Henu the Great said:
Have you done freeing of the soul working regarding career / employment?
I don't know what you mean.
I have already written about the interview after which I was floored. It was a good interview, a liberated conversation. I felt the same and the interviewer said the same. I didn't feel that my soul was not free.
Of course, I don't feel that I should be working in my current job one and a quarter years after graduating summa cum laude. A job requiring 8 years of basic education, 12-hour shifts, for a salary of €335 at today's exchange rates. I've always pushed myself to the limit in my studies, paid a fucking lot of money for university and now I'm at the bottom of society. Do you think I feel I belong here and that my soul is not free to earn money? :roll:
You are right that I am no longer interested in a
career. Starting a legal career at 40 with no experience... The maximum is a mediocre job in the administration. (At least for as long as the Hungarian state is able to pay salaries to public servants.) I'm interested in the
money to
prepping.
August 7 was the best time to start the Fehu work, so I've been doing it to the best of my ability ever since. So it hasn't been 40 days yet. So far, all that has happened is that I was called in for an interview (rare), but I was turned down with record speed, so they probably already knew who they were hiring, and I was only called in as a formality. And the sale of the house is still only a theoretical possibility, having dragged on for more than a month without progress.
What I have no personal experience of, I doubt. Spiritual Satanism specifically recommends this attitude, and it is the normal, natural human reaction anyway. That is why I wrote that I try to believe in the success of the Fehu in a melancholic way when I am doing the rune work after 12 hours of work, tired and sleepy. All I know is that my experience so far has not good. (The quickest job rejection so far, and the house business is stuck in one place.)
But even that would not be a problem if time were not pressing. However, a collapse like the one in Argentina could happen in Hungary at any time. The country's balance of payments has deteriorated by €10 billion in the past 6 years, and data so far suggest that the deficit will grow at a similar brutality in 2022. The Hungarian forint is free-falling. The only way to change this would (if we look at the realistic possibilities), be for the government to repay some of its debt, i.e. buy back government bonds and not issue new bonds instead. It cannot do this because it would then be unable to pay wages to state employees.
