Skeptical These Days

[hungryjohn59]

I can't help but be a little skeptical these days about not just Satanism, but all religious beliefs.

I'm not saying this to get people mad at me, but out of a genuine sense of confusion. I mean, when you look at all the different beliefs out there, with everyone saying their religion is the only true one, things can get just a bit confusing. Even in a recent search of Satanic groups, I found over a thousand all claiming to be the only ones that follow Father Satan's teachings.

Adding to that, at nearly 50 years of age, I have never felt, seen, or heard the presence of any being other than human or animal. Nothing spiritual in any way,shape or form.

So it makes me wonder; Am I cursed by all the Gods? Just ignored perhaps? Or perhaps I'm just fooling myself by believing in something outside myself? Do others ever feel the way I do? Do others have the same doubts and concerns as myself?

I guess what I'm really asking is, if there truly a God of any kind, why is it that after all my years of prayer and meditation, I have never had even a fleeting bit of contact with any God, Demon,or anything else you wish to list. It's gotten to be quite a bit frustrating for me.

 

[egon_88_666]

Read all in joyofsatan.orgIn order to hear and see the Gods you have to open yourself astraly.

--- In [email protected], <hungryjohn59@... wrote:

I can't help but be a little skeptical these days about not just Satanism, but all religious beliefs.

I'm not saying this to get people mad at me, but out of a genuine sense of confusion. I mean, when you look at all the different beliefs out there, with everyone saying their religion is the only true one, things can get just a bit confusing. Even in a recent search of Satanic groups, I found over a thousand all claiming to be the only ones that follow Father Satan's teachings.

Adding to that, at nearly 50 years of age, I have never felt, seen, or heard the presence of any being other than human or animal. Nothing spiritual in any way,shape or form.

So it makes me wonder; Am I cursed by all the Gods? Just ignored perhaps? Or perhaps I'm just fooling myself by believing in something outside myself? Do others ever feel the way I do? Do others have the same doubts and concerns as myself?

I guess what I'm really asking is, if there truly a God of any kind, why is it that after all my years of prayer and meditation, I have never had even a fleeting bit of contact with any God, Demon,or anything else you wish to list. It's gotten to be quite a bit frustrating for me.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Maybe you need to meditate more and work on your clairaudient and clairvoyant (minor) chakras.It's more then likely that the Gods have sent signs, helped you out many times, and this flew over your head. Keeping a journal of all good things that have happened to you since you dedicated to Lord Satan is the work of Lord Satan and your GDs.Could also be you need to step up your game and participate in spiritual warfare. Those who care for Lord Satan's cause and take action towards it, the Gods make time for.
What meditations have you been doing all these years? The ones from JOS? Your soul should have been so opened by now that you would have sensed the Gods, unless you have not been working on your meditation program and advancing it, and therefore advancing yourself.


From: "hungryjohn59@..." <hungryjohn59@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, August 31, 2013 1:14:41 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Skeptical These Days

  I can't help but be a little skeptical these days about not just Satanism, but all religious beliefs.

I'm not saying this to get people mad at me, but out of a genuine sense of confusion. I mean, when you look at all the different beliefs out there, with everyone saying their religion is the only true one, things can get just a bit confusing. Even in a recent search of Satanic groups, I found over a thousand all claiming to be the only ones that follow Father Satan's teachings.

Adding to that, at nearly 50 years of age, I have never felt, seen, or heard the presence of any being other than human or animal. Nothing spiritual in any way,shape or form.

So it makes me wonder; Am I cursed by all the Gods? Just ignored perhaps? Or perhaps I'm just fooling myself by believing in something outside myself? Do others ever feel the way I do? Do others have the same doubts and concerns as myself?

I guess what I'm really asking is, if there truly a God of any kind, why is it that after all my years of prayer and meditation, I have never had even a fleeting bit of contact with any God, Demon,or anything else you wish to list. It's gotten to be quite a bit frustrating for me.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

Simply, to stop all frustration from your part let me tell you that Satanism isn't a "religious belief". Go to an online dictionary and find the definition of "religion" and tell me if SS fits that definition (<hint it doesn't because there aren't any "morals" or made up things in order to explain how the universe or anything else is created, SS doesn't care at all about that</hint). Simply SS is not a religion in the mainstram way, or you could simply say that is a religion (if you redefine it to mean a system of spiritual development and transformation which is what SS is about) and the enemy hoaxes are merely political control tools.

About the "Satanic" groups, you know most of them are atheistic, right??They don't believe Satan is real. So how do htye claim that they follow Satan's teachings??Most of them are based in Laveyanism which is poser atheism. The others which are not atheistic are based in the xian and jewish grimoire view of Satan, so they are not Satanic either but jewish/xian, more accurately are what I call "reverse xians" since they follow xianity upside down instead of ancient Paganism i.e. Satanism.

And it seems like you really have the wrong idea bout Spiritual Satanism. It's not about believing and depending on external beings but transforming yourself to Godhood and raising your kundalini. The Gods/Daemons and Enki/Satan's roles are to teach us how to empower ourselves spiritually and give us more knowledge and guidance, that's it. They are not supposed nor expected to be somebody who is supposed to babysit us or be like the fictitious xian "god".

You didn't clarify what "meditation" you do. Again what people usually call "meditation" is simply passive nonsense. In Spiritual Satanism we practice *POWER* meditation as well as other things like kundalini yoga and mantras.

You didn't clarify by what you mean by "see", "hear" e.t.c. If you are referring to your physical senses, of course you are mistaken because beings who visit us Astrally can only be perceived via the Astral senses and not the physical ones. One who sees astrally doesn't really perceive anything with his physical eyes, he sees with his "mind" much like visualization.

--- In [email protected], <hungryjohn59@... wrote:

I can't help but be a little skeptical these days about not just Satanism, but all religious beliefs.

I'm not saying this to get people mad at me, but out of a genuine sense of confusion. I mean, when you look at all the different beliefs out there, with everyone saying their religion is the only true one, things can get just a bit confusing. Even in a recent search of Satanic groups, I found over a thousand all claiming to be the only ones that follow Father Satan's teachings.

Adding to that, at nearly 50 years of age, I have never felt, seen, or heard the presence of any being other than human or animal. Nothing spiritual in any way,shape or form.

So it makes me wonder; Am I cursed by all the Gods? Just ignored perhaps? Or perhaps I'm just fooling myself by believing in something outside myself? Do others ever feel the way I do? Do others have the same doubts and concerns as myself?

I guess what I'm really asking is, if there truly a God of any kind, why is it that after all my years of prayer and meditation, I have never had even a fleeting bit of contact with any God, Demon,or anything else you wish to list. It's gotten to be quite a bit frustrating for me.