main thing I'm worried about is if my request will go forward even though I've changed my mind about it now? I was certain about it at the time, but now I think it would just make me miserable. I'm also worried, that in the end, I'm going to be left with neither of what I just talked about. I'm going to put heaps of energy into making sure things work with this other guy but I'm worried that it might get ruined because of what I mentioned in the first paragraph.

A theory I have is that Father knows what I want more than I do. And I refuse to believe it until I'm shown it. So he just goes ahead and helps me to get what will make me happier in the end even if I don't agree at the time. Am I right to assume this?

Sorry about the long post, I think that's all I needed to say. Any advice would be awesome and much appreciated. Thank you.

HAIL SATAN

Satanist+Satanist is the way to go. Show your true devotion to Father Satan, keep meditating and don't substitue yourself neither for the emotional weakness of a 'two year' relationship or anything. Most of the times relations with outsiders have hurt our people and left them wandering in the blue. The enemy knows how to use these individuals easily.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

So true hoodedcobra,I too had to find out the hard way,and still am.Hail SatanBrian

From: hoodedcobra666 <hoodedcobra666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, November 28, 2011 12:58 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Taking back a request to a demon

 

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@... wrote:

Ok, so about a month ago I tried summoning a demon to help me with something. While I'm not that open, I am somewhat sure that I was heard. So basically, I just got out of a two year relationship that I desperately wanted back. So I summoned a demon to help. But just recently, I got into a more casual relationship with another guy and now I think I'd rather that. I am almost certain that I had Father's help with that too.

Another problem I've run into is that this new guy has also told me he is unsure about what we're doing. Which seems very out of character for him. So I suspect that there's something he's not telling me. And I've also found that I'm starting becoming more emotionally attached to him also but I'm not sure if I should tell him that. So I've prayed to Father to help me out.

So the main thing I'm worried about is if my request will go forward even though I've changed my mind about it now? I was certain about it at the time, but now I think it would just make me miserable. I'm also worried, that in the end, I'm going to be left with neither of what I just talked about. I'm going to put heaps of energy into making sure things work with this other guy but I'm worried that it might get ruined because of what I mentioned in the first paragraph.

A theory I have is that Father knows what I want more than I do. And I refuse to believe it until I'm shown it. So he just goes ahead and helps me to get what will make me happier in the end even if I don't agree at the time. Am I right to assume this?

Sorry about the long post, I think that's all I needed to say. Any advice would be awesome and much appreciated. Thank you.

HAIL SATAN

Satanist+Satanist is the way to go. Show your true devotion to Father Satan, keep meditating and don't substitue yourself neither for the emotional weakness of a 'two year' relationship or anything. Most of the times relations with outsiders have hurt our people and left them wandering in the blue. The enemy knows how to use these individuals easily.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

 

[Kait Jordan]

Yes Brian, I have been reading your posts. I've always respected you and I can definitely understand where you're coming from with all this, being through all you've been through lately. (I hope it all works out for you too). I would definitely love to be with another Spiritual Satanist, however, I might have to wait around forever for that to happen. I don't know how long I'd have to wait until I'd find the perfect person who was also Spiritual Satanist. I'm only young, so any relationships I do have wouldn't be too serious at this point in my life. For now, I'm just having some fun that makes me happy. I just don't want this to be ruined by something that turned out to be a mistake in the end.

On Tue, Nov 29, 2011 at 1:40 AM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

  Kat,I was always under the impression,that you can have a healthy relationship with someone who is without.But now I know in my heart,that is not true.A Spiritual Satanist,can only be happy,with another Spiritual Satanist.You my family,tried to tell me that,but I was not ready to see that truth.So if he is not a Spiritual Satanist,you will not be happy with him either.I need to have another strong Spiritual Satanist,for me to truly be happy,and I will not settle for just open minded,or tolerant again..And if you really love yourself,you won't either. Hail SatanBrian

From: kat6661990 <kaitjordan@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, November 25, 2011 6:23 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Taking back a request to a demon

  Ok, so about a month ago I tried summoning a demon to help me with something. While I'm not that open, I am somewhat sure that I was heard. So basically, I just got out of a two year relationship that I desperately wanted back. So I summoned a demon to help. But just recently, I got into a more casual relationship with another guy and now I think I'd rather that. I am almost certain that I had Father's help with that too.

Another problem I've run into is that this new guy has also told me he is unsure about what we're doing. Which seems very out of character for him. So I suspect that there's something he's not telling me. And I've also found that I'm starting becoming more emotionally attached to him also but I'm not sure if I should tell him that. So I've prayed to Father to help me out.

So the main thing I'm worried about is if my request will go forward even though I've changed my mind about it now? I was certain about it at the time, but now I think it would just make me miserable. I'm also worried, that in the end, I'm going to be left with neither of what I just talked about. I'm going to put heaps of energy into making sure things work with this other guy but I'm worried that it might get ruined because of what I mentioned in the first paragraph.

A theory I have is that Father knows what I want more than I do. And I refuse to believe it until I'm shown it. So he just goes ahead and helps me to get what will make me happier in the end even if I don't agree at the time. Am I right to assume this?

Sorry about the long post, I think that's all I needed to say. Any advice would be awesome and much appreciated. Thank you.

HAIL SATAN

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Well I can say,I have made many,and still am,but that what life is for learning.So have fun and enjoy life,but just be careful.
Hail Satan

From: Kait Jordan <kaitjordan@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, November 28, 2011 7:00 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Taking back a request to a demon

  Yes Brian, I have been reading your posts. I've always respected you and I can definitely understand where you're coming from with all this, being through all you've been through lately. (I hope it all works out for you too). I would definitely love to be with another Spiritual Satanist, however, I might have to wait around forever for that to happen. I don't know how long I'd have to wait until I'd find the perfect person who was also Spiritual Satanist. I'm only young, so any relationships I do have wouldn't be too serious at this point in my life. For now, I'm just having some fun that makes me happy. I just don't want this to be ruined by something that turned out to be a mistake in the end.

On Tue, Nov 29, 2011 at 1:40 AM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

  Kat,I was always under the impression,that you can have a healthy relationship with someone who is without.But now I know in my heart,that is not true.A Spiritual Satanist,can only be happy,with another Spiritual Satanist.You my family,tried to tell me that,but I was not ready to see that truth.So if he is not a Spiritual Satanist,you will not be happy with him either.I need to have another strong Spiritual Satanist,for me to truly be happy,and I will not settle for just open minded,or tolerant again..And if you really love yourself,you won't either. Hail SatanBrian

From: kat6661990 <kaitjordan@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, November 25, 2011 6:23 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Taking back a request to a demon

  Ok, so about a month ago I tried summoning a demon to help me with something. While I'm not that open, I am somewhat sure that I was heard. So basically, I just got out of a two year relationship that I desperately wanted back. So I summoned a demon to help. But just recently, I got into a more casual relationship with another guy and now I think I'd rather that. I am almost certain that I had Father's help with that too.

Another problem I've run into is that this new guy has also told me he is unsure about what we're doing. Which seems very out of character for him. So I suspect that there's something he's not telling me. And I've also found that I'm starting becoming more emotionally attached to him also but I'm not sure if I should tell him that. So I've prayed to Father to help me out.

So the main thing I'm worried about is if my request will go forward even though I've changed my mind about it now? I was certain about it at the time, but now I think it would just make me miserable. I'm also worried, that in the end, I'm going to be left with neither of what I just talked about. I'm going to put heaps of energy into making sure things work with this other guy but I'm worried that it might get ruined because of what I mentioned in the first paragraph.

A theory I have is that Father knows what I want more than I do. And I refuse to believe it until I'm shown it. So he just goes ahead and helps me to get what will make me happier in the end even if I don't agree at the time. Am I right to assume this?

Sorry about the long post, I think that's all I needed to say. Any advice would be awesome and much appreciated. Thank you.

HAIL SATAN

 

[free2bslm]

I'm reading your post and all I can think is "time takes time."

All the things that you want will probably certianly come to pass, but things often happen in a different timetable on the spiritual plane than they do on the earthly plane. You can't push Father's timetable on something as important as finding the perfect mate.

Have you thought about changing the wording of what you ask for? Asking that the best possible mate to be provided, that can clearly sense their presence in your life and that both of you to be able to act on the opportunity when it arises? You can then focus on improving your skills in the mean time.

Just a thought.

Hail Satan!

Brian
Richmond, VA

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@... wrote:

Ok, so about a month ago I tried summoning a demon to help me with something. While I'm not that open, I am somewhat sure that I was heard. So basically, I just got out of a two year relationship that I desperately wanted back. So I summoned a demon to help. But just recently, I got into a more casual relationship with another guy and now I think I'd rather that. I am almost certain that I had Father's help with that too.

Another problem I've run into is that this new guy has also told me he is unsure about what we're doing. Which seems very out of character for him. So I suspect that there's something he's not telling me. And I've also found that I'm starting becoming more emotionally attached to him also but I'm not sure if I should tell him that. So I've prayed to Father to help me out.

So the main thing I'm worried about is if my request will go forward even though I've changed my mind about it now? I was certain about it at the time, but now I think it would just make me miserable. I'm also worried, that in the end, I'm going to be left with neither of what I just talked about. I'm going to put heaps of energy into making sure things work with this other guy but I'm worried that it might get ruined because of what I mentioned in the first paragraph.

A theory I have is that Father knows what I want more than I do. And I refuse to believe it until I'm shown it. So he just goes ahead and helps me to get what will make me happier in the end even if I don't agree at the time. Am I right to assume this?

Sorry about the long post, I think that's all I needed to say. Any advice would be awesome and much appreciated. Thank you.

HAIL SATAN

 

[Kait Jordan]

Thank you both Brian and hoodedcobra. I appreciate your concern and your input into this. I understand what you both say about how any sort of relationship with outsiders is going to be completely incompatible. I just wish it was that simple to say "Well I just won't have any emotional or sexual links to anyone until I find a Satanist" Sometimes it's just nice to get out and have a bit of fun while you can. I'm being as careful as I possibly can, and one day I do hope that I can find a Satanist guy (or girl) that I can really open up to. 
At least this guy knows I am a Satanist, sort of. I am completely certain that he saw the inverted pentagram necklace I was wearing the other day. He didn't say anything about it, but he's still hanging around. So that's a good sign I guess.

On Tue, Nov 29, 2011 at 1:36 PM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

  Well I can say,I have made many,and still am,but that what life is for learning.So have fun and enjoy life,but just be careful.
Hail Satan

From: Kait Jordan <kaitjordan@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Monday, November 28, 2011 7:00 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Taking back a request to a demon

  Yes Brian, I have been reading your posts. I've always respected you and I can definitely understand where you're coming from with all this, being through all you've been through lately. (I hope it all works out for you too). I would definitely love to be with another Spiritual Satanist, however, I might have to wait around forever for that to happen. I don't know how long I'd have to wait until I'd find the perfect person who was also Spiritual Satanist. I'm only young, so any relationships I do have wouldn't be too serious at this point in my life. For now, I'm just having some fun that makes me happy. I just don't want this to be ruined by something that turned out to be a mistake in the end.

On Tue, Nov 29, 2011 at 1:40 AM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

  Kat,I was always under the impression,that you can have a healthy relationship with someone who is without.But now I know in my heart,that is not true.A Spiritual Satanist,can only be happy,with another Spiritual Satanist.You my family,tried to tell me that,but I was not ready to see that truth.So if he is not a Spiritual Satanist,you will not be happy with him either.I need to have another strong Spiritual Satanist,for me to truly be happy,and I will not settle for just open minded,or tolerant again..And if you really love yourself,you won't either. Hail SatanBrian

From: kat6661990 <kaitjordan@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, November 25, 2011 6:23 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Taking back a request to a demon

  Ok, so about a month ago I tried summoning a demon to help me with something. While I'm not that open, I am somewhat sure that I was heard. So basically, I just got out of a two year relationship that I desperately wanted back. So I summoned a demon to help. But just recently, I got into a more casual relationship with another guy and now I think I'd rather that. I am almost certain that I had Father's help with that too.

Another problem I've run into is that this new guy has also told me he is unsure about what we're doing. Which seems very out of character for him. So I suspect that there's something he's not telling me. And I've also found that I'm starting becoming more emotionally attached to him also but I'm not sure if I should tell him that. So I've prayed to Father to help me out.

So the main thing I'm worried about is if my request will go forward even though I've changed my mind about it now? I was certain about it at the time, but now I think it would just make me miserable. I'm also worried, that in the end, I'm going to be left with neither of what I just talked about. I'm going to put heaps of energy into making sure things work with this other guy but I'm worried that it might get ruined because of what I mentioned in the first paragraph.

A theory I have is that Father knows what I want more than I do. And I refuse to believe it until I'm shown it. So he just goes ahead and helps me to get what will make me happier in the end even if I don't agree at the time. Am I right to assume this?

Sorry about the long post, I think that's all I needed to say. Any advice would be awesome and much appreciated. Thank you.

HAIL SATAN

 

[Brian Gibbons]

No judgement here Kait,I have made many mistakes in the love department.Just remember as you are having fun,to guard your heart.Giving your heart to someone,is a very serious thing in my book..But Satanism is about enjoying life to its fullest,so go for it.Hail SatanBrian

From: Kait Jordan <kaitjordan@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, November 28, 2011 11:56 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Taking back a request to a demon

  Thank you both Brian and hoodedcobra. I appreciate your concern and your input into this. I understand what you both say about how any sort of relationship with outsiders is going to be completely incompatible. I just wish it was that simple to say "Well I just won't have any emotional or sexual links to anyone until I find a Satanist" Sometimes it's just nice to get out and have a bit of fun while you can. I'm being as careful as I possibly can, and one day I do hope that I can find a Satanist guy (or girl) that I can really open up to. 
At least this guy knows I am a Satanist, sort of. I am completely certain that he saw the inverted pentagram necklace I was wearing the other day. He didn't say anything about it, but he's still hanging around. So that's a good sign I guess.

On Tue, Nov 29, 2011 at 1:36 PM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

  Well I can say,I have made many,and still am,but that what life is for learning.So have fun and enjoy life,but just be careful.
Hail Satan

From: Kait Jordan <kaitjordan@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Monday, November 28, 2011 7:00 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Taking back a request to a demon

  Yes Brian, I have been reading your posts. I've always respected you and I can definitely understand where you're coming from with all this, being through all you've been through lately. (I hope it all works out for you too). I would definitely love to be with another Spiritual Satanist, however, I might have to wait around forever for that to happen. I don't know how long I'd have to wait until I'd find the perfect person who was also Spiritual Satanist. I'm only young, so any relationships I do have wouldn't be too serious at this point in my life. For now, I'm just having some fun that makes me happy. I just don't want this to be ruined by something that turned out to be a mistake in the end.

On Tue, Nov 29, 2011 at 1:40 AM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

  Kat,I was always under the impression,that you can have a healthy relationship with someone who is without.But now I know in my heart,that is not true.A Spiritual Satanist,can only be happy,with another Spiritual Satanist.You my family,tried to tell me that,but I was not ready to see that truth.So if he is not a Spiritual Satanist,you will not be happy with him either.I need to have another strong Spiritual Satanist,for me to truly be happy,and I will not settle for just open minded,or tolerant again..And if you really love yourself,you won't either. Hail SatanBrian

From: kat6661990 <kaitjordan@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, November 25, 2011 6:23 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Taking back a request to a demon

  Ok, so about a month ago I tried summoning a demon to help me with something. While I'm not that open, I am somewhat sure that I was heard. So basically, I just got out of a two year relationship that I desperately wanted back. So I summoned a demon to help. But just recently, I got into a more casual relationship with another guy and now I think I'd rather that. I am almost certain that I had Father's help with that too.

Another problem I've run into is that this new guy has also told me he is unsure about what we're doing. Which seems very out of character for him. So I suspect that there's something he's not telling me. And I've also found that I'm starting becoming more emotionally attached to him also but I'm not sure if I should tell him that. So I've prayed to Father to help me out.

So the main thing I'm worried about is if my request will go forward even though I've changed my mind about it now? I was certain about it at the time, but now I think it would just make me miserable. I'm also worried, that in the end, I'm going to be left with neither of what I just talked about. I'm going to put heaps of energy into making sure things work with this other guy but I'm worried that it might get ruined because of what I mentioned in the first paragraph.

A theory I have is that Father knows what I want more than I do. And I refuse to believe it until I'm shown it. So he just goes ahead and helps me to get what will make me happier in the end even if I don't agree at the time. Am I right to assume this?

Sorry about the long post, I think that's all I needed to say. Any advice would be awesome and much appreciated. Thank you.

HAIL SATAN

 

[Kait Jordan]

Thanks for your reply. My main concern was not about finding the perfect mate right now, but wondering if my deal I made with a demon will go through now that I've changed my mind. I'm worried that it might backfire on me, leaving me with neither options in the end. Like, I might decide I'm happy with this new guy but then something might happen and this other guy will want to get back together because that's what I had previously asked for when I summoned the demon. There was a time where I would have said yes without a second thought, but that's not the case anymore. So will the energy I put into that somehow affect what I want now? 
Another thing I've realised is that if I do get back together with that other guy it won't leave me any chance to become stronger and advance spiritually. That's another reason why I want that less and why being with this other guy is better for me right now. So if this request that I made does go through, it will end up stuffing up everything I want right now. Sorry if I'm not making much sense. It's hard to explain.
Hail Satan 

On Tue, Nov 29, 2011 at 4:04 PM, free2bslm <snuglyone@... wrote:

  I'm reading your post and all I can think is "time takes time."

All the things that you want will probably certianly come to pass, but things often happen in a different timetable on the spiritual plane than they do on the earthly plane. You can't push Father's timetable on something as important as finding the perfect mate.

Have you thought about changing the wording of what you ask for? Asking that the best possible mate to be provided, that can clearly sense their presence in your life and that both of you to be able to act on the opportunity when it arises? You can then focus on improving your skills in the mean time.

Just a thought.

Hail Satan!

Brian
Richmond, VA

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@... wrote:

Ok, so about a month ago I tried summoning a demon to help me with something. While I'm not that open, I am somewhat sure that I was heard. So basically, I just got out of a two year relationship that I desperately wanted back. So I summoned a demon to help. But just recently, I got into a more casual relationship with another guy and now I think I'd rather that. I am almost certain that I had Father's help with that too.

Another problem I've run into is that this new guy has also told me he is unsure about what we're doing. Which seems very out of character for him. So I suspect that there's something he's not telling me. And I've also found that I'm starting becoming more emotionally attached to him also but I'm not sure if I should tell him that. So I've prayed to Father to help me out.

So the main thing I'm worried about is if my request will go forward even though I've changed my mind about it now? I was certain about it at the time, but now I think it would just make me miserable. I'm also worried, that in the end, I'm going to be left with neither of what I just talked about. I'm going to put heaps of energy into making sure things work with this other guy but I'm worried that it might get ruined because of what I mentioned in the first paragraph.

A theory I have is that Father knows what I want more than I do. And I refuse to believe it until I'm shown it. So he just goes ahead and helps me to get what will make me happier in the end even if I don't agree at the time. Am I right to assume this?

Sorry about the long post, I think that's all I needed to say. Any advice would be awesome and much appreciated. Thank you.

HAIL SATAN

 

[Kait Jordan]

Thank you Brian for your input. I'll definitely make sure I guard my heart very closely. I also believe it is a very serious thing to give your heart to someone, as it gives them the power to hurt you in ways no one else can. I'm not the type of person to say that I'm in love the moment I start developing feelings for someone. To do so would be very stupid, I think. 
Oh, and I also want to say thanks to not only the people who replied to this post, but my whole family here. It's a nice thought to know that I have such a caring family that I can turn to for help when I know I can't expect help from those around me. So thank you to everyone. Your help means so much to me. 
Hail Satan  

On Wed, Nov 30, 2011 at 12:34 AM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

  No judgement here Kait,I have made many mistakes in the love department.Just remember as you are having fun,to guard your heart.Giving your heart to someone,is a very serious thing in my book..But Satanism is about enjoying life to its fullest,so go for it. Hail SatanBrian

From: Kait Jordan <kaitjordan@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Monday, November 28, 2011 11:56 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Taking back a request to a demon

  Thank you both Brian and hoodedcobra. I appreciate your concern and your input into this. I understand what you both say about how any sort of relationship with outsiders is going to be completely incompatible. I just wish it was that simple to say "Well I just won't have any emotional or sexual links to anyone until I find a Satanist" Sometimes it's just nice to get out and have a bit of fun while you can. I'm being as careful as I possibly can, and one day I do hope that I can find a Satanist guy (or girl) that I can really open up to. 
At least this guy knows I am a Satanist, sort of. I am completely certain that he saw the inverted pentagram necklace I was wearing the other day. He didn't say anything about it, but he's still hanging around. So that's a good sign I guess.

On Tue, Nov 29, 2011 at 1:36 PM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

  Well I can say,I have made many,and still am,but that what life is for learning.So have fun and enjoy life,but just be careful.
Hail Satan

From: Kait Jordan <kaitjordan@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Monday, November 28, 2011 7:00 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Taking back a request to a demon

  Yes Brian, I have been reading your posts. I've always respected you and I can definitely understand where you're coming from with all this, being through all you've been through lately. (I hope it all works out for you too). I would definitely love to be with another Spiritual Satanist, however, I might have to wait around forever for that to happen. I don't know how long I'd have to wait until I'd find the perfect person who was also Spiritual Satanist. I'm only young, so any relationships I do have wouldn't be too serious at this point in my life. For now, I'm just having some fun that makes me happy. I just don't want this to be ruined by something that turned out to be a mistake in the end.

On Tue, Nov 29, 2011 at 1:40 AM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

  Kat,I was always under the impression,that you can have a healthy relationship with someone who is without.But now I know in my heart,that is not true.A Spiritual Satanist,can only be happy,with another Spiritual Satanist.You my family,tried to tell me that,but I was not ready to see that truth.So if he is not a Spiritual Satanist,you will not be happy with him either.I need to have another strong Spiritual Satanist,for me to truly be happy,and I will not settle for just open minded,or tolerant again..And if you really love yourself,you won't either. Hail SatanBrian

From: kat6661990 <kaitjordan@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, November 25, 2011 6:23 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Taking back a request to a demon

  Ok, so about a month ago I tried summoning a demon to help me with something. While I'm not that open, I am somewhat sure that I was heard. So basically, I just got out of a two year relationship that I desperately wanted back. So I summoned a demon to help. But just recently, I got into a more casual relationship with another guy and now I think I'd rather that. I am almost certain that I had Father's help with that too.

Another problem I've run into is that this new guy has also told me he is unsure about what we're doing. Which seems very out of character for him. So I suspect that there's something he's not telling me. And I've also found that I'm starting becoming more emotionally attached to him also but I'm not sure if I should tell him that. So I've prayed to Father to help me out.

So the main thing I'm worried about is if my request will go forward even though I've changed my mind about it now? I was certain about it at the time, but now I think it would just make me miserable. I'm also worried, that in the end, I'm going to be left with neither of what I just talked about. I'm going to put heaps of energy into making sure things work with this other guy but I'm worried that it might get ruined because of what I mentioned in the first paragraph.

A theory I have is that Father knows what I want more than I do. And I refuse to believe it until I'm shown it. So he just goes ahead and helps me to get what will make me happier in the end even if I don't agree at the time. Am I right to assume this?

Sorry about the long post, I think that's all I needed to say. Any advice would be awesome and much appreciated. Thank you.

HAIL SATAN

 

[free2bslm]

I'd think that if the demon still got what you were going to offer him in exchange for his help even though you aren't going through with it, it'd be a case of no harm, no foul - you'd just need to summon him again and tell him. At least, that's how I'd deal with it, though I'm not as experienced as many of the others on here.

As far as the new boyfriend goes, Father usually has the best in mind for us, so I'd not be too worried about that. Just ask for wisdom and you should be OK.

In any case you get to advance spiritually, because the whole thing is a learning experience

Hail Father Satan!
Hail our True Brothers and Sisters!

Brian
Richmond VA

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Kait Jordan <kaitjordan@... wrote:

Thanks for your reply. My main concern was not about finding the perfect
mate right now, but wondering if my deal I made with a demon will go
through now that I've changed my mind. I'm worried that it might backfire
on me, leaving me with neither options in the end. Like, I might decide I'm
happy with this new guy but then something might happen and this other guy
will want to get back together because that's what I had previously asked
for when I summoned the demon. There was a time where I would have said yes
without a second thought, but that's not the case anymore. So will the
energy I put into that somehow affect what I want now?

Another thing I've realised is that if I do get back together with that
other guy it won't leave me any chance to become stronger and
advance spiritually. That's another reason why I want that less and why
being with this other guy is better for me right now. So if this request
that I made does go through, it will end up stuffing up everything I want
right now. Sorry if I'm not making much sense. It's hard to explain.

Hail Satan

On Tue, Nov 29, 2011 at 4:04 PM, free2bslm <snuglyone@... wrote:

**


I'm reading your post and all I can think is "time takes time."

All the things that you want will probably certianly come to pass, but
things often happen in a different timetable on the spiritual plane than
they do on the earthly plane. You can't push Father's timetable on
something as important as finding the perfect mate.

Have you thought about changing the wording of what you ask for? Asking
that the best possible mate to be provided, that can clearly sense their
presence in your life and that both of you to be able to act on the
opportunity when it arises? You can then focus on improving your skills in
the mean time.

Just a thought.

Hail Satan!

Brian
Richmond, VA


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@ wrote:

Ok, so about a month ago I tried summoning a demon to help me with
something. While I'm not that open, I am somewhat sure that I was heard. So
basically, I just got out of a two year relationship that I desperately
wanted back. So I summoned a demon to help. But just recently, I got into a
more casual relationship with another guy and now I think I'd rather that.
I am almost certain that I had Father's help with that too.

Another problem I've run into is that this new guy has also told me he
is unsure about what we're doing. Which seems very out of character for
him. So I suspect that there's something he's not telling me. And I've also
found that I'm starting becoming more emotionally attached to him also but
I'm not sure if I should tell him that. So I've prayed to Father to help me
out.

So the main thing I'm worried about is if my request will go forward
even though I've changed my mind about it now? I was certain about it at
the time, but now I think it would just make me miserable. I'm also
worried, that in the end, I'm going to be left with neither of what I just
talked about. I'm going to put heaps of energy into making sure things work
with this other guy but I'm worried that it might get ruined because of
what I mentioned in the first paragraph.

A theory I have is that Father knows what I want more than I do. And I
refuse to believe it until I'm shown it. So he just goes ahead and helps me
to get what will make me happier in the end even if I don't agree at the
time. Am I right to assume this?

Sorry about the long post, I think that's all I needed to say. Any
advice would be awesome and much appreciated. Thank you.

HAIL SATAN

 

[Kait Jordan]

Thanks for the advice. And it definitely has been a bit of a learning experience for me.
Hail Satan

On Thu, Dec 1, 2011 at 3:52 PM, free2bslm <snuglyone@... wrote:

  I'd think that if the demon still got what you were going to offer him in exchange for his help even though you aren't going through with it, it'd be a case of no harm, no foul - you'd just need to summon him again and tell him. At least, that's how I'd deal with it, though I'm not as experienced as many of the others on here.

As far as the new boyfriend goes, Father usually has the best in mind for us, so I'd not be too worried about that. Just ask for wisdom and you should be OK.

In any case you get to advance spiritually, because the whole thing is a learning experience

Hail Father Satan!
Hail our True Brothers and Sisters!

Brian
Richmond VA

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Kait Jordan <kaitjordan@... wrote:

Thanks for your reply. My main concern was not about finding the perfect
mate right now, but wondering if my deal I made with a demon will go
through now that I've changed my mind. I'm worried that it might backfire
on me, leaving me with neither options in the end. Like, I might decide I'm
happy with this new guy but then something might happen and this other guy
will want to get back together because that's what I had previously asked
for when I summoned the demon. There was a time where I would have said yes
without a second thought, but that's not the case anymore. So will the
energy I put into that somehow affect what I want now?

Another thing I've realised is that if I do get back together with that
other guy it won't leave me any chance to become stronger and
advance spiritually. That's another reason why I want that less and why
being with this other guy is better for me right now. So if this request
that I made does go through, it will end up stuffing up everything I want
right now. Sorry if I'm not making much sense. It's hard to explain.

Hail Satan

On Tue, Nov 29, 2011 at 4:04 PM, free2bslm <snuglyone@... wrote:

**


I'm reading your post and all I can think is "time takes time."

All the things that you want will probably certianly come to pass, but
things often happen in a different timetable on the spiritual plane than
they do on the earthly plane. You can't push Father's timetable on
something as important as finding the perfect mate.

Have you thought about changing the wording of what you ask for? Asking
that the best possible mate to be provided, that can clearly sense their
presence in your life and that both of you to be able to act on the
opportunity when it arises? You can then focus on improving your skills in
the mean time.

Just a thought.

Hail Satan!

Brian
Richmond, VA


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kat6661990" <kaitjordan@ wrote:

Ok, so about a month ago I tried summoning a demon to help me with
something. While I'm not that open, I am somewhat sure that I was heard. So
basically, I just got out of a two year relationship that I desperately
wanted back. So I summoned a demon to help. But just recently, I got into a
more casual relationship with another guy and now I think I'd rather that.
I am almost certain that I had Father's help with that too.

Another problem I've run into is that this new guy has also told me he
is unsure about what we're doing. Which seems very out of character for
him. So I suspect that there's something he's not telling me. And I've also
found that I'm starting becoming more emotionally attached to him also but
I'm not sure if I should tell him that. So I've prayed to Father to help me
out.

So the main thing I'm worried about is if my request will go forward
even though I've changed my mind about it now? I was certain about it at
the time, but now I think it would just make me miserable. I'm also
worried, that in the end, I'm going to be left with neither of what I just
talked about. I'm going to put heaps of energy into making sure things work
with this other guy but I'm worried that it might get ruined because of
what I mentioned in the first paragraph.

A theory I have is that Father knows what I want more than I do. And I
refuse to believe it until I'm shown it. So he just goes ahead and helps me
to get what will make me happier in the end even if I don't agree at the
time. Am I right to assume this?

Sorry about the long post, I think that's all I needed to say. Any
advice would be awesome and much appreciated. Thank you.

HAIL SATAN