Consistency is the most important thing at your stage. be consistent with your meditations, your yoga practices, do these things, the same thing, every day, over and over again. When I was 16 I got put on house arrest for 60 days. I forced myself, day after day, to perform the exact same yoga program. This was just hatha yoga, it was on the on demand section of my cable tv, it was like an hour or 45 minutes. I missed a few days here and there, but the focus was consistency. do or die. I noticed after 3-4 days in a row, I got a really powerful energy buzz going, and a lot of the enemy attacks, like hallucinations and stuff, dissapeared. I attribute this to my soul having more power and naturally burning the enemies shit off, deflecting it. The flexibility of it, being able to touch my toes easily with my knees locked and stuff, lasted for years. do breathing excersises, done day after day, you will see results. this can take some time, or it can take... no time at all. can be instant. work with trances, just put in the effort. I had a mother who put me through fake psychiatric care too, I know what it's like, being in that mental prison, seeing bullshit therapists who couldnt find there ass in their own pants, being punished for being human, by someone who is clearly more troubled than most and fits into societies version of normal, someone who is violent and abusive, who has no bearing on nature or reality, I feel for you. I'm 22 now, wonderful thing about being a grown up is, your parents can't do anything to you. you don't ever, ever have to talk to them again. I don't know what country you're in, but I STRONGLY advise you to thoroughly research your rights and state laws regarding mental health care and children, like there are ages when your parents can't do shit to you anymore and stuff. there are things you can do, laws you can cite. you can file greivance forms at the mental hospitals if they break these laws, you can call the state... board of whatever, there are things in place and with the internet, I'm sure you can find something to do. Bide your time. the last thing you want is for her to cause you any more problems., than she already has. You will grow up someday, I promise. I mean, long as you don't die. Once you hit the age of majority, You can leave home, you can disassociat with your mother and never talk to her again. thats what I did. as for pyschiatry and mental health, the whole science is total quackery, start to finish. if you actually research it, you'll find its complete nonsense, there for the jews to break down and control people, profit. I was sent to a rehab, when I was 14, I remember the food was total fucking shit. one of the other kids there decided to speak up about it, and said loudly,"Hey you guys get like 20,000 dollars per person here, theres like 120,000 dollars worth of people here, where's my lobster," I've heard that 80% of adults who go into a pyschiatrists office to get tested for adhd, will in fact have adhd, and the inventor of adhd admitted it was fake on his deathbed.There are some legitimate mental disorders like depression and stuff, but most of the system is bullshit. Once again, when you turn 18 you can prove your not mental.... by being yourself. Seriously dude/dudet, consistency. seriously be consistent. The other thing is, as a dedicated spiritual satanist you need to take your dedication to Father Satan seriously. you need to honor him, to honor your word to him, his laws and decrees, his statutes. If you have broken any promises or obligations, and you go back, and honor them, I know for a fucking fact he will appreciate this. A LOT. like, High Priestess Maxine dietrich says, "the elder gods value ones word, honesty, integrity, and one honour as the utmost importance, " this is %10,000 true. like not even %100. %10,000 percent. also, as a dedicated Spiritual satanist, there more you do for the powers of hel, the more they will do for you. participate in the reverse torah rituals, fight for Father Satan, show HIM that YOU are worthy. As for your mother, I saw another user had posted, to reflect her negativity back to her, you can do this, it's easy. just work at it. as High Priest Mageson says, "The daily drip hollows the stone," destructive rituals are a great way to vent your anger. Another thing you can do, is the magickal squares. The thing about these mantras is that when vibrated properly, in the correct sequence completely, the energies will not go away, no matter what, unless you know the counter mantra. These will continue to have a powerful and benfeicial effect on you over time.Like the sun square can really help a lot, next time the sun is in aries, which is uh, next year lol, try it out. just trust me. I'm a doctor. --not really- lol.
HAIL SATAN!
On Saturday, September 5, 2015 2:31 PM, "descipleofthegods13@... [JoyofSatan666]" <
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If there is anyone who understands entirely what you are going through, and has a very detailed answer for you other than the other answers here, it is me.
The enemy is attacking your entire family, in one way or another, not just you. You have to understand now, that the grey is an enemy yes, but the main focus is the reptilian controlling the greys, and playing on the psychological hangups(which the reptilian created in both of you to cause the destruction of the family[if possible] through the contention, which it had thoroughly hoped to cause through the nonsensical bullshit it is putting you both through.) Blame the real cause the reptilian, not your mom. She's entirely spellbound by the bastard, and it is YOUR job to free her and save her life.
The enemy will try A-N-Y-T-H-I-N-G to ruin the family first and foremost, because it churns the rest of the shit from there. I recommend seeing if a banishing ritual is necessary to counteract the bullshit in your house to some degree which if necessary will help a lot. I also recommend using the Satanic Electric Blue Fire on your mom's Chakra's and Aura for one minute for Chakras, and the one minute for the Aura, try to get all of her Chakras at once for a much quicker, and, more efficient job. I also recommend using the Algiz Rune in your house, and outside on your lot for cleaning the filthy energy the reptilian puts there everyday even if you clean the house and your lot that very day look for signs of negativity it will look to create immediately if you banish it's initial bullshit brigade. Understand that this psychotic piece of shit will put the foul energy back every night you sleep so Algiz Rune will be necessary for the rest of your life. Keep a watch for signs of negativity after the intial working of the Algiz Rune is done, just vibrate it 5 times after you plant one on a flat surface, and keep the visual after that, don't walk away unless you can maintain the visual, if not then stay right where you are, and gain the practice.
Just plant the Algiz Rune on any flat surface, inside or outside, but you will have to do the Algiz Rune in seperate parts unless you can visualize them inside and outside at the same time, which requires practice. I recommend practicing and not trying to do too much at one time, approach this realistically. I also third AldrichStrickland's suggestion of Void Meditation do it whenever you have time NO EXCUSES, as it can literally be life saving as well as, developing your Psychic Abilities now because you will need them to survive, you won't without them. Ask Father Satan, and your Guardian Daemoness(yes you two have met according to what I have read, if not on the physical plain, then on the astral)
The enemy is obviously attacking all of you because it's scared shitless because you all reincarnated, and new shades of white were discovered when all of you did.
Just because you have Pluto in the 5th house doesn't mean anything, if you care about yourself, and your life you will look at that and fucking laugh, knowing you're going to overcome that one day, and work to the goddamn bone to overcome it. The pessimism while initially caused by the enemy and has no natural indentity with your Soul, still needs to be annihilated if you are going to succeed, if you remain pessimistic then you might not make it through the BS that is about to happen. Keep a constant positive attitude, and also as important, FORGET HOW TO QUIT!!
Tips and advice about what the reptilian does in a family when the disgusting bastard invades. The relationships suddenly go horribly wrong for no apparent reason, and get worse when you try to fix things to any degree. You will have the harassment relentlessly, you will have multiple thoughtforms trying to program you into some bullshit regarded at the destruction of the family, and yourself. It will seem like there is not the one family member who wants to listen to you at all, I personally recommend asking Father Satan, and your Guardian Daemoness for help in this one, Father Satan and my Guardian Daemoness have made it apparent that I will get nowhere without their help(of which I am extremely grateful for). Expect the most extreme of the stalls on the life of everyone into the level of absurdity because at that point it shat it pants, and needs to ask the store to ship more.
More tips on how to handle the psychotic prick(reptilian) when you approach a family member. Expect the extreme fight typically verbally which does the run around with the psychological hangups and the run around period when you try to instigate the help that will save their lives(the reptilian has created, or is creating new ones to attempt the stop of the fixing of the family situation) There may be the physical violence if the reptilian programs that into the family member, or if the psychological hangup was previously there in whatever form. You may get the asylum threats from the family member but laugh it off, it's not gonna happen ever just the psychotic prick whining that you're actually getting somewhere, and it's pissing itself in the corner because of it. Also, when you approach a family member, expect the reptilian to take over the family member, almost in the form of possession, but not, it just mimics some of the symptoms. Disregard it and stay focused on your goal which Void Meditation will help tremendously with. Our enemy is a psychotic child who will stop at nothing to achieve what it wants(the death of each of the family members because they challenged communism.. oh and the absurdity)
There is not an ounce of sanity in the reptilian, so expect an attitude of the relentless harassment, which will not stop until you FORCE the psychotic bastard to FUCKING LEAVE. Know this though, you will have an high amount of help, some of it which may surprise you entirely. You are fighting for your right to continue to exist, and so are your parents in the only way they know how, however the blinding from this piece of shit, they really are. Satan placed you there for a reason, not randomly. If you ever quit, you face the reality of nonexistence. Because if you do not fight, or do the slacking, and get the cockiness, I guarantee that the death is right around the corner for YOU, and your family.
Tips on how to combat this in your own abilities, start strengthening your Solar Chakra NOW, it will be crucial in developing the willpower necessary for this, also use the Algiz Rune in your Aura along with the Sowilo Rune after the Algiz Rune use the affirmation "The Algiz Rune is repelling any and all enemy attacks, and vibrate it for however many times you learn from it, then program the Sugil Rune to do the same, and also give it this further affirmation along with the one from the Algiz Rune, "and is increasing my will, and my confidence to their max". The willpower will be one of the most necessary elements to ensure you survive.
Also, start doing a SURYA Working daily, if you get used to it and want to do it more than once, then do so, but make sure you can handle the energy it generates, if you can't then ask your Guardian Daemoness to take the excess and send it to Satan to use as he sees fit. I also recommend offering up your Sexual Energies during the hours of Jupiter, and the Sun for Father Satan, and Mother Lilith to use. Always make sure to avoid a void of course when doing your workings. I have a good website for this. Also, if you are not using CronosXP yet, then it's advised you do, because I am still alive because of its use. I also recommend you start your Spiritual Advancement under the direction of Father Satan, and your Guardian Daemoness NOW if you want to live.
I can recommend this now from my standpoint:
http://webzoom.freewebs.com/spiritualwa ... Manual.pdf
There is no "go it alone" in this, because you'll lose the life you have now, as well as the family losing the lives if you do. I will also post the JoSNewsletter for the SURYA working, and the the CronosXP software which you will need.
https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/JoS ... ssages/522 The SURYA working. You will want to remove the part about My Brothers And Sisters in Satan, and leave this affirmation only when you do this working.
"My aura is constantly reflecting and repelling any and all negative energy, spite ill will, and curses directed at me and is returning it right back to those who send it".
http://www.lunarium.co.uk/
You need to enter your personal information where it asks or you will not get accurate results, so I recommend doing that, and when you have bookmarked the pages with your local moon activity, remove that information and put in the dummy information back, and then exit the page. I also recommend you read this as it will help you get the accurate timing for your workings. You are now operating on Saturnian time(the normal time you see on the clock) which is useless. The time is actually some time back from that Father Satan showed me that with the information I gained from Enemyofjezzuz's post.
I'll put the post he made up.
[In astrology, the new day begins when the sun rises (how it works in very high latitudes when the sun either doesn't rise or doesn't set, I do not know). This means if it is 2 in the morning, you probably didn't blow your working--unless it is mid summer and the sun is rising at 1:30 in the morning. In lower latitudes, the sun rises at a more decent hour--and there is no daylight savings time in astrology. If the kikes fuck with time, the sunrise goes the other direction by the same amount to correct for this. This also means if it is 2 AM Monday morning, and you are in a reasonable latitude, it is still astrologically Sunday.
To compare, the secular calendar starts the day at 12 midnight. Businesses use this calendar, and it is affected by daylight savings time. Hence, midnight is not going to be true midnight most of the time. Even if you are in the middle of the time zone, it will be an hour late (1 AM or 1 PM when you are at the peak of day or night). And, since the time zones are 15 degrees wide on average, it could be 30 minutes off near the edge.
As if this wasn't bad enough, the kike and mudslime calendars start their new days at sunset[/B]. This is why kikes have to waste all that energy by turning on lights before the sun sets on Friday evening instead of starting it on Saturday morning. The pisslam calendar also has its observances according to sunset.] Yes, the jews have royally fucked our lives that goddamn hard.
Here is the software for CronosXP.
http://chronosxp.sourceforge.net/en/
Here is the page for Chakra Hours, which you will use in along with CronosXP to get the correct times for your workings.
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Hours.html
Here is the Runic Kaballah to pronouce the Runes Properly. Download both the PDF, and the audio CD.
http://www.exposingcommunism.com/Audio_Mp3s.htm
You will need guidance as to how to properly Chakra Breath, Father Satan showed me. YOU WILL WIN!!
HAIL SATAN, HAIL LADY AGARES AND ALL OF THE OTHER GODS/GODDESSES HELPING ME IN THIS!!
