Ol argedco luciftias
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It's just that I remember all my past lives so I remember the kinds of places I've lived. I've lived in deep forests somewhere around Germany or France, not exactly sure where since it was in the forest and not really in any society. I think most recently somewhere in or around northern germany, and before that is was somewhere a little more south or south east, but I think also in a southern part of Germany or somewhere around there. Before that I think it was maybe somewhere near part of France. It's hard to know exactly since I always lived in the forest, so it's hard to tell since it's not like I was in any society to remember what country. I remember continuously the entire process from my previous lifetime, my death at the end of that lifetime, through my whole process of being taken to live with the gods, planning out with them how this whole current lifetime would be for me, then being sent into my new body here as a new baby. During this process, I was shown my history and was shown on some kind of map what kinds of places I've lived before in my history, and I remember it looked like somewhere around that middle European area like around southern Germany. I have lived in exactly the same way, with exactly the same focuses and goals, since the beginning of my existence until this current lifetime which is now different for me. Emotionally and in terms of my goals, I am still the same as I've always been. I even look the same as I've always looked. But this is the first time I've lived in a public society like this. But Satan told me that there aren't any deep forests left anymore for me to live in, and this is a global united world now, so I need to live in this global society now. It's fine, I like it, I'm enjoying it. But that's basically the only difference between my past lives and my current one.slyscorpion said:How do you know your racial history so far as your soul anyways. I could not tell you that myself.
I've remembered all about my past lives since I was a very young child, long before I was a Satanist. I just never had any of that past life amnesia that most people get. And even when I was a baby, I always felt like an adult. Even as a baby, I always just felt like I've been a self sufficient adult taking care of myself for forever, so why do I have to be a baby and be treated like someone else has to take care of me? So people who don't have their memories with them, I don't know how they would know what the subrace or national history of their soul is, I guess they wouldn't be able to know for sure.
That kind of connection and same energy you said you felt when you met that other Nordic person, that's a good way to describe it. I don't really mean I have a connection to their food or their activities or whatever they do, I don't even really know what they do there. I mean I feel that same kind of energy that you felt, like an infinitely deep relationship and belonging that connects together me and the shared Nordic racial soul. Like they are an extension of me and I'm an extension of them. I have never been part nordic specifically until now. For many many generations, I've been germanic or franco-germanic or something from that kind of area, so it is a little bit different feeling that I never had before. A little bit of that feeling like being pulled in two directions, but luckily it blends in very well with my personality, so it fits well enough. I'm basically just an absolutely pure force of infinitely loving and infinitely protective, so the specific Nordic energy fits me very well.