thisisafalsealias
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If you cant handle cringe today skip this whole post... It only really applies to one person and will not be posted again but is important..
I just need to have this all said just in case I cant in the future for some reason. Theres someone on here, a girl whose name sounds like a bell pronounced who spoke to me by chance and called me "kinda cute" on a foreign-to-JoS social media site I think like 4 years ago afrer I made an account with my face and added a bunch of certain Satanic kinda people and others. Well anyways I understand thar it all seems unlikely but I seriously havent been able to get you or that conversation out of my head and I know myself more than well enough to know that I am not goinf to be able to and since I cant message you or email or whatever I just think I am going to tell you that because without any closure I will not move on. I have only ever used magic and mysticism and not physical force, convienence or relentless materialistic pursuit to find those I have loved and you feel like a fairytale to me because of that. But I cant put my whole heart on hold for a myth. Please if even just to reject me email me at false@yahoo-com (in full .com) you just need to know the truth and that if that was you then nobody will love you as much as i would and since ive never gotten too btoken up over rejection you just need to know how much of an acyual inspiration of a person to me you were as a personality. Again i understand this is unrealistic by normal standards but if i never see/hear from you again (im sure you are reading this and remember) i am going to assume you havent rejected me because you dont want to lie, but i might have to move on in this life abd just pray to know you in the next. Either that or for some reason i angered you or you think i would be angry because a guy did that to you before. If you are reading this, i just hope you win the lottery and live forever because i think you deserve all the love in the world and i would do anything for you still. I would so rather you than settle for some idiot the jews would prefer that i would prefer to fight for the idea of you than move on. I wish i could just move to your city and pray to run into you again but i cannot for special circumstance reasons and that is kind of extreme when its so out of the way. It may be crazy and retarded but i at least love you for all the right reasons and maybe should have just told you earlier. But at least now you will see I just hope you exist because I love you and not so that I can.
I just need to have this all said just in case I cant in the future for some reason. Theres someone on here, a girl whose name sounds like a bell pronounced who spoke to me by chance and called me "kinda cute" on a foreign-to-JoS social media site I think like 4 years ago afrer I made an account with my face and added a bunch of certain Satanic kinda people and others. Well anyways I understand thar it all seems unlikely but I seriously havent been able to get you or that conversation out of my head and I know myself more than well enough to know that I am not goinf to be able to and since I cant message you or email or whatever I just think I am going to tell you that because without any closure I will not move on. I have only ever used magic and mysticism and not physical force, convienence or relentless materialistic pursuit to find those I have loved and you feel like a fairytale to me because of that. But I cant put my whole heart on hold for a myth. Please if even just to reject me email me at false@yahoo-com (in full .com) you just need to know the truth and that if that was you then nobody will love you as much as i would and since ive never gotten too btoken up over rejection you just need to know how much of an acyual inspiration of a person to me you were as a personality. Again i understand this is unrealistic by normal standards but if i never see/hear from you again (im sure you are reading this and remember) i am going to assume you havent rejected me because you dont want to lie, but i might have to move on in this life abd just pray to know you in the next. Either that or for some reason i angered you or you think i would be angry because a guy did that to you before. If you are reading this, i just hope you win the lottery and live forever because i think you deserve all the love in the world and i would do anything for you still. I would so rather you than settle for some idiot the jews would prefer that i would prefer to fight for the idea of you than move on. I wish i could just move to your city and pray to run into you again but i cannot for special circumstance reasons and that is kind of extreme when its so out of the way. It may be crazy and retarded but i at least love you for all the right reasons and maybe should have just told you earlier. But at least now you will see I just hope you exist because I love you and not so that I can.
