sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_

[Anathematization from the Light]

Venus 08 scorpio 10th house
Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house
saturn 06 pisces 2nd house
moon 08 aries 3rd house

venus quintiles neptune
venus trines saturn
venus inconjuncts moon
moon sextiles saturn
neptune semisquares saturn
moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus

venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women
aries hitting means i like aggressive sex
pisces means i am nice...
Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me...

a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other
capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity...

HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH:
im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory
and in the end she kills me...


i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/

 

[Joey Lovell]

There's nothing wrong with sexual fetishes.  They can be fun and stimulating.  But I wonder if perhaps something bad may have happened to you in a past life.
From: Anathematization from the Light <gethigh1211@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 28, 2012 3:44 AM
Subject: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o
  Venus 08 scorpio 10th house
Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house
saturn 06 pisces 2nd house
moon 08 aries 3rd house

venus quintiles neptune
venus trines saturn
venus inconjuncts moon
moon sextiles saturn
neptune semisquares saturn
moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus

venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women
aries hitting means i like aggressive sex
pisces means i am nice...
Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me...

a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other
capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity...

HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH:
im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory
and in the end she kills me...

i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

As was said. There is nothing wrong with fetishes, and Satan encourages that we explore ourselves in all aspects and take joy in the things we take joy in, within the law of course.

I would say that you're free to explore your sexual desires. And really I don't think it would have to come to death. In reality, we Satanists are working to carve our own destiny, and not give in to some 'pre-created' fate in the stars. True these tell details of our lives and who we are. But that does not mean we must follow along these specifically (ie dying when/how is says we should). In the end the Goal of Spiritual Satanism is to achieve Godhood and immortality. I personally believe that to be much higher importance than fulfilling one sexual desire that will mean starting all over again.

Again, explore your sexual desires as you will (within the law). Be open and free about it with someone who consents and enjoys it also. This goes for all sexuality and fetishes.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In , "Anathematization from the Light" <gethigh1211@... wrote:

Venus 08 scorpio 10th house
Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house
saturn 06 pisces 2nd house
moon 08 aries 3rd house

venus quintiles neptune
venus trines saturn
venus inconjuncts moon
moon sextiles saturn
neptune semisquares saturn
moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus

venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women
aries hitting means i like aggressive sex
pisces means i am nice...
Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me...

a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other
capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity...

HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH:
im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory
and in the end she kills me...


i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/

 

[Djinn Draconis]

Well only you can really know if you are denying yourself or not and if you are then find out why and stop it. Of course if everyone in the whole world knew what your sexual desires were there would be people that would judge and disapprove but that probably applies to almost everyone. If people think you're weird or don't like it just don't talk to them.
The good thing is, nobody needs to know what sexual fetishes you have except yourself and whoever you have sex with.

I'm (male) bisexual and have fantasies about doing some really nasty stuff to other people, men especially. But as long as I don't break the law, I have no reason to keep putting myself down about it.
I used to be like you and hate myself for my sexual fetishes, not so much for being bisexual but for wanting to do cruel and unusual things to men.

I can't even post what mine are here because then the moderators will delete this message. But I am not ashamed of them one single bit, neither should you be of your sexual desires. In fact never be ashamed to of any single part of yourself! Nature has no rules on how we're supposed to think or feel. Always do exactly what comes natural to you and don't feel guilty about a thing.

Hail Satan!
Praise Be To Hell!

--- In , Siatris Teloah <siatris_teloah@... wrote:

There's nothing wrong with sexual fetishes.  They can be fun and stimulating.  But I wonder if perhaps something bad may have happened to you in a past life.



________________________________
From: Anathematization from the Light <gethigh1211@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 28, 2012 3:44 AM
Subject: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o


 

Venus 08 scorpio 10th house
Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house
saturn 06 pisces 2nd house
moon 08 aries 3rd house

venus quintiles neptune
venus trines saturn
venus inconjuncts moon
moon sextiles saturn
neptune semisquares saturn
moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus

venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women
aries hitting means i like aggressive sex
pisces means i am nice...
Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me...

a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other
capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity...

HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH:
im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory
and in the end she kills me...

i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/

 

[jonathon_billing]

What one finds sexually attractive/how they like to have sex, in my opinion is based off of their values (which are stored, again IMO, in the sacral). What you value can be changed, and often do change with more knowledge and spiritual empowerment.

--- In , "Anathematization from the Light" <gethigh1211@... wrote:

Venus 08 scorpio 10th house
Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house
saturn 06 pisces 2nd house
moon 08 aries 3rd house

venus quintiles neptune
venus trines saturn
venus inconjuncts moon
moon sextiles saturn
neptune semisquares saturn
moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus

venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women
aries hitting means i like aggressive sex
pisces means i am nice...
Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me...

a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other
capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity...

HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH:
im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory
and in the end she kills me...


i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/

 

[Shan823]

Wow. Thats intense guys lol I use to feel the same way about being ashamed of my sexual fantasies and desires. But ofcourse power meditation has helped me come to peace with it and transform sexually in a healthy way also. I am very imaginative and creative when it comes to things like that.

Though, I have noticed that power meditation has actually lessened the morbid intensity of my sexual thoughts and fantasies and changed them for the better. I noticed the unhealthy sexual fantasies and way of thinking I had changed and made way for a richer healthy sexual thinking process. But I must say that like the sub/dom way of sexual fantasy with some pain involved but anyway Just go with your thoughts, practice power meditation and dont fight sexual thoughts and deny yourself especially the pleasure of thinking about it. Whatever may need correcting will be corrected psychologically if need be through practice of said power meditation. Hail satan



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On Fri, Dec 28, 2012 7:10 PM EST Djinn Draconis wrote:

Well only you can really know if you are denying yourself or not and if you are then find out why and stop it. Of course if everyone in the whole world knew what your sexual desires were there would be people that would judge and disapprove but that probably applies to almost everyone. If people think you're weird or don't like it just don't talk to them.
The good thing is, nobody needs to know what sexual fetishes you have except yourself and whoever you have sex with.

I'm (male) bisexual and have fantasies about doing some really nasty stuff to other people, men especially. But as long as I don't break the law, I have no reason to keep putting myself down about it.
I used to be like you and hate myself for my sexual fetishes, not so much for being bisexual but for wanting to do cruel and unusual things to men.

I can't even post what mine are here because then the moderators will delete this message. But I am not ashamed of them one single bit, neither should you be of your sexual desires. In fact never be ashamed to of any single part of yourself! Nature has no rules on how we're supposed to think or feel. Always do exactly what comes natural to you and don't feel guilty about a thing.

Hail Satan!
Praise Be To Hell!

--- In , Siatris Teloah <siatris_teloah@... wrote:

There's nothing wrong with sexual fetishes.  They can be fun and stimulating.  But I wonder if perhaps something bad may have happened to you in a past life.



________________________________
From: Anathematization from the Light <gethigh1211@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 28, 2012 3:44 AM
Subject: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o


 

Venus 08 scorpio 10th house
Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house
saturn 06 pisces 2nd house
moon 08 aries 3rd house

venus quintiles neptune
venus trines saturn
venus inconjuncts moon
moon sextiles saturn
neptune semisquares saturn
moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus

venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women
aries hitting means i like aggressive sex
pisces means i am nice...
Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me...

a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other
capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity...

HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH:
im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory
and in the end she kills me...

i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/

 

[ToZ Forum Contributions]

<var [/IMG]</var>Considering your fetish ends with you being killed [you can't be raped if its not against your personal will]. You should instead do workings to clear yourself of the issues which is causing such unhealthy or pathologically self destructive desires. And prehaps think about seeking a therapist.

--- In mailto:, "Anathematization from the Light" <gethigh1211@... wrote:

Venus 08 scorpio 10th house
Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house
saturn 06 pisces 2nd house
moon 08 aries 3rd house

venus quintiles neptune
venus trines saturn
venus inconjuncts moon
moon sextiles saturn
neptune semisquares saturn
moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus

venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women
aries hitting means i like aggressive sex
pisces means i am nice...
Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me...

a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other
capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity...

HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH:
im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory
and in the end she kills me...


i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/

 

[ToZ Forum Contributions]

So here I sit reading a thread. Where people are sitting here telling this individual another of our own, that wanting to be raped and murdered is just fine and dandy. And anyone who tells you different is just a big meany. Seriously you people are behaving like narcissistic, inhuman fucks. Insteading of displacing your own ego's onto this situation and turning it into a rant all about yourselves and mirroring that back into approvial for what amounts to the total destruction of this individuals life.  Maybe you should actually show some concern for the individual and put your seriously petty bullshit away for a bit. Its not about you. I am personally disgusted by you both and anyone else who replies identically in this thread.
From: Djinn Draconis <xxrygelxx@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 28, 2012 7:10:06 PM
Subject: Re: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o
  Well only you can really know if you are denying yourself or not and if you are then find out why and stop it. Of course if everyone in the whole world knew what your sexual desires were there would be people that would judge and disapprove but that probably applies to almost everyone. If people think you're weird or don't like it just don't talk to them.
The good thing is, nobody needs to know what sexual fetishes you have except yourself and whoever you have sex with.

I'm (male) bisexual and have fantasies about doing some really nasty stuff to other people, men especially. But as long as I don't break the law, I have no reason to keep putting myself down about it.
I used to be like you and hate myself for my sexual fetishes, not so much for being bisexual but for wanting to do cruel and unusual things to men.

I can't even post what mine are here because then the moderators will delete this message. But I am not ashamed of them one single bit, neither should you be of your sexual desires. In fact never be ashamed to of any single part of yourself! Nature has no rules on how we're supposed to think or feel. Always do exactly what comes natural to you and don't feel guilty about a thing.

Hail Satan!
Praise Be To Hell!

--- In mailto:, Siatris Teloah <siatris_teloah@... wrote:

There's nothing wrong with sexual fetishes.  They can be fun and stimulating.  But I wonder if perhaps something bad may have happened to you in a past life.



________________________________
From: Anathematization from the Light <gethigh1211@...
To: mailto:
Sent: Friday, December 28, 2012 3:44 AM
Subject: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o


 

Venus 08 scorpio 10th house
Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house
saturn 06 pisces 2nd house
moon 08 aries 3rd house

venus quintiles neptune
venus trines saturn
venus inconjuncts moon
moon sextiles saturn
neptune semisquares saturn
moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus

venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women
aries hitting means i like aggressive sex
pisces means i am nice...
Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me...

a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other
capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity...

HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH:
im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory
and in the end she kills me...

i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/

 

[blacksun1142]

It's not a good idea posting your chart here and letting everyone know about your signs and houses. It looks like that this 'fetish' of yours it's not actually a fetish but a mental issue. It is wired into something else. Wanting someone to kill you doesn't sound like a fetish to me. Everyone who feels like getting abused, this indicates a bounded soul in some way. I would suggest doing a working about this and maybe trying to look into it a little deeper. It could be something from a past life as well. Enjoying abuse is not a fetish, it's an issue.

--- In , "Anathematization from the Light" <gethigh1211@... wrote:

Venus 08 scorpio 10th house
Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house
saturn 06 pisces 2nd house
moon 08 aries 3rd house

venus quintiles neptune
venus trines saturn
venus inconjuncts moon
moon sextiles saturn
neptune semisquares saturn
moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus

venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women
aries hitting means i like aggressive sex
pisces means i am nice...
Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me...

a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other
capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity...

HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH:
im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory
and in the end she kills me...


i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/

 

[Joey Lovell]

Oh, [/IMG]</var>
From: Forums Contributor < To:
Sent: Saturday, December 29, 2012 2:18 AM
Subject: Re: Re: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o
  So here I sit reading a thread. Where people are sitting here telling this individual another of our own, that wanting to be raped and murdered is just fine and dandy. And anyone who tells you different is just a big meany. Seriously you people are behaving like narcissistic, inhuman fucks. Insteading of displacing your own ego's onto this situation and turning it into a rant all about yourselves and mirroring that back into approvial for what amounts to the total destruction of this individuals life.  Maybe you should actually show some concern for the individual and put your seriously petty bullshit away for a bit. Its not about you. I am personally disgusted by you both and anyone else who replies identically in this thread.
From: Djinn Draconis <xxrygelxx@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 28, 2012 7:10:06 PM
Subject: Re: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o
  Well only you can really know if you are denying yourself or not and if you are then find out why and stop it. Of course if everyone in the whole world knew what your sexual desires were there would be people that would judge and disapprove but that probably applies to almost everyone. If people think you're weird or don't like it just don't talk to them. The good thing is, nobody needs to know what sexual fetishes you have except yourself and whoever you have sex with. I'm (male) bisexual and have fantasies about doing some really nasty stuff to other people, men especially. But as long as I don't break the law, I have no reason to keep putting myself down about it. I used to be like you and hate myself for my sexual fetishes, not so much for being bisexual but for wanting to do cruel and unusual things to men. I can't even post what mine are here because then the moderators will delete this message. But I am not ashamed of them one single bit, neither should you be of your sexual desires. In fact never be ashamed to of any single part of yourself! Nature has no rules on how we're supposed to think or feel. Always do exactly what comes natural to you and don't feel guilty about a thing. Hail Satan! Praise Be To Hell!

--- In mailto:, Siatris Teloah <siatris_teloah@... wrote: There's nothing wrong with sexual fetishes.  They can be fun and stimulating.  But I wonder if perhaps something bad may have happened to you in a past life. ________________________________ From: Anathematization from the Light <gethigh1211@... To: mailto: Sent: Friday, December 28, 2012 3:44 AM Subject: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o   Venus 08 scorpio 10th house Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house saturn 06 pisces 2nd house moon 08 aries 3rd house venus quintiles neptune venus trines saturn venus inconjuncts moon moon sextiles saturn neptune semisquares saturn moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women aries hitting means i like aggressive sex pisces means i am nice... Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me... a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity... HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH: im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory and in the end she kills me... i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/

 

[lordenki1223]

If you're Real Spiritual Satanist, you should know that "Satanism is not about death." Killing & Death is not part of Satanism.

If your fetish is to get killed at the end of a sexual activity then we cannot stop you but don't forget to ask yourself what Father would think of that, do you really want our beloved Father to lose one of his children..meaning YOU?

If you "die" you wouldn't be able to enjoy the aggressive sex no more so I suggest you to work on that "Death wish" and try to change it for something more positive like live longer and ENJOY the aggressive sex.

"capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity..."

I'm not expert in Astrology but I can tell you we're ALL,Zevism, insane here because for me Insane mean's be crazy and crazy mean's being different. We're all different and unique in our own way and Insanity is what the enemy call us because they are scared of change and be different.

My point is do what you love, don't hold yourself because of your Astrology chart because even me, I got insane taught but I control them with my brain and the only thing that helped me is meditation so try work more with your Chakras.

If you still have questions, High Priest/ess are here to guide you & everybody else too so don't be shy asking them questions. They know more then you think.

Good luck and I hope and Wish you'll change your mind about dying.

HAIL TO OUR FATHER.

--- In , "Anathematization from the Light" <gethigh1211@... wrote:

Venus 08 scorpio 10th house
Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house
saturn 06 pisces 2nd house
moon 08 aries 3rd house

venus quintiles neptune
venus trines saturn
venus inconjuncts moon
moon sextiles saturn
neptune semisquares saturn
moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus

venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women
aries hitting means i like aggressive sex
pisces means i am nice...
Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me...

a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other
capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity...

HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH:
im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory
and in the end she kills me...


i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/

 

[Djinn Draconis]

Don we're talking about fantasies, nobody is actually going to go and act out stuff that is going to land them in jail or get them killed. That's why I said it's okay as long as you don't break the law in my post.

--- In , Forums Contributor < wrote:

So here I sit reading a thread. Where people are sitting here telling this individual another of our own, that wanting to be raped and murdered is just fine and dandy. And anyone who tells you different is just a big meany.
 
Seriously you people are behaving like narcissistic, inhuman fucks. Insteading of displacing your own ego's onto this situation and turning it into a rant all about yourselves and mirroring that back into approvial for what amounts to the total destruction of this individuals life.
 
Maybe you should actually show some concern for the individual and put your seriously petty bullshit away for a bit. Its not about you.
 
I am personally disgusted by you both and anyone else who replies identically in this thread.


________________________________
From: Djinn Draconis <xxrygelxx@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 28, 2012 7:10:06 PM
Subject: Re: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o


 

Well only you can really know if you are denying yourself or not and if you are then find out why and stop it. Of course if everyone in the whole world knew what your sexual desires were there would be people that would judge and disapprove but that probably applies to almost everyone. If people think you're weird or don't like it just don't talk to them.
The good thing is, nobody needs to know what sexual fetishes you have except yourself and whoever you have sex with.

I'm (male) bisexual and have fantasies about doing some really nasty stuff to other people, men especially. But as long as I don't break the law, I have no reason to keep putting myself down about it.
I used to be like you and hate myself for my sexual fetishes, not so much for being bisexual but for wanting to do cruel and unusual things to men.

I can't even post what mine are here because then the moderators will delete this message. But I am not ashamed of them one single bit, neither should you be of your sexual desires. In fact never be ashamed to of any single part of yourself! Nature has no rules on how we're supposed to think or feel. Always do exactly what comes natural to you and don't feel guilty about a thing.

Hail Satan!
Praise Be To Hell!

--- In mailto:, Siatris Teloah <siatris_teloah@ wrote:

There's nothing wrong with sexual fetishes.  They can be fun and stimulating.  But I wonder if perhaps something bad may have happened to you in a past life.



________________________________
From: Anathematization from the Light <gethigh1211@
To: mailto:
Sent: Friday, December 28, 2012 3:44 AM
Subject: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o


 

Venus 08 scorpio 10th house
Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house
saturn 06 pisces 2nd house
moon 08 aries 3rd house

venus quintiles neptune
venus trines saturn
venus inconjuncts moon
moon sextiles saturn
neptune semisquares saturn
moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus

venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women
aries hitting means i like aggressive sex
pisces means i am nice...
Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me...

a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other
capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity...

HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH:
im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory
and in the end she kills me...

i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/

 

[Light Yagami]

Um... Wao Forums Contributor, relax... o:I sort of understand the responses of the other members, and there's no need to be so harsh about it.
I think all of us have some sort of sick/weird/messed up/disturbing fantasies/fetishes or even just a thought. I believe that you should, like a friend of mine had said, do whatever is 'functional' in your life. So, being killed wouldn't be so functional now, would it? Try to satisfy that fetish of yours either by reading stories or comics of that kind or 'roleplay' on the Internet.
I, personally (yeah sorry Don, but I believe giving your own self as an example is the best of all examples as you share certain emotions with the other) have some.. um... weird things in my mind, but I don't act on them because I do not intend on breaking the law, 'cuz that wouldn't be functional and it would just be morally wrong. So what I advice you is, if you want to *act* on that fetish of yours (find a woman etc), do not overdo it and do not kill yourself; and never forget there're always alternative ways (roleplaying, reading stories/etc of that kind) in order to satisfy your fetish.
Lastly, I actually wonder what may have happened in your past life as well... I wonder that for myself too, because of these weird thoughts that exist... It would be interesting if you did the past life meditation and see for your own. Maybe it would help you clear some things up?

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Στάλθηκε: 9:18 π.μ. Σάββατο, 29 Δεκεμβρίου 2012
Θέμα: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o

  So here I sit reading a thread. Where people are sitting here telling this individual another of our own, that wanting to be raped and murdered is just fine and dandy. And anyone who tells you different is just a big meany. Seriously you people are behaving like narcissistic, inhuman fucks. Insteading of displacing your own ego's onto this situation and turning it into a rant all about yourselves and mirroring that back into approvial for what amounts to the total destruction of this individuals life.  Maybe you should actually show some concern for the individual and put your seriously petty bullshit away for a bit. Its not about you. I am personally disgusted by you both and anyone else who replies identically in this thread.
From: Djinn Draconis <xxrygelxx@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 28, 2012 7:10:06 PM
Subject: Re: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o
  Well only you can really know if you are denying yourself or not and if you are then find out why and stop it. Of course if everyone in the whole world knew what your sexual desires were there would be people that would judge and disapprove but that probably applies to almost everyone. If people think you're weird or don't like it just don't talk to them.
The good thing is, nobody needs to know what sexual fetishes you have except yourself and whoever you have sex with.

I'm (male) bisexual and have fantasies about doing some really nasty stuff to other people, men especially. But as long as I don't break the law, I have no reason to keep putting myself down about it.
I used to be like you and hate myself for my sexual fetishes, not so much for being bisexual but for wanting to do cruel and unusual things to men.

I can't even post what mine are here because then the moderators will delete this message. But I am not ashamed of them one single bit, neither should you be of your sexual desires. In fact never be ashamed to of any single part of yourself! Nature has no rules on how we're supposed to think or feel. Always do exactly what comes natural to you and don't feel guilty about a thing.

Hail Satan!
Praise Be To Hell!

--- In mailto:, Siatris Teloah <siatris_teloah@... wrote:

There's nothing wrong with sexual fetishes.  They can be fun and stimulating.  But I wonder if perhaps something bad may have happened to you in a past life.



________________________________
From: Anathematization from the Light <gethigh1211@...
To: mailto:
Sent: Friday, December 28, 2012 3:44 AM
Subject: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o


 

Venus 08 scorpio 10th house
Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house
saturn 06 pisces 2nd house
moon 08 aries 3rd house

venus quintiles neptune
venus trines saturn
venus inconjuncts moon
moon sextiles saturn
neptune semisquares saturn
moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus

venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women
aries hitting means i like aggressive sex
pisces means i am nice...
Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me...

a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other
capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity...

HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH:
im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory
and in the end she kills me...

i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/

 

[ToZ Forum Contributions]

Yep here we go again. Here you are telling this person to role play and feed their mind with identical trash and thus psychologically feed an unhealthy impluse to be raped and murderd, so it becomes stronger in their psyche. Which is unsane and destructive. So its no wonder you would be telling me how wrong it is that I naturally react to people encouraging this individual to pursure the course of an action that ends with their own self destruction. Which is morally  criminal advice on their part. Maybe you're the one who needs to think about it. Given your advice. Is on the same morally criminal level as theirs was.....    
From: Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, December 29, 2012 7:01:46 AM
Subject: Σχετ: Re: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o
  Um... Wao Forums Contributor, relax... o:I sort of understand the responses of the other members, and there's no need to be so harsh about it.
I think all of us have some sort of sick/weird/messed up/disturbing fantasies/fetishes or even just a thought. I believe that you should, like a friend of mine had said, do whatever is 'functional' in your life. So, being killed wouldn't be so functional now, would it? Try to satisfy that fetish of yours either by reading stories or comics of that kind or 'roleplay' on the Internet.
I, personally (yeah sorry Don, but I believe giving your own self as an example is the best of all examples as you share certain emotions with the other) have some.. um... weird things in my mind, but I don't act on them because I do not intend on breaking the law, 'cuz that wouldn't be functional and it would just be morally wrong. So what I advice you is, if you want to *act* on that fetish of yours (find a woman etc), do not overdo it and do not kill yourself; and never forget there're always alternative ways (roleplaying, reading stories/etc of that kind) in order to satisfy your fetish.
Lastly, I actually wonder what may have happened in your past life as well... I wonder that for myself too, because of these weird thoughts that exist... It would be interesting if you did the past life meditation and see for your own. Maybe it would help you clear some things up?

Απο: Forums Contributor < Προς:
Στάλθηκε: 9:18 π.μ. Σάββατο, 29 Δεκεμβρίου 2012
Θέμα: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o
  So here I sit reading a thread. Where people are sitting here telling this individual another of our own, that wanting to be raped and murdered is just fine and dandy. And anyone who tells you different is just a big meany. Seriously you people are behaving like narcissistic, inhuman fucks. Insteading of displacing your own ego's onto this situation and turning it into a rant all about yourselves and mirroring that back into approvial for what amounts to the total destruction of this individuals life.  Maybe you should actually show some concern for the individual and put your seriously petty bullshit away for a bit. Its not about you. I am personally disgusted by you both and anyone else who replies identically in this thread.
From: Djinn Draconis <xxrygelxx@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 28, 2012 7:10:06 PM
Subject: Re: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o
  Well only you can really know if you are denying yourself or not and if you are then find out why and stop it. Of course if everyone in the whole world knew what your sexual desires were there would be people that would judge and disapprove but that probably applies to almost everyone. If people think you're weird or don't like it just don't talk to them. The good thing is, nobody needs to know what sexual fetishes you have except yourself and whoever you have sex with. I'm (male) bisexual and have fantasies about doing some really nasty stuff to other people, men especially. But as long as I don't break the law, I have no reason to keep putting myself down about it. I used to be like you and hate myself for my sexual fetishes, not so much for being bisexual but for wanting to do cruel and unusual things to men. I can't even post what mine are here because then the moderators will delete this message. But I am not ashamed of them one single bit, neither should you be of your sexual desires. In fact never be ashamed to of any single part of yourself! Nature has no rules on how we're supposed to think or feel. Always do exactly what comes natural to you and don't feel guilty about a thing. Hail Satan! Praise Be To Hell!

--- In mailto:, Siatris Teloah <siatris_teloah@... wrote: There's nothing wrong with sexual fetishes.  They can be fun and stimulating.  But I wonder if perhaps something bad may have happened to you in a past life. ________________________________ From: Anathematization from the Light <gethigh1211@... To: mailto: Sent: Friday, December 28, 2012 3:44 AM Subject: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o   Venus 08 scorpio 10th house Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house saturn 06 pisces 2nd house moon 08 aries 3rd house venus quintiles neptune venus trines saturn venus inconjuncts moon moon sextiles saturn neptune semisquares saturn moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women aries hitting means i like aggressive sex pisces means i am nice... Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me... a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity... HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH: im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory and in the end she kills me... i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/

 

[ToZ Forum Contributions]

Either your pulling for aplogetics or you're really not even caring to pay attention.  Either is not an excuse.  
From: Djinn Draconis <xxrygelxx@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, December 29, 2012 4:27:09 AM
Subject: Re: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o
  Don we're talking about fantasies, nobody is actually going to go and act out stuff that is going to land them in jail or get them killed. That's why I said it's okay as long as you don't break the law in my post.

--- In mailto:, Forums Contributor < wrote:

So here I sit reading a thread. Where people are sitting here telling this individual another of our own, that wanting to be raped and murdered is just fine and dandy. And anyone who tells you different is just a big meany.
 
Seriously you people are behaving like narcissistic, inhuman fucks. Insteading of displacing your own ego's onto this situation and turning it into a rant all about yourselves and mirroring that back into approvial for what amounts to the total destruction of this individuals life.
 
Maybe you should actually show some concern for the individual and put your seriously petty bullshit away for a bit. Its not about you.
 
I am personally disgusted by you both and anyone else who replies identically in this thread.


________________________________
From: Djinn Draconis <xxrygelxx@...
To: mailto:
Sent: Friday, December 28, 2012 7:10:06 PM
Subject: Re: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o


 

Well only you can really know if you are denying yourself or not and if you are then find out why and stop it. Of course if everyone in the whole world knew what your sexual desires were there would be people that would judge and disapprove but that probably applies to almost everyone. If people think you're weird or don't like it just don't talk to them.
The good thing is, nobody needs to know what sexual fetishes you have except yourself and whoever you have sex with.

I'm (male) bisexual and have fantasies about doing some really nasty stuff to other people, men especially. But as long as I don't break the law, I have no reason to keep putting myself down about it.
I used to be like you and hate myself for my sexual fetishes, not so much for being bisexual but for wanting to do cruel and unusual things to men.

I can't even post what mine are here because then the moderators will delete this message. But I am not ashamed of them one single bit, neither should you be of your sexual desires. In fact never be ashamed to of any single part of yourself! Nature has no rules on how we're supposed to think or feel. Always do exactly what comes natural to you and don't feel guilty about a thing.

Hail Satan!
Praise Be To Hell!

--- In mailto:, Siatris Teloah <siatris_teloah@ wrote:

There's nothing wrong with sexual fetishes.  They can be fun and stimulating.  But I wonder if perhaps something bad may have happened to you in a past life.



________________________________
From: Anathematization from the Light <gethigh1211@
To: mailto:
Sent: Friday, December 28, 2012 3:44 AM
Subject: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o


 

Venus 08 scorpio 10th house
Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house
saturn 06 pisces 2nd house
moon 08 aries 3rd house

venus quintiles neptune
venus trines saturn
venus inconjuncts moon
moon sextiles saturn
neptune semisquares saturn
moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus

venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women
aries hitting means i like aggressive sex
pisces means i am nice...
Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me...

a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other
capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity...

HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH:
im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory
and in the end she kills me...

i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/

 

[keeperofstone]

Don is right. I haven't commented until now about this. His suggestion that this individual needs thearpy is correct. The unhealthy mind construct of wanting to be raped and murdered is not good for him or anybody else. Maybe some "Rational Emotive Thearpy" could help and the irrational thoughts can be disputed and rooted out at their origin.
Hail Satan

--- In , Forums Contributor < wrote:

Yep here we go again. Here you are telling this person to role play and feed their mind with identical trash and thus psychologically feed an unhealthy impluse to be raped and murderd, so it becomes stronger in their psyche. Which is unsane and destructive.
 
So its no wonder you would be telling me how wrong it is that I naturally react to people encouraging this individual to pursure the course of an action that ends with their own self destruction. Which is morally  criminal advice on their part.
 
Maybe you're the one who needs to think about it. Given your advice. Is on the same morally criminal level as theirs was.....
 
 
 
 


________________________________
From: Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, December 29, 2012 7:01:46 AM
Subject: Σχετ: Re: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o


 

Um... Wao Forums Contributor, relax... o:
I sort of understand the responses of the other members, and there's no need to be so harsh about it.

I think all of us have some sort of sick/weird/messed up/disturbing fantasies/fetishes or even just a thought. I believe that you should, like a friend of mine had said, do whatever is 'functional' in your life. So, being killed wouldn't be so functional now, would it?
Try to satisfy that fetish of yours either by reading stories or comics of that kind or 'roleplay' on the Internet.

I, personally (yeah sorry Don, but I believe giving your own self as an example is the best of all examples as you share certain emotions with the other) have some.. um... weird things in my mind, but I don't act on them because I do not intend on breaking the law, 'cuz that wouldn't be functional and it would just be morally wrong. So what I advice you is, if you want to *act* on that fetish of yours (find a woman etc), do not overdo it and do not kill yourself; and never forget there're always alternative ways (roleplaying, reading stories/etc of that kind) in order to satisfy your fetish.

Lastly, I actually wonder what may have happened in your past life as well... I wonder that for myself too, because of these weird thoughts that exist... It would be interesting if you did the past life meditation and see for your own. Maybe it would help you clear some things up?



________________________________
Î`πο: Forums Contributor < Προς:
Στάλθηκε: 9:18 π.μ. Σάββατο, 29 Î"εκεμβρίου 2012
Θέμα: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o

 
So here I sit reading a thread. Where people are sitting here telling this individual another of our own, that wanting to be raped and murdered is just fine and dandy. And anyone who tells you different is just a big meany.
 
Seriously you people are behaving like narcissistic, inhuman fucks. Insteading of displacing your own ego's onto this situation and turning it into a rant all about yourselves and mirroring that back into approvial for what amounts to the total destruction of this individuals life.
 
Maybe you should actually show some concern for the individual and put your seriously petty bullshit away for a bit. Its not about you.
 
I am personally disgusted by you both and anyone else who replies identically in this thread.


________________________________
From: Djinn Draconis <xxrygelxx@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 28, 2012 7:10:06 PM
Subject: Re: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o

 
Well only you can really know if you are denying yourself or not and if you are then find out why and stop it. Of course if everyone in the whole world knew what your sexual desires were there would be people that would judge and disapprove but that probably applies to almost everyone. If people think you're weird or don't like it just don't talk to them. The good thing is, nobody needs to know what sexual fetishes you have except yourself and whoever you have sex with. I'm (male) bisexual and have fantasies about doing some really nasty stuff to other people, men especially. But as long as I don't break the law, I have no reason to keep putting myself down about it. I used to be like you and hate myself for my sexual fetishes, not so much for being bisexual but for wanting to do cruel and unusual things to men. I can't even post what mine are here because then the moderators will delete this message. But I am not ashamed of them one single bit,
neither should you be of your sexual desires. In fact never be ashamed to of any single part of yourself! Nature has no rules on how we're supposed to think or feel. Always do exactly what comes natural to you and don't feel guilty about a thing. Hail Satan! Praise Be To Hell! --- In mailto:, Siatris Teloah <siatris_teloah@ wrote: There's nothing wrong with sexual fetishes.  They can be fun and stimulating.  But I wonder if perhaps something bad may have happened to you in a past life. ________________________________ From: Anathematization from the Light <gethigh1211@ To: mailto: Sent: Friday, December 28, 2012 3:44 AM Subject: sexual problem; do i deny myself? look at natal (astrology) chart 0_o   Venus 08 scorpio 10th house Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house saturn 06 pisces 2nd house moon 08 aries 3rd house
venus quintiles neptune venus trines saturn venus inconjuncts moon moon sextiles saturn neptune semisquares saturn moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women aries hitting means i like aggressive sex pisces means i am nice... Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me... a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity... HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH: im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory and in the end she kills me... i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/

 

[Aquarian Clown]

you know. embracing fetishes like these seem to relieve it. i had fetishes for clowns, it was crazy , i embraced the fetish and now i only like the clowns

--- In , "Anathematization from the Light" <gethigh1211@... wrote:

Venus 08 scorpio 10th house
Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house
saturn 06 pisces 2nd house
moon 08 aries 3rd house

venus quintiles neptune
venus trines saturn
venus inconjuncts moon
moon sextiles saturn
neptune semisquares saturn
moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus

venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women
aries hitting means i like aggressive sex
pisces means i am nice...
Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me...

a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other
capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity...

HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH:
im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory
and in the end she kills me...


i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/

 

[blacksun1142]

Embracing getting raped and murdered doesn't sound very relieving. Some things are mental issues. Maybe there are people who get the 'be yourself' idea wrong. Be your TRUE self. It's obvious that this fetish he has is self-destructive. He should work on getting over it! Not embracing it!

--- In , "Aquarian Clown" <cape.tsoe@... wrote:

you know. embracing fetishes like these seem to relieve it. i had fetishes for clowns, it was crazy , i embraced the fetish and now i only like the clowns

--- In , "Anathematization from the Light" <gethigh1211@ wrote:

Venus 08 scorpio 10th house
Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house
saturn 06 pisces 2nd house
moon 08 aries 3rd house

venus quintiles neptune
venus trines saturn
venus inconjuncts moon
moon sextiles saturn
neptune semisquares saturn
moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus

venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women
aries hitting means i like aggressive sex
pisces means i am nice...
Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me...

a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other
capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity...

HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH:
im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory
and in the end she kills me...


i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/

 

[Anike Anike]

Self hate comes from low bioelectricity, low bioelectricity comes from a lack of meditations, a lack of meditations comes from a lack of knowledge/lazinessHail Satan!

 

[magus.immortalis1]

Your fetish for clowns is not self-destructive like his is.

--- In , "Aquarian Clown" <cape.tsoe@... wrote:

you know. embracing fetishes like these seem to relieve it. i had fetishes for clowns, it was crazy , i embraced the fetish and now i only like the clowns

--- In , "Anathematization from the Light" <gethigh1211@ wrote:

Venus 08 scorpio 10th house
Neptune 21 capricorn 1st house
saturn 06 pisces 2nd house
moon 08 aries 3rd house

venus quintiles neptune
venus trines saturn
venus inconjuncts moon
moon sextiles saturn
neptune semisquares saturn
moon's and saturn's midpoint Sesquisquares venus

venus in the 10th house means i like bossy women
aries hitting means i like aggressive sex
pisces means i am nice...
Believe it or not, occasionally i like women to rape me...

a saturn and neptune aspect is bad. and both of those two planets hits my venus. and saturn and neptune hit each other
capricorn rules restriction (i am not allowed to do this sexual fetish?), and is in the 1st house: can indicate mental insanity...

HERE IS THE SEXUAL FETISH:
im into the bondage stuff, and id like a woman to rape me and it to be VERY gory
and in the end she kills me...


i am not going to become immortal if i sexually deny myself, at the same time i will die if i do this. =/