Seing an animal get killed, Aïd, my experience

[Goldenwings]

I am not advocating animal sacrifice or anything that goes against zevism, do not read if you are highly sensitive, im telling my experience

In Morocco since your childhood you watch the sheep being killed its normal, the moroccan way of doing it is you must use a very sharp long knife ( if you use a one that isnt that sharp you will have to push it against his throat multiple times, i saw that happen once, i hated it ) but besides this one, what i saw was the use of a sharp one and it take only 1 push or 1,5 push , and all the vessels and stuff that should be cut are cut

I even once saw a 3-4 year girl watch it lol( i never saw someone scared in my entire life , besides 1 adult) in my life watching that i always felt weird, now writing this i feel the feeling again its ln my chest, so sometimes i looked at the moment his throat is cut sometimes i didnt , last 3years , i watched from different perspective, ( still got feeling in chest whenever watching even if i watched every year and every year i watched 3-4 sheeps)

So once in the last 3 years, i led the animal to the place, put it there , let them continue, ( the elders are the one who do it) and watched , i looked at his eyes( the moment he is laying down and they rotate the neck so the throat is exposed) it just feels intense he feels real, and i always got the question " imagine the one who kills it ( mostly we pay a guy who does this) he choose to kill me instead, i watched , then the moment the throat is cut, my mind is shut im just watching

With the feeling in the chest, and it feels like if the weather is gray there are clouds and wind( my favourite whether by the way) and i start like accepting how raw existence is, i see people laughing being happy i see the animal being eaten and i eat him and it tastes delicious, and same time during almost all day i get feeling that life is not "good" and sometimes the "bad" appears, no life is just life , with both the good and the bad happening in the same time

Also i start thinking if we accept to eat a sheep because he is lower consciousness and an animal, there is a big chance someday an alien who is too much higher in consciousness will choose to feed on us, since we will be the sheep, so in my mind i think, im doing this just because we should do it , i cant not feed on an animal, but if a day somehow we surpass it , it will be good, i wont yearn for animal killing

Thinking this way if an alien want to sacrifice me i will tell him fuck you ! didnt i just said im against that sacrificing game ? Its out of necessity , slut! And im a bigger alien currently in this body now, didnt you recognise me ? Bitch! Lets find a sheep, it will also make you a good alien, on the human terms , we eat sheep anyway.( Im not advocating animal sacrifice, i just articulated thd idea) im against sacrificing since accepting it = probability of it happening to me, so i refuse that game

Also , when i watch the animal being killed , it also makes me think of how impermanent things are in life , 5min before he was alive 5min later he is meat , last year when i watched i also got same feeling , weird feeling in chest, and it feels like if its happening to me not to the sheep, i may even feel like covering my throat or angling my head down so that my throat is hidden

But thinking about this, the higher our consciousness the higher you see the "bad" and we agree that the lower the consciousness the more bad is there so the higher consciousness the more you see things from above and look down to the lower consciousness and see the bad stuff happening, so going higher you will just get used to accepting many bad as necessary evil ( in my opinion) and or get used to it and fighting it with non attachment and not getting emotionally involved

Also the good and bad feed on attention, if you overfocus on the bad it will drag you down to meet him, and if you overfocus on the good you make it grow and by consequence fight the bad

 

[OuroborphicMystery]

Sorry to hear that you and your People witness this thing on the regular. Of course, most of us know this already but hearing it firsthand is a different thing.

While I understand that witnessing something so abhorrent, so gratuitously cruel, so unnecessarily and casually evil can be damaging to one's psyche or even cause one to want to "overcorrect" in the opposite direction, I'd like to tell you beforehand that while abrahamic blood sacrifice is horrendous, we still need to eat meat purely in order to survive. It has nothing to do with "eating it because it is of lower consciousness than us", it's simply the "reality of life" that human beings, being omnivores (though, arguably tending more towards carnivorism than the other way around), simply require sustenance in the form of nutrients we can only derive from animals in order to continue sustaining our existence at an optimal state. However, the Pagan/Zevic way of looking at the matter of slaughtering animals differs wildly from how abrahamics are used to treating animals (like our "tools", "put here on Earth by "god" just for us and thus, not worthy of being considered, etc.). For more information and as a starting reference, you should refer to this wonderful sermon by High Priest Hooded Cobra.

May you and your noble People arrive at cleaner days quickly where the public can wash their hands of this sordid, bloody affair once and for all.

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

Animal sacrifice or the killing of an animal for food is meant to be done in a sacred way and with as little pain and suffering for the animal as possible. Animals are sacred and dear to the Gods.

https://satanslibrary.org/English/HP_Hooded_Cobra/Blood_Sacrifices_Explained_Our_Gods_and_Their_Gods_Updated_-_High_Priest_Hooded_Cobra_666.pdf

 

[Goldenwings]

Sorry to hear that you and your People witness this thing on the regular. Of course, most of us know this already but hearing it firsthand is a different thing.

While I understand that witnessing something so abhorrent, so gratuitously cruel, so unnecessarily and casually evil can be damaging to one's psyche or even cause one to want to "overcorrect" in the opposite direction, I'd like to tell you beforehand that while abrahamic blood sacrifice is horrendous, we still need to eat meat purely in order to survive. It has nothing to do with "eating it because it is of lower consciousness than us", it's simply the "reality of life" that human beings, being omnivores (though, arguably tending more towards carnivorism than the other way around), simply require sustenance in the form of nutrients we can only derive from animals in order to continue sustaining our existence at an optimal state. However, the Pagan/Zevic way of looking at the matter of slaughtering animals differs wildly from how abrahamics are used to treating animals (like our "tools", "put here on Earth by "god" just for us and thus, not worthy of being considered, etc.). For more information and as a starting reference, you should refer to this wonderful sermon by High Priest Hooded Cobra.

May you and your noble People arrive at cleaner days quickly where the public can wash their hands of this sordid, bloody affair once and for all.

Thank you for your reply, thanks for mentioning the sermon iwill directly check it after finishing writing this:

Just a note, in out family at least, the animal is never abused or something, the sheep must be in good health, eating good and healthy food , must have a clean wool, and he is treated right, the only thing that may be a problem is the way he is killed, and its not even about islam, its cultural here, when a child is born we kill sheep,if someone get a degree, we kill a cheap, its tied to good events( its always to consume, nothing blood related , since when you have many guests sometimes its better to buy a small sheep rather than buy meat), also when he is dragged we try to make sure he doesnt see his fellow sheep dead also we try to make sure he doesnt see the knife ( but usually he sees lol its just hard to make him not see), also we make very very sure the knife is so sharp since otherwise he will suffer .

More proof that its cultural instead of islam is boujloud festival( pan festival) tied to Aid ( muslim leaders say its prohibited by islam, i will leave a picture here of the costume, its made using real goat parts)

We never view it as "sacrificing to God" ( in many families besides the crazy salafi who live by the teachings of god 24/7), its a tradition, my grandfathers used to take a bull to a shrine yearly which i believe is the God atlas but im not sure, we always had this tradition, animal killing related to festivals, for charity or for guests

But the muslim following the "salafi" path are the ones who really "sacrifice for God", in our family i never hear the word "God" during aid besides the one who kills it he should say in the name of god otherwise its prohibited to eat it, but he didnt put that much intent into it he just say it as parrt of the system, we usually focused on hows the meat this year, this one tastes better than the previous year, lets go visit our family in the other city , lets do that and this, its all cultural, additionally we buy a sheep for a poor family, and its an occasion for them to get meat many cant afford meat during the year,also their children get crazy happy

children in morocco love seing sheep during eid and compare which one is bigger etc, when a poor family dont afford buying one, the children get super sad, they usually kill a chicken or something instead but the children feel bad they want the sheep

I posted that so you and the ones reading it get an idea, its not blood sacrifice its a culture( except the Salafi( how to recognise a salafi in morocco? Usually long beard no moustache, and socks with sandals+ they mention "allah" a lot a lot alot while talking , some new age salafi dont have the beard), im zevist now and i would love killing an animal once every year twice for consumption and charity of course, i just feel inclined to do it instead of only buying meat

When you hear aid you imagine this: buy it => he arrives => get killed

This what happens in our family : you start looking for the best cheap you go to countryside you pick and choose, etc its a whole experience => get a hair cut and usually wear more traditional clothes, maybe spray spiritual vibe perfumes => the animal Arrive => the children see him take pictures play with him => if there is a family member there he sees him=> next day he is killed => barbecue => charity =>maybe burning incense in home => visiting loved ones etc , you got my point ? If you are present during this and we skip the cutting throat part ,you will think this is pagan. The more rich the family is the more this leans pagan, usually the more poor the family is the more this leans muslim, but its not a 100% rule

 

[Goldenwings]

Sorry to hear that you and your People witness this thing on the regular. Of course, most of us know this already but hearing it firsthand is a different thing.

While I understand that witnessing something so abhorrent, so gratuitously cruel, so unnecessarily and casually evil can be damaging to one's psyche or even cause one to want to "overcorrect" in the opposite direction, I'd like to tell you beforehand that while abrahamic blood sacrifice is horrendous, we still need to eat meat purely in order to survive. It has nothing to do with "eating it because it is of lower consciousness than us", it's simply the "reality of life" that human beings, being omnivores (though, arguably tending more towards carnivorism than the other way around), simply require sustenance in the form of nutrients we can only derive from animals in order to continue sustaining our existence at an optimal state. However, the Pagan/Zevic way of looking at the matter of slaughtering animals differs wildly from how abrahamics are used to treating animals (like our "tools", "put here on Earth by "god" just for us and thus, not worthy of being considered, etc.). For more information and as a starting reference, you should refer to this wonderful sermon by High Priest Hooded Cobra.

May you and your noble People arrive at cleaner days quickly where the public can wash their hands of this sordid, bloody affair once and for all.

This is in a village, does it look like a festival happening directly after aid? Its very pagan

 

[Goldenwings]

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