Shanti Sananda said:
One Wire Phenomenon said:
So as everybody knows my surname is Yehuborim.
I have decided to investigate this and im wondering if it will be safe for me to share everything that i find in time here on this thread.Not talking about my name or family members that still live but my forefather names and origins. Im looking for people to help me find the reason i have a Yehubor last name.
There is a good chance that a fucking bastard Yehubor has married its self into my family. Or there is another explanation i don't know yet.My one grandma that still lives has a complete book about our family origin and as i said before i have a BIG BIG family from both mom and dads side and it will take a lot of studying when i get it.
If lets say we do find that my ancestry has a little Yehuborim in it or a lot what will that mean for me? And how will the ministry respond to this? I have had nothing but love for Satan,Zevism and everything that we stand for for years now and i truely hope we will live in a Yehubor free world in the future.So my question is this,what will it mean for me if i indeed have a Yehuborim bloondline in me? What do i do then,do i kill myself? Please give me a realistic awnser this is extremely sensitive for me as a wannbe Zevism although i believe with heart and soul i am.
Do i fight on for Satan's cause knowing i will never be his child and He hates me no matter how much warfare or help i give out of my own love for His creations and will?
MY heart is here with you people it always was and i have put myself in real danger more than enough since i learnt the truth about the yehuborim because i was stupid and thought everybody needs to know immediately what they are and what they have done and without protecting my identity or anything of the sort i was doing warfare. Only now am i starting to realise how stupid i really was to put my life in danger thinking Zevism is for everybody and everybody will jump up down with the joy of truth.
So now im asking will i be treated the same way as i am now? Or will this be another mistake like the above.
I don't want to hide anything but i don't want to be judged about it and attacked like a full blown reptoid Yehubor should be
but if you attack me i promise i will not open up and you will lose a chance to maybe learn something new.
Im not asking to be loved as a Zevism if im a Yehubor but asking people to treat me with the same kind of respect i show them. If for some reason i behave like shit yes by all means treat me like shit but i don't want to be humiliated or called names,i want it to be like professional feedback like that what you get from your doctor when he tells you you are going to die and have a week to live and he is sorry but you are not going to make it.
yehuborim don't belong in Satan's Army i know
A Yehubor will never be a Zevist i know
But i have seen in very rare cases of yehuborim helping Potential people of the Gods and i might be one such case if i am a Yehubor or i have extremely little Yehuborim genes in me.
Im not completely useless to ToZ anyway i do the Ritual,Tetra and shattering Yehubor soul rituals.
I share some useful links in my signature so everytime i comment that link could be seen by someone who maybe needed to find the information.
I do share ToZ links where i can and when i feel the need to.
Im not trolling on here neither infiltrating,i am happy to stay like this and just be here asking questions and receiving help and applauding the members who do work.
I also started translating long before this translation project started in my language
I also donated once,it was not much tho but its all i could afford at the time
And i bought a Astrology reading by Lydia which means im also supporting.
Its make no sense to me that High ranking members and people who i can feel are true Zevism seem to make me feel welcome and make me feel i am a Zevism and also i have had no real problems with them asif they cannot sense my Influence of Yehubor on here and that means something right?
One of my other topics i opened was called "Yehuborim am i"
That was the day i finally decided i am not a Yehubor and i have nothing to worry about because Blitzkreig said something about a Yehubor won't do work for Satan or something like that and it made sense to me until recently where the Hornet had a good point with all his attacks which made me worry what if i am although i feel he was the one behaving like a Yehubor towards me then but that does not matter anymore. Its not like most "am i a Yehubor attack" This time i have good reason to believe i am with my surname and other things i want to share. BUT FIRST I NEED TO KNOW WHAT DOES IT MEAN FOR ME AND TO THE COMMUNITY AND MOST IMPORTANTLY THE MINISTRY?
If it turns out i am a Yehubor.
If all this is not safe for me is it possible i could maybe talk and share this with HP Zevios Metathronos in private. If yes i will get all my family details,photos,surnames and what have you ready and share it to him but it will take time to gather . I trust Him with all my heart because he said this forum will never be used for revealing personal information even if it is a Yehubor.
What i am scared of is that when he indeed finds me to be Yehuborim by my bloodline that he will not even do the effort to tell me im a Yehubor and maybe BAN or something like that without me knowing what he found. I atleast expect Him to say listen one wire you are a hooked nose Yehubor here is the evidence now fuckoff and go die like the rat you are. Thats atleast what i expect from Him or anybody who truly is advanced and knows the yehuborim. Im not talking about someone like the Hornet or anybody who will act out of hate but rather solid evidence, intuition and maybe some hard earned wisdom that true Zevism have.
What was your last name again?
Something doesnt seem right here. I dont think a Yehubor would think like this. This sounds like a paranoid potential person of the Gods to me. A Yehubor would know and not be overly concerned. This sounds like reasoning any potential person of the Gods would give. yehuborim move on and continue jewing.
Makes me feel better but still does not explain some things.
And im paranoid because how am i going to live with myself.
Knowing i will never be a Zevism like i want to be but a fucking Rat Yehubor forever even if i do change it i will know the truth that it was there. People who know will know my Surname its Askenaszi Yehubor. They can say it if they want i don't want to. In my language its pronounced different tho and there are more than one variation.
I heard by the same woman who told me i have Yehubor in me that the first person with that surname came from Graaff-Reinet https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Graaff-Reinet
but don't know enough yet to know for sure if he was Yehubor but what she said and what i realised yesterday makes me very worried.
I don't want to lose my Zevism friends here aswel but i feel it will be wrong not to honest about it.