hi there people i need sum advice as im new 2 our religion, i'll keep it simple, basically i'v always new i had sum sort of power i did a day spell in th garden cuz wd needed a lil money 4 me & my ex girl friend in 2000 i didnt av all th herbs but got th pepermint fom toothpaste & mint sweets that contained it got every thing needed,in 1 day cast it, th next day she found a gold sovrign in th garden, we cashed it & got a value of $160 in £money as im in UK England. 10 days ago i dedacated my whole bieng 2 FATHER SATEN, & since then its all been so amazing that so many things r bieng told 2 me & feels so right, after th dedacation ritual i knew father woz in my bedroom i left th candle dat woz bought set in a cup, i ad th light on lying in bed watchhng it on my mantle piece & th candle suddenly like went completly liquide & 2 colums of flame went up 1foot high! and stayed there, i was'nt at al scared but happy, i felt a feeling dat i was bieng watched from th other side of th room & of true love & i felt so calm & loved like a baby, & went 2 sleep. Ny way a lot has happened since then in such a short time, my question is this...i called th crown princes midnight ,halloween ,i went home from th party ,me friends r undestanding as i sed i'd b bak, i then offered my gifts said my prayers ,did everything 2 th letter , pertitioned my letter of th person that keeps hurting me over th past year & longer asked 4 justice what i want them 2 do 2 him, did th revenge ritual but got really carried away just let it all out, bent me anthem as i was stabbing th preyr/request 2 burn it which obviously i did when i eventualy pinned it with my anthem, th question is i opened my journal which is just a tempory 1 as its not black, my 3 demones that i have contacted their siglils have got loads of stab marks thru them, cuz i did'nt realise that they and th summening preyer 2 Saten 2 intruduce me 2 other demon/ess where in there, also stab marked, they are all undamaged my feelings r that it is good as i'v given Father and the demon/ess in question this energy/power. Am i right? or is this dissrespectable? shall i re write paint th prayre/sigils? Lol Michael
