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 Hello everyone, it's Chris again. I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. I've been taking a very long break from satanism so I could give myself some time to enjoy myself. I have been stalling my last chakra meditation for the base chakra for a good while. I feel that I have to do something first. I don't know what it is but anytime I try to finish the 40 day program something prevents me from finishing, or maybe it's just me. I have a lot of influence around me to smoke weed and have no private time once so ever. So that's a very bad combination for me to meditate and not get in my own way. I am not sure if I should just break until I get a good environment, but maybe it will be harder for me if I wait. I try to ask father Satan for what I should do, but I don't really know. My situation is a bit sticky right now, but I am just lost on my standing. I wish I had a guide to lead me through some of these obstacles, but that's the way life is. Anyway, what I am asking is whether if it's just really my fault that I am not trying hard enough or if my senses are correct? 
Thank you all,Hail Satan.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

You can always enjoy yourself on your "off time" without taking a "break" from Satanism. But then again, that's your choice. 
It's also your choice on how to word your post. It says a lot about where your mental space is at. Read your post again.It seems as if you're looking for an outside reason or excuse to not meditate or participate in Satanism.
Not everyone has "ideal" environments in which to meditate. What matters is that you try and do your best.
Hail Satan.

On Sunday, July 22, 2018, 7:10:03 a.m. EDT, mcychris2002@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

   Hello everyone, it's Chris again. I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. I've been taking a very long break from satanism so I could give myself some time to enjoy myself. I have been stalling my last chakra meditation for the base chakra for a good while. I feel that I have to do something first. I don't know what it is but anytime I try to finish the 40 day program something prevents me from finishing, or maybe it's just me. I have a lot of influence around me to smoke weed and have no private time once so ever. So that's a very bad combination for me to meditate and not get in my own way. I am not sure if I should just break until I get a good environment, but maybe it will be harder for me if I wait. I try to ask father Satan for what I should do, but I don't really know. My situation is a bit sticky right now, but I am just lost on my standing. I wish I had a guide to lead me through some of these obstacles, but that's the way life is. Anyway, what I am asking is whether if it's just really my fault that I am not trying hard enough or if my senses are correct? 
Thank you all,Hail Satan.

 

[joelnewton181]

Dude I will tell you I'm in a very similar situation. Family and *former* friends have been quite the influence in setting me back from my path. Especially weed. At times I see that these people sort of become human vessels for the enemy to influence them and set me back, then sometimes it can be me. I recently got the opportunity to break free and really leave this current life behind.
I will tell that FATE is very real and something I've seen in my own life. All these people you know, meet and come in contact with you form a karma with them for better or for worse. And in my case it was for worse, in the most harmful and painful ways. Had I not been a Satanist I would have been COMPLETELY fucked. But thanks to Satan I have a sense of purpose.   
Keep on pushing in the end you'll win! Strive to do freedom workings(These can be hard to even start in some cases), and daily affirmations as soon as you wake up(while your subconscious mind is still receptive). With my routine I only currently have time for the daily affirmations(THEY WORK WONDERS). Most of your life is based on habits and routines. These rarely change unless you act to change them(workings, affirmations... etc.). Relying solely on your will power won't work as sometimes your habits in this life(laziness, lack of aversion towards challenges, apathy towards your life as a whole...) come from past lives, even the passivity you may have with people, weed, drugs and etc. 
So to answer your question start with stating small short affirmations and a combination of them three times each as soon as you wake up. And focus and visualize the outcome and you will see your life habits change before your eyes. Keep at it beyond forty days. Once that's done add a MUNKA working and do it for forty days. Aim at resolving the issues fully. 
Here are a few links that should really help... 
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... _Soul.html

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ching.html

http://web.archive.org/web/201509150633 ... _Soul.html

http://web.archive.org/web/201509151254 ... rself.html

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... _Back.html

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/THOSE.html

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... nesia.html

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... EOPLE.html

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... acles.html



---In [email protected], <magus.immortalis@... wrote :

You can always enjoy yourself on your "off time" without taking a "break" from Satanism. But then again, that's your choice. 
It's also your choice on how to word your post. It says a lot about where your mental space is at. Read your post again.It seems as if you're looking for an outside reason or excuse to not meditate or participate in Satanism.
Not everyone has "ideal" environments in which to meditate. What matters is that you try and do your best.
Hail Satan.

On Sunday, July 22, 2018, 7:10:03 a.m. EDT, mcychris2002@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  Hello everyone, it's Chris again. I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. I've been taking a very long break from satanism so I could give myself some time to enjoy myself. I have been stalling my last chakra meditation for the base chakra for a good while. I feel that I have to do something first. I don't know what it is but anytime I try to finish the 40 day program something prevents me from finishing, or maybe it's just me. I have a lot of influence around me to smoke weed and have no private time once so ever. So that's a very bad combination for me to meditate and not get in my own way. I am not sure if I should just break until I get a good environment, but maybe it will be harder for me if I wait. I try to ask father Satan for what I should do, but I don't really know. My situation is a bit sticky right now, but I am just lost on my standing. I wish I had a guide to lead me through some of these obstacles, but that's the way life is. Anyway, what I am asking is whether if it's just really my fault that I am not trying hard enough or if my senses are correct? 
Thank you all,Hail Satan.

 

[mike champanga]

greetings  I just wanna consult from you if its really real I joined the brotherhood of Ave satanas  and I paid $266 US dollars for the registration but guess what the headquarters of the brotherhood told me at any member of the brotherhood who has provided is password before 24 hour's is an evidence of limited so at I should pay another money which which they called royalty prove so is this true Ave satanas.

On Jul 24, 2018 12:34 PM, "joelnewton181@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Dude I will tell you I'm in a very similar situation. Family and *former* friends have been quite the influence in setting me back from my path. Especially weed. At times I see that these people sort of become human vessels for the enemy to influence them and set me back, then sometimes it can be me. I recently got the opportunity to break free and really leave this current life behind.
I will tell that FATE is very real and something I've seen in my own life. All these people you know, meet and come in contact with you form a karma with them for better or for worse. And in my case it was for worse, in the most harmful and painful ways. Had I not been a Satanist I would have been COMPLETELY fucked. But thanks to Satan I have a sense of purpose.   
Keep on pushing in the end you'll win! Strive to do freedom workings(These can be hard to even start in some cases), and daily affirmations as soon as you wake up(while your subconscious mind is still receptive). With my routine I only currently have time for the daily affirmations(THEY WORK WONDERS). Most of your life is based on habits and routines. These rarely change unless you act to change them(workings, affirmations... etc.). Relying solely on your will power won't work as sometimes your habits in this life(laziness, lack of aversion towards challenges, apathy towards your life as a whole...) come from past lives, even the passivity you may have with people, weed, drugs and etc. 
So to answer your question start with stating small short affirmations and a combination of them three times each as soon as you wake up. And focus and visualize the outcome and you will see your life habits change before your eyes. Keep at it beyond forty days. Once that's done add a MUNKA working and do it for forty days. Aim at resolving the issues fully. 
Here are a few links that should really help... 
http://www.angelfire.com/ empire/serpentis666/Freeing_ the_Soul.html

http://www.angelfire.com/ empire/serpentis666/Detaching. html

http://web.archive.org/web/ 20150915063320/http://www. angelfire.com/ hailtosatansvictory666/ Freeing_the_Soul.html

http://web.archive.org/web/ 20150915125423/http://www. angelfire.com/ hailtosatansvictory666/ Protecting_Yourself.html

http://www.angelfire.com/ empire/serpentis666/Fighting_ Back.html

http://www.angelfire.com/ empire/serpentis666/THOSE.html

http://www.angelfire.com/ empire/serpentis666/Past_Life_ Amnesia.html

http://www.angelfire.com/ empire/serpentis666/PEOPLE. html

http://www.angelfire.com/ empire/serpentis666/ Overcoming_Obstacles.html



---In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], <magus.immortalis@... wrote :

You can always enjoy yourself on your "off time" without taking a "break" from Satanism. But then again, that's your choice. 
It's also your choice on how to word your post. It says a lot about where your mental space is at. Read your post again.It seems as if you're looking for an outside reason or excuse to not meditate or participate in Satanism.
Not everyone has "ideal" environments in which to meditate. What matters is that you try and do your best.
Hail Satan.

On Sunday, July 22, 2018, 7:10:03 a.m. EDT, mcychris2002@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  Hello everyone, it's Chris again. I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. I've been taking a very long break from satanism so I could give myself some time to enjoy myself. I have been stalling my last chakra meditation for the base chakra for a good while. I feel that I have to do something first. I don't know what it is but anytime I try to finish the 40 day program something prevents me from finishing, or maybe it's just me. I have a lot of influence around me to smoke weed and have no private time once so ever. So that's a very bad combination for me to meditate and not get in my own way. I am not sure if I should just break until I get a good environment, but maybe it will be harder for me if I wait. I try to ask father Satan for what I should do, but I don't really know. My situation is a bit sticky right now, but I am just lost on my standing. I wish I had a guide to lead me through some of these obstacles, but that's the way life is. Anyway, what I am asking is whether if it's just really my fault that I am not trying hard enough or if my senses are correct? 
Thank you all,Hail Satan.

 

[Jeremy M]

You should never have to pay for occult knowledge from “brotherhoods” or whatever. Satan doesn’t want a price to be put on spiritual knowledge. The Gods gave humanity spiritual knowledge and it’s crucial for our evolution.
Anyways, the JoyofSatan.org is the true way to Satan and has the power meditations to reach the godhead. It teaches what True Satanism is about without a price or “limited access”. 

On Jul 24, 2018, at 5:19 AM, mike champanga mikechampanga37@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  greetings  I just wanna consult from you if its really real I joined the brotherhood of Ave satanas  and I paid $266 US dollars for the registration but guess what the headquarters of the brotherhood told me at any member of the brotherhood who has provided is password before 24 hour's is an evidence of limited so at I should pay another money which which they called royalty prove so is this true Ave satanas. On Jul 24, 2018 12:34 PM, "joelnewton181@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Dude I will tell you I'm in a very similar situation. Family and *former* friends have been quite the influence in setting me back from my path. Especially weed. At times I see that these people sort of become human vessels for the enemy to influence them and set me back, then sometimes it can be me. I recently got the opportunity to break free and really leave this current life behind.
I will tell that FATE is very real and something I've seen in my own life. All these people you know, meet and come in contact with you form a karma with them for better or for worse. And in my case it was for worse, in the most harmful and painful ways. Had I not been a Satanist I would have been COMPLETELY fucked. But thanks to Satan I have a sense of purpose.   
Keep on pushing in the end you'll win! Strive to do freedom workings(These can be hard to even start in some cases), and daily affirmations as soon as you wake up(while your subconscious mind is still receptive). With my routine I only currently have time for the daily affirmations(THEY WORK WONDERS). Most of your life is based on habits and routines. These rarely change unless you act to change them(workings, affirmations... etc.). Relying solely on your will power won't work as sometimes your habits in this life(laziness, lack of aversion towards challenges, apathy towards your life as a whole...) come from past lives, even the passivity you may have with people, weed, drugs and etc. 
So to answer your question start with stating small short affirmations and a combination of them three times each as soon as you wake up. And focus and visualize the outcome and you will see your life habits change before your eyes. Keep at it beyond forty days. Once that's done add a MUNKA working and do it for forty days. Aim at resolving the issues fully. 
Here are a few links that should really help... 
http://www.angelfire.com/ empire/serpentis666/Freeing_ the_Soul.html

http://www.angelfire.com/ empire/serpentis666/Detaching. html

http://web.archive.org/web/ 20150915063320/http://www. angelfire.com/ hailtosatansvictory666/ Freeing_the_Soul.html

http://web.archive.org/web/ 20150915125423/http://www. angelfire.com/ hailtosatansvictory666/ Protecting_Yourself.html

http://www.angelfire.com/ empire/serpentis666/Fighting_ Back.html

http://www.angelfire.com/ empire/serpentis666/THOSE.html

http://www.angelfire.com/ empire/serpentis666/Past_Life_ Amnesia.html

http://www.angelfire.com/ empire/serpentis666/PEOPLE. html

http://www.angelfire.com/ empire/serpentis666/ Overcoming_Obstacles.html



---In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], <magus.immortalis@... wrote :

You can always enjoy yourself on your "off time" without taking a "break" from Satanism. But then again, that's your choice. 
It's also your choice on how to word your post. It says a lot about where your mental space is at. Read your post again.It seems as if you're looking for an outside reason or excuse to not meditate or participate in Satanism.
Not everyone has "ideal" environments in which to meditate. What matters is that you try and do your best.
Hail Satan.

On Sunday, July 22, 2018, 7:10:03 a.m. EDT, mcychris2002@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  Hello everyone, it's Chris again. I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. I've been taking a very long break from satanism so I could give myself some time to enjoy myself. I have been stalling my last chakra meditation for the base chakra for a good while. I feel that I have to do something first. I don't know what it is but anytime I try to finish the 40 day program something prevents me from finishing, or maybe it's just me. I have a lot of influence around me to smoke weed and have no private time once so ever. So that's a very bad combination for me to meditate and not get in my own way. I am not sure if I should just break until I get a good environment, but maybe it will be harder for me if I wait. I try to ask father Satan for what I should do, but I don't really know. My situation is a bit sticky right now, but I am just lost on my standing. I wish I had a guide to lead me through some of these obstacles, but that's the way life is. Anyway, what I am asking is whether if it's just really my fault that I am not trying hard enough or if my senses are correct? 
Thank you all,Hail Satan.

 

[jakefarrell40]

Bad news, Ave Satanas is bullshit. As they used to say where I come from..."you've been taken to the back shed and sheered like a sheep"!

The only true way to Satan is Spiritual Satanism. But don't worry, that's where you are now. Forget about the past, read www.exposingchristianity.com and consider if you want to dedicate your soul to Satan.

Joy of Satan Ministries at: www.joyofsatan.org

 

[Taol]

@mike you are being ripped off. Anyone with a bullshit policy like that will giveyou absolutely nothing but just use that money for themselves.

If it was a donation you cant order your money back but if it was a purchase id def do so. THAT is a lot of money.

If you are genuinely interested in satanism read joyofsatan.org and dedicate. The path from there is up to you.

None of us require payment. So all the info is free. And questions are okay to ask. Just dont ask retarded ones pls.

 

[[email protected]]

 Thank you for the information. I will try to use the affirmations to try and make it a bit easier for me. I feel as if the enemy is clouding my judgement. It's just way too coincidental that when I finally have ran out of weed and want to work on myself spiritually. Something just comes up and it's really annoying. Believe me, I hate making excuses. Because there shouldn't be any at all. My situation just makes it very difficult for me to find the private time to meditate or to just not smoke weed. I am a person that has tons of empathy and a heart deep down inside. So when I say the word "No" to any of the weed my family offers makes me feel weird. I feel weird because I feel better than them, when I am not. Most of my family smokes weed (I mean MOST) so it isn't odd for them to just come about giving me some more. The timing, however, makes me beg to question if it's the enemy holding me back. I will try to use the all purpose affirmation to stop every obstacle that is preventing me from happiness. My definition of happiness is privacy, money and spiritual progress. If I have 2/3 of those things then I shouldn't have an excuse. Though, it takes money for me to get privacy. Or maybe not, maybe the issue will resolve in another way that doesn't involve money.
Only one way to find out, Hail Satan.