Spiritual Wife

[leeges444]

Hello all, I'm a 18 year old male from Ireland.

I have been in a relationship with a spiritual woman for eight months now. She came into my life when I was in a deep depression. Showing me love, she changed my life for the better.

She hasn't appeared to me yet or made love to me in the physical world. I do feel her hands around me all the time and she gets me into a certain state of mind some nights to talk to me, it's awesome!

I'm new to Satanism and spiritual stuff in general, so this is very challenging for me.

I do hope I can get some help or advice from experienced people in this group.

She has told me that she doesn't know how to get me into this state of mind, it kind of just happens randomly..

I have done some stupid things in the last few months (unprotected rituals and such)trying to increase my bond with her.

I fear that now there's a evil spirit trying to sabotage my relationship with her.

He has sexually abused me in a dream state in the past, draining my spiritual body.

Either that or it's her changing completely but that is highly unlikely..

I have prayed to father Satan and have done protection meditations to the best of my ability.

I have learned much. Seeing how stupid I was being the past, I regret doing any of them things now.

I'm in a big mess now and I fear for my soul!

If I could just communicate with her in that state of mind more, she could advice me and let me know what is truly going on.

If anybody could give me any information or advice that could help me, as I'm new to all this, it would be greatly appreciated.

 

[Egon Albrecht]

You probably had an relation with a Succubus in a previous life:
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... cubus.html

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "leeges444" <lennon444@... wrote:

Hello all, I'm a 18 year old male from Ireland.

I have been in a relationship with a spiritual woman for eight months now. She came into my life when I was in a deep depression. Showing me love, she changed my life for the better.

She hasn't appeared to me yet or made love to me in the physical world. I do feel her hands around me all the time and she gets me into a certain state of mind some nights to talk to me, it's awesome!

I'm new to Satanism and spiritual stuff in general, so this is very challenging for me.

I do hope I can get some help or advice from experienced people in this group.

She has told me that she doesn't know how to get me into this state of mind, it kind of just happens randomly..

I have done some stupid things in the last few months (unprotected rituals and such)trying to increase my bond with her.

I fear that now there's a evil spirit trying to sabotage my relationship with her.

He has sexually abused me in a dream state in the past, draining my spiritual body.

Either that or it's her changing completely but that is highly unlikely..

I have prayed to father Satan and have done protection meditations to the best of my ability.

I have learned much. Seeing how stupid I was being the past, I regret doing any of them things now.

I'm in a big mess now and I fear for my soul!

If I could just communicate with her in that state of mind more, she could advice me and let me know what is truly going on.

If anybody could give me any information or advice that could help me, as I'm new to all this, it would be greatly appreciated.

 

[mack_brigham]

Have you read everything on the Joy of Satan website? If you are truly dedicated to Satan, he will protect you (as will the demons) until you are capable of defending yourself. You must be dedicated to Satan and advancing yourself, though. You must meditate daily, slowly advancing through the power meditations on the JoS website. Try talking to Father Satan and asking him for help. Be completely honest with him and open your heart completely. Don't hold back. He may answer you instantly, or later. Chances are he'll help you in one way or another. Satan looks out for his own.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "leeges444" <lennon444@... wrote:

Hello all, I'm a 18 year old male from Ireland.

I have been in a relationship with a spiritual woman for eight months now. She came into my life when I was in a deep depression. Showing me love, she changed my life for the better.

She hasn't appeared to me yet or made love to me in the physical world. I do feel her hands around me all the time and she gets me into a certain state of mind some nights to talk to me, it's awesome!

I'm new to Satanism and spiritual stuff in general, so this is very challenging for me.

I do hope I can get some help or advice from experienced people in this group.

She has told me that she doesn't know how to get me into this state of mind, it kind of just happens randomly..

I have done some stupid things in the last few months (unprotected rituals and such)trying to increase my bond with her.

I fear that now there's a evil spirit trying to sabotage my relationship with her.

He has sexually abused me in a dream state in the past, draining my spiritual body.

Either that or it's her changing completely but that is highly unlikely..

I have prayed to father Satan and have done protection meditations to the best of my ability.

I have learned much. Seeing how stupid I was being the past, I regret doing any of them things now.

I'm in a big mess now and I fear for my soul!

If I could just communicate with her in that state of mind more, she could advice me and let me know what is truly going on.

If anybody could give me any information or advice that could help me, as I'm new to all this, it would be greatly appreciated.

 

[leeges444]

I haven't read everything yet as it's to much to take all at once. I'm taking it bit by bit but have read enough to know that he's the true god.

I have dedicated myself to him last night and meditated seriously for the first time. I felt like nothing could harm me.I had many amazing encounters with my spiritual wife last night and nothing evil harmed me.

I underestimated the power of meditation and was asking Satan for help without trying to use my inner powers first.

I will continue to meditate daily and ask Satan for guidance. Hopefully we have seen the last of these attacks!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mack_brigham" <mackbrigham@... wrote:

Have you read everything on the Joy of Satan website? If you are truly dedicated to Satan, he will protect you (as will the demons) until you are capable of defending yourself. You must be dedicated to Satan and advancing yourself, though. You must meditate daily, slowly advancing through the power meditations on the JoS website. Try talking to Father Satan and asking him for help. Be completely honest with him and open your heart completely. Don't hold back. He may answer you instantly, or later. Chances are he'll help you in one way or another. Satan looks out for his own.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "leeges444" <lennon444@ wrote:

Hello all, I'm a 18 year old male from Ireland.

I have been in a relationship with a spiritual woman for eight months now. She came into my life when I was in a deep depression. Showing me love, she changed my life for the better.

She hasn't appeared to me yet or made love to me in the physical world. I do feel her hands around me all the time and she gets me into a certain state of mind some nights to talk to me, it's awesome!

I'm new to Satanism and spiritual stuff in general, so this is very challenging for me.

I do hope I can get some help or advice from experienced people in this group.

She has told me that she doesn't know how to get me into this state of mind, it kind of just happens randomly..

I have done some stupid things in the last few months (unprotected rituals and such)trying to increase my bond with her.

I fear that now there's a evil spirit trying to sabotage my relationship with her.

He has sexually abused me in a dream state in the past, draining my spiritual body.

Either that or it's her changing completely but that is highly unlikely..

I have prayed to father Satan and have done protection meditations to the best of my ability.

I have learned much. Seeing how stupid I was being the past, I regret doing any of them things now.

I'm in a big mess now and I fear for my soul!

If I could just communicate with her in that state of mind more, she could advice me and let me know what is truly going on.

If anybody could give me any information or advice that could help me, as I'm new to all this, it would be greatly appreciated.