Spiritual attack or test?

[abwiehahn]

Hi guys. I have something happening to me rather frequently... I'm not exactly new to Satanism that is to say that as a adolescent teen I did the dedication ritual as a promise to Satan. When I was nineteen (19) I had the mother of all visions so much so that I turned away and back to Christianity after which I couldn't stop myself from learning and understanding Satanism and the occult. I am now twenty seven (27) and recently have done the dedication ritual as an adult as I have learned about the Xian lies. Since then I keep having these horrible nightmares about either children I don't know or some that I do, about them being possessed by Father Satan and they then try and harm me and possess me or something of the sort... It's really frightening at times. I wake up and my head is wrecked for the entire day. The most recent being the worst so far. They just get worse. I can feel this intense horrible power that leaves me paralyzed for a few minutes when I wake. The most recent one however I woke up and said out aloud that I love Father Satan. A couple days before this most recent dream I had a violent incident where I woke up in the early hours of the morning throwing up so badly that at one stage I was retching for what felt like ten minutes and I was battling to breathe that I was blacking out, this continued the entire day, I couldn't even keep water down. I genuinely thought I was going to die, at which I made peace with my maker, Father Satan and accepted that that I would go to hell if I died. What I want to know from someone else, other than myself, is, is this Father Satan punishing me for being disobedient and turning away those years ago or is this "God" scaring me trying to get me to turn away from the truth? Or... Is this Father Satan testing my faith? Please advise!?

 

[talonjackman]

Satan is definitely NOT punishing you, this is huge attacks on you by the enemy, nothing else. You need to make sure and do your Aura cleaning, Aura of protection, and possibly a banishing ritual if you deem it necessary.
How to Clean Your Aura  Aura Of Protection  Banishing Ritual  

 

[kendallnight8]

Father Satan does NOT do that!
Your so called "God" of a thoughtform is the one doing this to you.

Father Satan doesn't possess some random person and go on and try to harm anyone!

The grays are known to possess, change "forms" and harm the possessor or the one near them.

FATHER SATAN IS THE BEST GOD AND CREATOR EVER!


HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

 

[Gerecht Ror1]

Father Satan will NEVER punish you with horrible feelings like you described! This is the enemy trying to convince you Satan is "bad".
If you do a mistake, He will help to correct you. If you have been fooled by the enemy, and later realized your mistake, go on ,studi the Truth and mostly REPROGRAM you mind by reading Exposign Christianity and the JoS more than once. If your unconscious mind has been deeply imbedded with xian filth, that seems the case, you need to deprogram intensely and this will help to overcome bad dreams and attacks; all of this comes from the enemy.
Have a look to a couple of motivational videos I made - if you feel something "bad" watching them, you still need to deprogram by studying and by meditating on daily basis.
 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4wUnnX0b0bw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HqlxvG-VqAM
 
 


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Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Spiritual attack or test?


 


Hi guys. I have something happening to me rather frequently... I'm not exactly new to Satanism that is to say that as a adolescent teen I did the dedication ritual as a promise to Satan. When I was nineteen (19) I had the mother of all visions so much so that I turned away and back to Christianity after which I couldn't stop myself from learning and understanding Satanism and the occult. I am now twenty seven (27) and recently have done the dedication ritual as an adult as I have learned about the Xian lies. Since then I keep having these horrible nightmares about either children I don't know or some that I do, about them being possessed by Father Satan and they then try and harm me and possess me or something of the sort... It's really frightening at times. I wake up and my head is wrecked for the entire day. The most recent being the worst so far. They just get worse. I can feel this intense horrible power that leaves me paralyzed for a few minutes when I wake. The most recent one however I woke up and said out aloud that I love Father Satan. A couple days before this most recent dream I had a violent incident where I woke up in the early hours of the morning throwing up so badly that at one stage I was retching for what felt like ten minutes and I was battling to breathe that I was blacking out, this continued the entire day, I couldn't even keep water down. I genuinely thought I was going to die, at which I made peace with my maker, Father Satan and accepted that that I would go to hell if I died. What I want to know from someone else, other than myself, is, is this Father Satan punishing me for being disobedient and turning away those years ago or is this "God" scaring me trying to get me to turn away from the truth? Or... Is this Father Satan testing my faith? Please advise!?