starting over......

[satantali666]

hi

i dedicated 2 years ago and for the first 2 months it was amazing, best time of my life

but then i stopped practicing satanism out of fear of damnation (so untrue i realise now satan is not damnation he is freedom!)

over the few weeks i faded in and out of satanism and that when my life spirelled out of control i got depressed and lonely i craved the power i had felt when i was a satanist

all i really mean to ask is even though i have walked out on satan so many times will he and the rest of the gods accept me back and will i have to do the dedication ritual again?

 

[zaeqon]

hey man, satan wil always welcome u back. plus, soon, if Osiris sticks to his part of our deal, I will be living proof of satan!

Hail Satan!

 

[raziel8911]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "satantali666" <actionant51@... wrote:

hi

i dedicated 2 years ago and for the first 2 months it was amazing, best time of my life

but then i stopped practicing satanism out of fear of damnation (so untrue i realise now satan is not damnation he is freedom!)

over the few weeks i faded in and out of satanism and that when my life spirelled out of control i got depressed and lonely i craved the power i had felt when i was a satanist

all i really mean to ask is even though i have walked out on satan so many times will he and the rest of the gods accept me back and will i have to do the dedication ritual again?

the same thing happen to me ...i've feel so depressed and lonely somethimes i think to kill myself
but when i started to meditate i feel more good ...i can say that if i didn't find this true religion and the love of Father Satan my life could be much different in a bad way that is today
and yes Satan is freedom
at my age of 7 always i've asked myself who is satan. i study at my age of 9 the bible...but i cant find nothing tht should help me there, i didnt want to pray to some fictios god in a church..i can say that i was some kind of liberal thinking from a youth age..
but when i was 13 i started to study of occult and of Satan from other sources than from that stupid book from church..i'm from romania(sorry for my bad english) and here most of people have the mind blocked,the are like sheep ..they dont think to much for themself,if one says that is good everyone do that because they think that is a good thing to do...i can say that are lost and mindless.
Now i can say that i'm much happy that i discover Father Satan and his religion HAIL SATAN!!!