Spiritual Support Thread - Never Give Up!

[Dark Lawyer]

Another rejection, just hours after the interview. New record. :lol: I'm just resignedly trying to believe that the Fehu works, otherwise I don't know what will happen. My current salary may not even be enough to eat in a few months.

I hope that we can sell the house, I can buy the flat, and there will be some start-up capital left over. I have no other ideas. I don't know what to think.

 

[Henu the Great]

Another rejection, just hours after the interview. New record. :lol: I'm just resignedly trying to believe that the Fehu works, otherwise I don't know what will happen. My current salary may not even be enough to eat in a few months.

I hope that we can sell the house, I can buy the flat, and there will be some start-up capital left over. I have no other ideas. I don't know what to think.

Have you done freeing of the soul working regarding career / employment?

 

[Dark Lawyer]

Have you done freeing of the soul working regarding career / employment?

I don't know what you mean.

I have already written about the interview after which I was floored. It was a good interview, a liberated conversation. I felt the same and the interviewer said the same. I didn't feel that my soul was not free.

Of course, I don't feel that I should be working in my current job one and a quarter years after graduating summa cum laude. A job requiring 8 years of basic education, 12-hour shifts, for a salary of €335 at today's exchange rates. I've always pushed myself to the limit in my studies, paid a fucking lot of money for university and now I'm at the bottom of society. Do you think I feel I belong here and that my soul is not free to earn money? :roll:

You are right that I am no longer interested in a career. Starting a legal career at 40 with no experience... The maximum is a mediocre job in the administration. (At least for as long as the Hungarian state is able to pay salaries to public servants.) I'm interested in the money to prepping.

August 7 was the best time to start the Fehu work, so I've been doing it to the best of my ability ever since. So it hasn't been 40 days yet. So far, all that has happened is that I was called in for an interview (rare), but I was turned down with record speed, so they probably already knew who they were hiring, and I was only called in as a formality. And the sale of the house is still only a theoretical possibility, having dragged on for more than a month without progress.

What I have no personal experience of, I doubt. Zevism specifically recommends this attitude, and it is the normal, natural human reaction anyway. That is why I wrote that I try to believe in the success of the Fehu in a melancholic way when I am doing the rune work after 12 hours of work, tired and sleepy. All I know is that my experience so far has not good. (The quickest job rejection so far, and the house business is stuck in one place.)

But even that would not be a problem if time were not pressing. However, a collapse like the one in Argentina could happen in Hungary at any time. The country's balance of payments has deteriorated by €10 billion in the past 6 years, and data so far suggest that the deficit will grow at a similar brutality in 2022. The Hungarian forint is free-falling. The only way to change this would (if we look at the realistic possibilities), be for the government to repay some of its debt, i.e. buy back government bonds and not issue new bonds instead. It cannot do this because it would then be unable to pay wages to state employees.

 

[BrightSpace666]

Have you done freeing of the soul working regarding career / employment?

I don't know what you mean.

I have already written about the interview after which I was floored. It was a good interview, a liberated conversation. I felt the same and the interviewer said the same. I didn't feel that my soul was not free.

Of course, I don't feel that I should be working in my current job one and a quarter years after graduating summa cum laude. A job requiring 8 years of basic education, 12-hour shifts, for a salary of €335 at today's exchange rates. I've always pushed myself to the limit in my studies, paid a fucking lot of money for university and now I'm at the bottom of society. Do you think I feel I belong here and that my soul is not free to earn money? :roll:

You are right that I am no longer interested in a career. Starting a legal career at 40 with no experience... The maximum is a mediocre job in the administration. (At least for as long as the Hungarian state is able to pay salaries to public servants.) I'm interested in the money to prepping.

August 7 was the best time to start the Fehu work, so I've been doing it to the best of my ability ever since. So it hasn't been 40 days yet. So far, all that has happened is that I was called in for an interview (rare), but I was turned down with record speed, so they probably already knew who they were hiring, and I was only called in as a formality. And the sale of the house is still only a theoretical possibility, having dragged on for more than a month without progress.

What I have no personal experience of, I doubt. Zevism specifically recommends this attitude, and it is the normal, natural human reaction anyway. That is why I wrote that I try to believe in the success of the Fehu in a melancholic way when I am doing the rune work after 12 hours of work, tired and sleepy. All I know is that my experience so far has not good. (The quickest job rejection so far, and the house business is stuck in one place.)

But even that would not be a problem if time were not pressing. However, a collapse like the one in Argentina could happen in Hungary at any time. The country's balance of payments has deteriorated by €10 billion in the past 6 years, and data so far suggest that the deficit will grow at a similar brutality in 2022. The Hungarian forint is free-falling. The only way to change this would (if we look at the realistic possibilities), be for the government to repay some of its debt, i.e. buy back government bonds and not issue new bonds instead. It cannot do this because it would then be unable to pay wages to state employees.

When you live in a country where the government subsidises everything except learning and education, it's hard to succeed. Everything is more important because they need ignorant people, so dismantling education is the cornerstone of their power.

 

[Henu the Great]

Have you done freeing of the soul working regarding career / employment?

I don't know what you mean.

I have already written about the interview after which I was floored. It was a good interview, a liberated conversation. I felt the same and the interviewer said the same. I didn't feel that my soul was not free.

Of course, I don't feel that I should be working in my current job one and a quarter years after graduating summa cum laude. A job requiring 8 years of basic education, 12-hour shifts, for a salary of €335 at today's exchange rates. I've always pushed myself to the limit in my studies, paid a fucking lot of money for university and now I'm at the bottom of society. Do you think I feel I belong here and that my soul is not free to earn money? :roll:

You are right that I am no longer interested in a career. Starting a legal career at 40 with no experience... The maximum is a mediocre job in the administration. (At least for as long as the Hungarian state is able to pay salaries to public servants.) I'm interested in the money to prepping.

August 7 was the best time to start the Fehu work, so I've been doing it to the best of my ability ever since. So it hasn't been 40 days yet. So far, all that has happened is that I was called in for an interview (rare), but I was turned down with record speed, so they probably already knew who they were hiring, and I was only called in as a formality. And the sale of the house is still only a theoretical possibility, having dragged on for more than a month without progress.

What I have no personal experience of, I doubt. Zevism specifically recommends this attitude, and it is the normal, natural human reaction anyway. That is why I wrote that I try to believe in the success of the Fehu in a melancholic way when I am doing the rune work after 12 hours of work, tired and sleepy. All I know is that my experience so far has not good. (The quickest job rejection so far, and the house business is stuck in one place.)

But even that would not be a problem if time were not pressing. However, a collapse like the one in Argentina could happen in Hungary at any time. The country's balance of payments has deteriorated by €10 billion in the past 6 years, and data so far suggest that the deficit will grow at a similar brutality in 2022. The Hungarian forint is free-falling. The only way to change this would (if we look at the realistic possibilities), be for the government to repay some of its debt, i.e. buy back government bonds and not issue new bonds instead. It cannot do this because it would then be unable to pay wages to state employees.

You are not succeeding because you have karmic obstacles which make it hard or nigh impossible to find success with career / employment which in turn results in low income and unsatisfactory working conditions. Doing money working with uncleared obstacles is hindered or rendered useless.

Worth to mention that any working that you do for at least 40 days has a permanent effect on your soul, even if just a small effect, and it will carry on to future incarnations. Something to keep in mind is to think long-term!

I wrote a topic about this in the past: Freeing the soul is important because... - https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=288998#p288998

Also something that is related: The Best Thing You Can Do For Yourself.... - https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=70110

Related articles:

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Detaching.html

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Freeing_the_Soul.html

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Words-of-Power.html

 

[Dark Lawyer]

When you live in a country where the government subsidises everything except learning and education, it's hard to succeed. Everything is more important because they need ignorant people, so dismantling education is the cornerstone of their power.

I love law and I'm good at it. It's what I know. That's why I'm trying to get a job as a lawyer. And a lawyer can work in his own country, in the law of that country.

So working abroad is not possible. (And I do not speak a foreign language. I post here on the forum using the DeepL translator.)

 

[Dark Lawyer]

You are not succeeding because you have karmic obstacles which make it hard or nigh impossible to find success with career / employment which in turn results in low income and unsatisfactory working conditions. Doing money working with uncleared obstacles is hindered or rendered useless.

Worth to mention that any working that you do for at least 40 days has a permanent effect on your soul, even if just a small effect, and it will carry on to future incarnations. Something to keep in mind is to think long-term!

I wrote a topic about this in the past: Freeing the soul is important because... - https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=288998#p288998

Also something that is related: The Best Thing You Can Do For Yourself.... - https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=70110

Related articles:

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Detaching.html

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Freeing_the_Soul.html

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Words-of-Power.html

Thank you, I will read the links.

I felt the energy on the first day of Fehu's work. I am confident that my spirit is free enough for the rune work to work. Oh, and I don't plan to do it for 40 days, but as Blitzkreig suggests, longer, like 120 days. This might compensate if my soul is not yet free enough.

From your linked post, I rather understand that it works with a less liberated spirit, just at a lower power. Do I understand this correctly?


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I thought that if there are karmic obstacles, I might be able to explore them using my birth chart. I would like to ask about this because no one has answered in the Ask All Questions topic:

Does the ToZ calendar take into account summer and winter time in the EU Member States? I mean setting the clock one hour forward/back:

https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2021-03-11/will-daylight-saving-time-ever-end

And if you'll allow me, I have two more questions. Years ago, I had a birth chart done with an astrologer who is not Zevism. You can see his portrait here, to see if you can better judge if he is Yehuborim. He also knew my name.

1. Do you think I should worry about that?

2. And what do you think about whether I can use the chart explanation he gave me according to the ToZ Astrology interpretation criteria? So not the assessment and interpretation given by the astrologer, but the technical explanation of my horoscope itself. Which planet was in which sign at the time of my birth; which was retrograde/fast/slow; was in which sign Ceres, Chiron, Pallas, Juno; approaching/remote time angles of light, etc. I assume that as an astrologer you have compiled these reliably and accurately. (His website is serious and of high quality.) I suppose that would be a reliable starting point from which I could now more easily read my horoscope according to the ToZ Astrology interpretation.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

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Oh, I missed the link to the astrologer's photo in my previous reply:

https://www.aranycsillag.net/asztrologus/

 

[Clayface]

I haven't said no yet because of the convention so it means that I have time to prepare and so I would like to know how to use my time of a few days and a week to prepare for my saying no to going to the kingdom hall every week

 

[Henu the Great]

I felt the energy on the first day of Fehu's work. I am confident that my spirit is free enough for the rune work to work. Oh, and I don't plan to do it for 40 days, but as Blitzkreig suggests, longer, like 120 days. This might compensate if my soul is not yet free enough.

From your linked post, I rather understand that it works with a less liberated spirit, just at a lower power. Do I understand this correctly?

It's a matter of what and how you manifest with the energy you raised opposed to just being able to raise energy. Seeing as you have little success so far, is a pretty solid indicator that you need to do a freeing of a soul working for better manifestation of your efforts. Further, you should account that the level of power/skill you use is in direct correlation to the results. Thus, you might see delayed or small results due to your current level.

Further practicing, gaining mastery bit by bit will solve your dilemma with lacking results.

Does the ToZ calendar take into account summer and winter time in the EU Member States? I mean setting the clock one hour forward/back:

The calendars are designed to accomodate to ones location, for EU in your timezone, the answer is yes.

And if you'll allow me, I have two more questions. Years ago, I had a birth chart done with an astrologer who is not Zevism. You can see his portrait here, to see if you can better judge if he is Yehuborim. He also knew my name.

1. Do you think I should worry about that?

I can not say with utmost certainty about that person, but I am certain that you can use returning curses 1 & 2 or similar method to clean and protect yourself so that whatever harm has been done or is about to happen is nullified and averted.

2. And what do you think about whether I can use the chart explanation he gave me according to the ToZ Astrology interpretation criteria? So not the assessment and interpretation given by the astrologer, but the technical explanation of my horoscope itself. Which planet was in which sign at the time of my birth; which was retrograde/fast/slow; was in which sign Ceres, Chiron, Pallas, Juno; approaching/remote time angles of light, etc. I assume that as an astrologer you have compiled these reliably and accurately. (His website is serious and of high quality.) I suppose that would be a reliable starting point from which I could now more easily read my horoscope according to the ToZ Astrology interpretation.

I would not give too much credit to non-Zevism astrologer, good as they might be.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

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Thank you for your reply.

Now I've been called in again for an interview. I applied for the job yesterday, and today I got a call. I have never been called in so quickly. This is the second time I've been called for an interview since I started my rune work on 7 August. I rarely got interviews before that, so maybe the magic is starting to work. Oh, and potential buyers will be looking at our house tomorrow or the day after.

I do the returning curses 1-2 work every day. And I'll take your advice: I'll go by ToZ Astrology. I look forward to learning more about astrology.

I have a question about karmic barriers. When I was a Christian, I told the Christian "god" to take my life rather than the life of someone important to me. I later retracted this pledge (in "confession" and in private speech). And in 2019 I completed my Zevism initiation, which cancels all Christian vows. Do you think I should worry about that? Zevism initiation destroys Christian vows, and Satan and my Guardian Demon will certainly protect me from Christian energy. But is it possible that said vow created a karmic barrier? (I no longer have any relationship with said woman, but she is in my sexual fantasies.) I guess whatever is the case with this, returning curses 1-2 and Ritual is the solution.

Oh, and one more question I wanted to ask earlier. Is it okay if I use black magic to attack a person who is not Yehuborim? I don't think he's Yehuborim and he's not Christian, but he hurt me, so he deserves the slag.

 

[Siatris Ioholo]

I have a question about karmic barriers. When I was a Christian, I told the Christian "god" to take my life rather than the life of someone important to me. I later retracted this pledge (in "confession" and in private speech). And in 2019 I completed my Zevism initiation, which cancels all Christian vows. Do you think I should worry about that?

If you feel insecure or uncomfortable about it, you could do a soul clearing work of negative karma and deprogram yourself from Christianity. Muñka or Ur/Ansuz will do their job.

Oh, and one more question I wanted to ask earlier. Is it okay if I use black magic to attack a person who is not Yehuborim? I don't think he's Yehuborim and he's not Christian, but he hurt me, so he deserves the slag.

Why not? Since it is hostile to you, you are entitled to do so.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

Thank you for your reply.

Now I've been called in again for an interview. I applied for the job yesterday, and today I got a call. I have never been called in so quickly. This is the second time I've been called for an interview since I started my rune work on 7 August. I rarely got interviews before that, so maybe the magic is starting to work. Oh, and potential buyers will be looking at our house tomorrow or the day after.

I do the returning curses 1-2 work every day. And I'll take your advice: I'll go by ToZ Astrology. I look forward to learning more about astrology.

I have a question about karmic barriers. When I was a Christian, I told the Christian "god" to take my life rather than the life of someone important to me. I later retracted this pledge (in "confession" and in private speech). And in 2019 I completed my Zevism initiation, which cancels all Christian vows. Do you think I should worry about that? Zevism initiation destroys Christian vows, and Satan and my Guardian Demon will certainly protect me from Christian energy. But is it possible that said vow created a karmic barrier? (I no longer have any relationship with said woman, but she is in my sexual fantasies.) I guess whatever is the case with this, returning curses 1-2 and Ritual is the solution.

Oh, and one more question I wanted to ask earlier. Is it okay if I use black magic to attack a person who is not Yehuborim? I don't think he's Yehuborim and he's not Christian, but he hurt me, so he deserves the slag.

The energy, once programmed, is always working, whether it is pushing through an obstacle or busy manifesting your results. Be patient and do not doubt yourself.

Yes, the Ritual is the best for this sort of thing. Make sure to clean afterwards, even briefly, to specifically remove Hebrew curses. Anyway, unless you are thinking Christian thoughts, then you don't have to worry about this at all.

Yes, it is ok to use black magic for the pursuit of justice, however this is what the Returning Curses is for. The negativity has been returned to him.

Beyond this, make sure it is worth your time to engage in such activity. If you have a limited amount of time or experience with magic, then it is better to just do your Returning Curses and AOP and try to forget about it. Alternatively, you can simply turn your focus onto him and vent your hatred and anger. This should alleviate your emotional pain.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

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Siatris loholo, Blitzkreig, thank you for your replies!

 

[Асуря]

My girlfriend keeps giving me shit for trying to "find balance" as I put it...
Detox this, wah wah that...
Brothers and sisters, how do I deal with her shit and find my balance?
I'm not seeking approval (hint), just support and guidance...

 

[Асуря]

Christ, mate. I hate being wrong. She gives me too much at once...
Slow down babe I'm still a weakling in some regards!

 

[Асуря]

my brain is just so frazzled from recent events

it looks like HC is pumping out some heavy hitting articles and I feel like I'm really missing out by not having the brain space to read these sermons he's putting so much heart into...

 

[FlameGhost]

Well, I think after starting the other meditations. I don't feel too much completely activating but I do feel a bit cleaner now.

Also, for the bits of my doubt and all the other thoughts; I think I've narrowed it down to between doing the Rituals before the 40 day meditation to just my own weakness and finally breaking completely free of all that's held me down before. I've recently seen an image that gave me a good idea on how to think to myself when it comes to it.

Also I know that Satan has given me knowledge on getting and keeping confidence in this path.

I may be overthinking the pineal gland a bit since I've known people that drink caffeinated drinks and all and still seem to have a decent 3rd eye and are able to see things.

You used Quote incorrectly and the image didn't appear, but I found it anyway.

Yes, how you think of yourself is actually amplified even further by the fact that Zevism have more powerful minds, and our thoughts have greater effects upon reality and manifestations. Among the important lines on the page where this is mentioned, there's the following:

"Every cell in our body is a thinking living unit that makes up the part of the whole. This is what is referred to as the "mind-body". There is a very powerful connection here. You ARE what you think, ESPECIALLY, if you practice power meditation and/or have a more powerful soul."

I would recommend reading the rest of the page as well, even if you've already read it before.
"Overcoming Obstacles": https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Overcoming_Obstacles.html

Our thoughts have power, and we must learn how to control them.

I've been working on my doubts more here and there I have been able to manage them well enough. I've also taken a bit of time to look through the ToZ website and find things that I either missed or misinterpreted before and now am putting into practice.

I have been wondering, since I first started doing the Rituals, I've been getting quite a few doubts, starting with the obvious "Am I a Yehubor" attack. Could doing the Rituals bring out scars and other things hidden within that I wouldn't have noticed before? I'm wondering if every doubt I have been having thus for is a manifistation of everything building up from earlier in my life or even past lives and coming out from doing the Rituals.

I'm also saying that because I finally understand now that the 40 day meditation is more of an idea of how to get started working on each chakra, and not truly a "Work on this for 40 days and have everything open and flowing with energy", meditation guide.

 

[Illisio]

I've definitely been hearing in a somewhat robotic voice: "submit", "you are Yehuborim", but mostly it's been the "submit" nonstop... very annoying, though I am feeling much more grounded.. I've also been seeing their faces, a few times pretty vividly while I wasn't even trying to meditate, just with my eyes closed... Either way I'm just trying to get closer to Satan and the Gods.

Also I'm not sure if this is correct, but when we say say "Hail <God Name>" is it true that we are invoking the energy of that specific God? Like is the "Hail" part the invocation of that energy? It's something I feel like I'm being guided to by the Gods but just wanted to see if it's really true or just my mind again

 

[FlameGhost]

I've started seeing and thinking about the number 7:06 or 7:06 P.M., does that have any particular meaning?

 

[FlameGhost]

I've definitely been hearing in a somewhat robotic voice: "submit", "you are Yehuborim", but mostly it's been the "submit" nonstop... very annoying, though I am feeling much more grounded.. I've also been seeing their faces, a few times pretty vividly while I wasn't even trying to meditate, just with my eyes closed... Either way I'm just trying to get closer to Satan and the Gods.

Also I'm not sure if this is correct, but when we say say "Hail <God Name>" is it true that we are invoking the energy of that specific God? Like is the "Hail" part the invocation of that energy? It's something I feel like I'm being guided to by the Gods but just wanted to see if it's really true or just my mind again

I once purified water with one of the runes, (this is before I know about using herbs and their benefits) and it really cleaned me out for a bit, but shortly after I felt a wave of that anxiety and it's almost like it vibrated, saying that "I'm Yehuborim" and yes, it's truly annoying. It seems like that's their go to thing after I rid myself of every other crazy doubt they try to slap in me.

I've recently been vibrating the Rituals into specific areas of my body/soul, such as my crown or 7th Chakra, and then to the rest, which has helped me to relax a bit. I know that chakra rules the mind. Maybe that will help you too, perhaps in your 7th or 6th Chakra since the 6th Chakra rules telepathic communication.

I haven't gotten an answer yet for my question, but I think I can assume that when you start fighting against the enemy, they're normally going to respond more in kind. It seems quite natural for that to be the case, so if you haven't been into this for a while and haven't advanced much like me, I've read enough that you're going to get some flack until you advance enough to shed each doubt and empower yourself.

For the "Hail <God Name>", I know that when you say that or simply their name, it gets their attention. I would say the "Hail" bit is more for praise and formality, much like some of the things in the dedication and other rituals are. Also, is you look at this page https://www.templeofzeus.org/DEMONOLATRY.html it mentions using candles and other things for a formal summoning ritual, I would say that, from this, while you do get their attention by calling their name; it's up to them for if or how much they'll be helping you or giving you energy.

The site also says that the Gods will come to help us as we progress, most of the site mentions about us growing and empowering ourselves and in that manner, getting closer to the Gods. So they do assist us, but the idea is for us to help ourselves to grow.

 

[FlameGhost]

My girlfriend keeps giving me shit for trying to "find balance" as I put it...
Detox this, wah wah that...
Brothers and sisters, how do I deal with her shit and find my balance?
I'm not seeking approval (hint), just support and guidance...

I don't think there is much advice that can be given here except to practice void meditation and try to relax where or when possible https://www.templeofzeus.org/Satanic_Void_Meditation.html.

If she is giving you shit for trying to advance and do things for yourself for which is really just a little bit of time out of the day with all things considered, I don't want to sound inconsiderate, but you should question if such a relationship is really worth it, I am actually speaking a bit from experience here, not this exact situation, but, it helps to consider yourself and your own growth more. Here is what the Zevios Metathronos also has said about things like that. https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=67247

 

[FlameGhost]

My girlfriend keeps giving me shit for trying to "find balance" as I put it...
Detox this, wah wah that...
Brothers and sisters, how do I deal with her shit and find my balance?
I'm not seeking approval (hint), just support and guidance...

Although, without knowing exactly what you mean by "find balance" I'm not sure how much more can be said about that. I'm mostly assuming that you mean "advancing" by that.

I'm sorry if that's not the case and please correct me if I'm wrong.

 

[BrightSpace666]

I've started seeing and thinking about the number 7:06 or 7:06 P.M., does that have any particular meaning?

It could be Numerology, but it could also be the sum of the number 13, which is one of Satan's numbers.

 

[BrightSpace666]

My girlfriend keeps giving me shit for trying to "find balance" as I put it...
Detox this, wah wah that...
Brothers and sisters, how do I deal with her shit and find my balance?
I'm not seeking approval (hint), just support and guidance...

Sit down and talk to her. You both need to know what is right for you. Talk everything through, because that's the only way to find common ground. You need to decide what is hurting and nurturing your relationship.

 

[BrightSpace666]

my brain is just so frazzled from recent events

it looks like HC is pumping out some heavy hitting articles and I feel like I'm really missing out by not having the brain space to read these sermons he's putting so much heart into...

Find balance within yourself and start to grow spiritually through Meditation. Open your soul to the higher dimensions, start moving on the Path of Perfection and open your Consciousness.

Don't worry, just do it.

 

[Асуря]

My girlfriend keeps giving me shit for trying to "find balance" as I put it...
Detox this, wah wah that...
Brothers and sisters, how do I deal with her shit and find my balance?
I'm not seeking approval (hint), just support and guidance...

Sit down and talk to her. You both need to know what is right for you. Talk everything through, because that's the only way to find common ground. You need to decide what is hurting and nurturing your relationship.

Were a lot more okay now. She just left after spending a couple nights. I wanted to make a thread to say this but I think I can pull it off as just another post here.

When I see her totally unguard side it makes me sad to know that I can't protect her from every single thing and ultimately her safety is in Satan's hands.

Although the thought of a malefic force that exists would seek to hurt that... that summons the initiations of a primal roar within me that could only come out before battle. Satan and all our gods know who's who and who deserves what level of protection. It's always been that way and always will.

 

[Clayface]

I have trouble going to bed at a the right time and getting up at the right time, every time I try to get my bedtime right something so mysteriously keeps me from being able to
please help

I think there is some mysterious force that kept me from doing Rituals and cleaning my aura the last two weeks and I don't know what to do

 

[BrightSpace666]

I have trouble going to bed at a the right time and getting up at the right time, every time I try to get my bedtime right something so mysteriously keeps me from being able to
please help

I think there is some mysterious force that kept me from doing Rituals and cleaning my aura the last two weeks and I don't know what to do

In this respect, a lifestyle change is needed. Know that you can do it, and don't let yourself be talked out of it. Don't change your mind, whatever distracts you, make up your mind. The Aura needs to be cleansed daily, but doing Rituals is a personal matter. Do it when it suits you, or when you have time, but Rituals should be done actively, for example for the liberating effect.

 

[Асуря]

I have trouble going to bed at a the right time and getting up at the right time, every time I try to get my bedtime right something so mysteriously keeps me from being able to
please help

I think there is some mysterious force that kept me from doing Rituals and cleaning my aura the last two weeks and I don't know what to do

make sure it's not The Gods trying to teach you some sort of Karmic lesson. Could it be?

However I do feel for you... It can feel so defeating to never surmount one task/obstacle. Don't give up! Maybe that's the lesson just don't give up!

 

[AlexElPM]

Can the gods use physical mediums to communicate with you??

For example: you suddenly discover a song that is very related to your current situation or to a subject on your mind. Or a image. Or a random text like a poem

Its obvious that not everything will be a signal but there are some things that I dont think they are coincidence

I’m right or I’m being paranoic???

 

[Асуря]

Can the gods use physical mediums to communicate with you??

For example: you suddenly discover a song that is very related to your current situation or to a subject on your mind. Or a image. Or a random text like a poem

Its obvious that not everything will be a signal but there are some things that I dont think they are coincidence

I’m right or I’m being paranoic???

I've had comically comforting experiences of kinetic/electrical disruptions while the Gods were with me

 

[Clayface]

I have trouble rolling my rs during Ritual and I want to know if I can do something about it or is it the way I'm built?

and is there a fast way to clean chakras for my daily meditation? (I like the suggestion of vibrating through blankets but I think silent is better)

 

[BrightSpace666]

I have trouble rolling my rs during Ritual and I want to know if I can do something about it or is it the way I'm built?

and is there a fast way to clean chakras for my daily meditation? (I like the suggestion of vibrating through blankets but I think silent is better)

You can do a quick Chakra cleanse by visualizing all your Chakras, including the smaller ones, at once, rather than one by one in a bright, powerful way. I do this when I want to speed things up.

 

[FlameGhost]

I've started seeing and thinking about the number 7:06 or 7:06 P.M., does that have any particular meaning?

It could be Numerology, but it could also be the sum of the number 13, which is one of Satan's numbers.

Thank you, I guess that could be another thing.

I was wondering if it somehow adds up to 666, since if you look at it as a time period and you count up from 6:60 before it turns 7:00.

 

[Clayface]

I have trouble rolling my rs during Ritual and I want to know if I can do something about it or is it the way I'm built?

and is there a fast way to clean chakras for my daily meditation? (I like the suggestion of vibrating through blankets but I think silent is better)

You can do a quick Chakra cleanse by visualizing all your Chakras, including the smaller ones, at once, rather than one by one in a bright, powerful way. I do this when I want to speed things up.

I can only do one chakra at a time because i suffer from heavy aphantasia, can you suggest somthing else?

I want to tell you about somthing that happened to me this morning because I woke up at 4:30 and I felt a heat on my body and I began to sweat a little and I felt a lot of acid in my stomach also I was full of energy like I could get up and start my day from that point and I was also really horny
I tell it here because I think it was not natural since I don't drink anything that gives me energy before going to bed
Please tell me what happened

 

[BrightSpace666]

I have trouble rolling my rs during Ritual and I want to know if I can do something about it or is it the way I'm built?

and is there a fast way to clean chakras for my daily meditation? (I like the suggestion of vibrating through blankets but I think silent is better)

You can do a quick Chakra cleanse by visualizing all your Chakras, including the smaller ones, at once, rather than one by one in a bright, powerful way. I do this when I want to speed things up.

I can only do one chakra at a time because i suffer from heavy aphantasia, can you suggest somthing else?

I want to tell you about somthing that happened to me this morning because I woke up at 4:30 and I felt a heat on my body and I began to sweat a little and I felt a lot of acid in my stomach also I was full of energy like I could get up and start my day from that point and I was also really horny
I tell it here because I think it was not natural since I don't drink anything that gives me energy before going to bed
Please tell me what happened

How are you doing with your Sacral chakra? It's possible that something has caused the Chakra to become intense, or too intense by default. This could also explain the sexual hunger. Unfortunately, I cannot give you any other advice about the faster Chakra Cleaning at the moment.

 

[Dahaarkan]

Can the gods use physical mediums to communicate with you??

For example: you suddenly discover a song that is very related to your current situation or to a subject on your mind. Or a image. Or a random text like a poem

Its obvious that not everything will be a signal but there are some things that I dont think they are coincidence

I’m right or I’m being paranoic???

It's extremely rare for the gods to intrude or contact you first. But in the rare cases where this may happen, the old gods will communicate in a way you can understand. This really depends on how open your senses are.

In my experience, and from what I've observed from testimonies, the gods do not dabble in cryptic messages or pointless interactions, and will communicate to you in a way they know you will understand them and their message. Cryptic or strange visions, dreams or signals are often from opposing entities.

I'm often threatened in dreams and such, such intrusions are not from the gods. It's hard to explain it, but interaction with the old gods feels differently from interaction with other entities. There is a certain warmth, almost a feel of floating, your mind calms and you lose focus on whatever you were doing. Though that is simply my experience.


Again, very rare that the gods will intrude uninvited, this has never happened to me and I've yet to see testimony of this from any credible sources besides maybe clergy insinuating it on some very rare occasions.

 

[Асуря]

I think i'm very addicted to multiple things i play video games a lot and drink a lot of caffeine it feels weird not to do it but the things in those games are very appealing to me visually not sure what i should do i worked very hard on one of those games with a sort of project i've been working on i think i saw what is in the game now earlier in life before i actually have it now what are your guy's thoughts on clairvoyance and time travel cause this seems a bit weird to me even if it is explainable.

Get your folks to sign you up for some Jiu Jitsu. That will be a new video game (kind of) and the exercise will help you slow down on caffeine. Also be sure to get plenty of sunlight.