To everyone, thanks for the tips haha I did the dedication ritual these days, took me some courage to insert a needle in my finger deep enough for the blood part but I didn't pussy out and did it anyways.
The only thing that the accident took away from me is that my parents wont let me race anymore, at least whats left of this year, theyre sort of angry I destroyed the car lol. Aside from that, all is good. I feel way more motivated to accomplish my tasks for some reason.