I can't do the dedication ritual if i dont find solution for this

[Goldenwings]

I am planning to do the dedication ritual around the end of month , there is 1 concern im having, i strongly feel that contact will be established directly after the ritual

The block is , during my life im 100% sure i saw an entity in waking state, i saw just the legs, i didnt feel fear , it disappeared quick, but in same time, it wasnt easy to see it looked intense and nothing like humans , even if the entity was standing on her legs, but they dont look like human legs

This looked intense and i am not ready to experience something similar after dedication ritual especially while the candles are on and its all black, only the feeling of presence will be so much let alone seing the legs i saw again, or having a more intense experience, by the way these days while meditating it occurs to me that while doing void meditation i feel the presence to the point i open eyes and check , since it feels real, and im not ready to see something and not ready to be touched in case thats possible

Even in a dream i saw last night, i saw an entity and 1 milisecond after seing the entity i closed eyes in the dream and never opened them, the entity had very strong presence, he was wearing black i guess, and i didnt want to look since i am not ready to feel the strong presence + see how the entity looked , i kept eyes closed during all dream standing in front of the demon if it was a demon not just my subconscious

but i strongly believe he was real since it felt like real life and i felt the presence, checked , then saw , then immediatly felt like if im seing him in real life , by the way i didnt see even his face, i looked his way after feeling presence and upon kind of seing someone is there while i was looking down ( i saw around his legs, but didnt see the legs) i closed eyes

He didnt do anything , didnt talk didnt do anything, i was just standing in front of him eyes closed and feeling like a buzz in my head, feeling vibrations in my body, and we stayed like that then i heard or i just knew or i dont know how, but i knew this phrase : you will soon see the entity's face, i heard something like that, promising me to see the face and immediatly woke up ( with 0 fear, but still not ready)

I have nothing against seing something unusual, i just need instructions on what to do , since if during dedication ritual something like that happens, i will either stop it or leave the room or anything to stop the experience, while in same time i dont want to do that, im yearning for contact

NOTE: in the dream he didnt give me feeling of fear, i didnt 'fear him', i just felt the experience is too much and too "REAL", the EXACT feeling one can get if he is in real life and he felt a presence and move gently while trying to see if someone is there, then really seing someone is there, it was that that made me close eyes since its crazy, it felt REAL, and i didnt want it to become more intense by looking at him, i was kind of okay with talking but looking, i wasnt ready to see, after waking up i started hearing heavy rain and wind and thunder it felt like a movie for a moment i felt there isnt a material plane and spiritual plane i felt the material is spiritual its all connected each one in the other

and what made me think thats real, not only this experience, its a previous dream i had when an entity talked with me and she had a mask on, she didnt show face like if knowing i am not ready, and even the mask i wasnt able to look at while i was talking with her, since the mask change in expression a bit, and i also i feel 100% im looking at a demon, and it feels crazy, the experience feels so real and intense, i kept looking away while talking with her and at a moment i felt i cant escape from the experience and i felt her standing right in front of me and instead of running i grabed her and she immediatly run from me like refusing to show face

this kind of makes me think maybe the face will be intense , and again i didnt "fear her" , i couldnt look at the face since i dont know how intense that will be , and also it feels very crazy that im standing talking to a demon, additionally when she run from me i saw her back she gave me good feeling , very innocent and feminine, i felt very good, but im not sure about the face, also the moment i grabed her i felt her like maybe changing form like if what i saw wasnt her , and i also when i checked jos demons section i didnt find a demon similar to what i saw.

The second dream where i saw the demon wearing black, he didnt give feminine vibe its obvious he was a male demon, and he was just standing , like if he is just witnessing me he didnt interact he let me close my eyes until end of the dream he was just watching , actually when i woke up i kind of regreted not seing him, since that really felt like a real contact

And by the way both of the dreams occured in same place, in my room, and with same setup, my room is dark and outside of it there is light, and i do that even in real life i like to light lights in the house and leave my room with no light

I dont want to sound delusional, im just sharing everything in my head to get the most accurate answer possible, i feel it was Zeus, especially after that the thunder and rain and wind happened after i woke up from the dream, thank you so much in advance for your answers

Feel free to debunk anything i said, i need to learn, i dont seek confirmation, im seeking truth.

 

[Wotanwarrior]

The Gods will never push you beyond your limits; on the contrary, by performing the dedication ritual, you will have a Guardian Demon who will protect you from negative enemy entities.

 

[NightWishSS]

This ritual might help. I recommend reading it.

Banishing Ritual

 

[NightWishSS]

This ritual might help. I recommend reading it.

Banishing Ritual

I’d like to add this as well: I believe you will be protected while performing the dedication ritual. Naturally, negative energies or entities may try to interfere, but you must not fear them and should continue with faith. Once the dedication is complete, you will feel a deep sense of positivity and protection.

 

[Ayleth [NG]]

The Gods and other Daemons on our side never appear to scare you or cause confusion.

At most, it would be some lesser enemy entity, since you have not done the dedication ritual. Dreams can be anything from constructions of the mind to impressions, and not every dream is of importance.

Keep reading Temple of Zeus and sermons of Clergy.

 

[Goldenwings]

The Gods will never push you beyond your limits; on the contrary, by performing the dedication ritual, you will have a Guardian Demon who will protect you from negative enemy entities.

Thank you for your reply, how can i deal with feeling of presence during the ritual? Should i just accept it or what to do exactly since when the feeling of presence comes i truly feel its real and i truly feel the presence

 

[Goldenwings]

This ritual might help. I recommend reading it.

Banishing Ritual

Thank you for your reply, ok

I’d like to add this as well: I believe you will be protected while performing the dedication ritual. Naturally, negative energies or entities may try to interfere, but you must not fear them and should continue with faith. Once the dedication is complete, you will feel a deep sense of positivity and protection.

How should i deal with feeling of presence ? Since i clearly feel presence, should i accept it and sit with it or what exactly, the feeling is so intense that it gives shiver and sometimes i look behind me or by my sides since it feels like if i saw someone or someone is there

 

[Goldenwings]

The Gods and other Daemons on our side never appear to scare you or cause confusion.

At most, it would be some lesser enemy entity, since you have not done the dedication ritual. Dreams can be anything from constructions of the mind to impressions, and not every dream is of importance.

Keep reading Temple of Zeus and sermons of Clergy.

Thank you for your reply , how can i deal with feeling presence , i already feel it especially in void meditation it feels like someone is in the room 100%, the feeling already make me stop meditation every time it gets so real, how should i deal with that feeling of presence? Sometimes i even feel like i saw someone and or someone is standing nearby and i look to see since i feel like if i saw

I believe that feeling will intensify in dedication ritual , this alone especially that i never feel the presence in front of me its either by my sides or behind me( besides in void meditation eyes closed i sometimes feel its in front of me) and i cant help but look around every time i feel it, the same feeling came in the dream and after checking i saw someone standing and i closed my eyes

I have had nightmares in my youth where entities "attacked me" or hunted me, but i dont believe those were real, but the dream i just had now, i strongly believe its real, since the buzz i felt in my head , i two times felt similar during my life, and it was directly after waking up, and it was accompagned with a strong feeling of presence to the point i thought there is someone in front of my bed 100% i thought someone broke into my house, i acted like if sleeping especially the first time it happened i felt someone is getting close to me( im sure feeling was real) and i jumped quick and opened my eyes in order to fight ( i thought its a human) but found no one and directly after finding no one i calmed down, thats why i think its less likely to be ennemy entity

When young i used to fear those experiences but it was because i was muslim and i beleive every entity is against me, and i believe 100% during youth i saw the legs, and its just so weird even if i saw them with my eyes i acted like if i didnt saw something

The reason i dont believe its ennemy entity is i was never attacked, it was like someone revealing his self to me, or just watching me , all the bad reactions i had was because this felt real 100% and it just feels so much, since all i said happened in real life not astral plane, besides the two dreams i had recently

I twice was meditating after finding jos , and i saw horns and a goat head , but i continued , i know its most likely my brain projecting, the first time the horned head was red , the second time it was another colour, but i found that normal, even if i felt a bit uneasy i continued and it sent me in deeper state of meditation, but the feeling of presence and the dream i had have "real" tone in opposite of the horned head which i saw only in my mind

Can you tell me how i should act during those experiences especizlly the presence ( what im feeling mostly now, even if alone in my house i dont feel alone, and as i said i had 0 bad experience , i had only experiences feeling "real")

I remember once ( i dont know if this was just coincidence ) i was feeling a presence , and i recognised its there, i was feeling so good so i didnt care, when i wanted to walk outside my room i heard something in the house clicked hard, like if someone touched a fourniture, and it was loud and unusual

i immediatly stopped , started thinking was it a coincidence or is this real? I laughed and didnt move then i stated : please dont do something more extreme i cant handle that by now, and i walked outside of my room and nothing more happened

Thats how im dealing with it now, when i feel it gets extreme i simply state with my voice: please stop i am not ready, and everything stops, also when im in my room and the presence start to feel loud i close door and it lowers so much

 

[Goldenwings]

The Gods and other Daemons on our side never appear to scare you or cause confusion.

At most, it would be some lesser enemy entity, since you have not done the dedication ritual. Dreams can be anything from constructions of the mind to impressions, and not every dream is of importance.

Keep reading Temple of Zeus and sermons of Clergy.

The legs i saw i dont know why no one talked about before , what confuses me is i feel the entity is on my side since it looks so intense , based on what i saw she can easily cause me nightmare in real life if she wants but never did( is it okay i talk about that? Or i should never say it again?)

Is it possible that you give me just an instruction i will follow blindly? Like : avoid thinking about that and keep advancing or even if you feel presence dont fear just accept it , can i just get a clear instruction , i can follow with no fear when its coming from someone more advanced than me ,who experienced maybe same things i experienced

I just had a quick sleep now and saw another dream but this one i didnt care about it , it clearly felt just random , it was my brother telling me names of entities someone worked with and the names sounded like cartoon names, we both were laughing even if in the dream we thought they are real , and i was counting the names while he is telling them to see their number

this was a normal dream and i didnt care about it it was like watching a movie and i woke up smiling, i added this just because it shows i didnt start obssessing about dreams , its still weird how recently im dreaming more, i am the kind of person who dream very rarely, and the first time i discovered jos i was feeling fear even just being in the website and i never dreamt something like that at that time

 

[Goldenwings]

The Gods and other Daemons on our side never appear to scare you or cause confusion.

At most, it would be some lesser enemy entity, since you have not done the dedication ritual. Dreams can be anything from constructions of the mind to impressions, and not every dream is of importance.

Keep reading Temple of Zeus and sermons of Clergy.

Additionally, i think i should add this, i talked before about a moroccan music related to paganism that i loved, since it has the moroccan style of flute and drums and i like everything relatzd to my culture, this music when i listened to it a lot first time, i once woke up and felt 1000000000% someone is standing in front of me, he was just standing ,he did nothing, and i stoped listening to the music

Last days i started listening to it again its so good, and im suspecting it triggered what i saw in the dream since he had similar presence, he too just stood there and didnt interfer

The music i believe it related to Zeus, since they talk about siidi chamharouch a shrine is toubkal ( highest mountain in africa), also before the drums accelerate they say " i am calling the one who has the mountain of snow" or " i am calling the one who inhabits the mountain of snow" something like that

Locals said that when he comes to visit the shrine of sidi chamharouch thzre is thunder , ( i dont want to be delusional, im just stating whats in my mind so you can provide better help and guidance ) and some say he comes thursday and monday too, i just discovered the dream i had was monday night, and i heard thunder and strong rain and wind after waking up

The second part of the song i dont know what its talking about, but the first time i discovered the song when i slept listening to it i woke up feeling immense bliss, but when i repeated that i felt the presence once after waking up to the song and stoped , i will include the song in this comment , this triggers so much those experiences in my case and i love it to the point i always somehow end up listening to it again

Here is the lyrics translated by me i tried to do my best , when i dont understand a word i write : "..." , Keep in mind , quran / fqih/ anything islam related, is used in rituals in Morocco to avoid prosecution, this has nothing to do with islam, even the one practicing witchcraft is used Fqih in morocco , same name given to the muslim who pray with people in mosque, so this is 100% pagan, by the way the fear i had when i posted this thread vanished , im feeling good now, and even i dont mind listening to this music again, or doing meditation even if its night now , its weird how sometimes i start feeling grounded again, anyway, here is the translation:

I forgot to mention, here fqih refers to the God not to the witch, thats why please read with open mind and see behind the words, since they on purpose use metaphors etc
"... Fqih
The fqih chamharouch( his name) the one who has two books
You are the owner ( or related or the one who lives in) to the mountain of snow
... Laziness
Ohhh fqih
Let me give you a tip for you may be blind
Oh fqih
Pray the fajer with the star
Oh fqih
I seek closeness to you in the name of the ones dear to you
Oh master master ....
....
You are the owner of the snow mountain...
...
..
Ooooh fqih, i like the one who wears white
The one who wears white
In solitude he prays
Oh master faqih
....
Oh fqih
Oh mother his visit is on mule backs ( in morocco you ride mule to get to the shrine)
oh this is the fqih!
( Drums accelerate)
i swear you know him
..
Oh fqih Sebeblia ( a moroccan word related to witchcraft or paganism in general, i dont know whats exactly but the shaman does this to the client.)

Oh fqih chamharouch
Come to my place

( Drumming calms down)
Oh from the fqih point of view i am foreign and a stranger
Oh master sebeblia ( the word explained earlier)
I am stranger i have no one
Sebeblia...
Free my daughters
oh fqih...
Ohhh Come to place
Oh master ... My situation

I call the owner(or the one who lives ) of the snow mountain
( Drumming accelerate)
oh fqih oh fqih
Come sebeblia
Oh fqih
...
..
You know him
Sebeblia
...
Oh fqih
Come to my place
I am sad ...
The fqih is coming master
With his flag he is coming
Oh fqih
Dakhlna 3lik b quran ( imagine yourself wanting to ask someone to give you something and for him to want to give to you you tell him i know a guy dear to you, so that he grant you favour because you know his friend, thats same line here using "quran" instead of a friend, i believe its either an ellegory or something used just to make the ritual "islamic" and avoid prosecution)
The boys are small children master
The fqih is coming
With his books he is coming oh master
Oh fqih sebeblia
.....
Oh with his book he is coming
The one who has two books
The one with sheep skin( we used to use sheep skin in Morocco in houses, some sit on it some use it as decoration etc) and rosary
His speech is all true oh my son
Oh fqih
Come sebeblia
Oh with his book he is coming
Oh with his book he is coming
( Drumming accelerate)
Oh fqih
Oh fqih he is coming
....
Oh fqih
Sebeblia
....
I am tired of crying my master
Complain is made to God oh master improve my situatiion
... They hit me sebeblia
They envied me sebeblia...
...

( Soothing flute)
(Drums start)
Ohhhhh ....
oh ben yefou king
Oh ben yefou king ( ben yefou is related to a saint or region in morocco but sometimes they Call Gods saints hzre to avoid prosecution,you never know what they truly mean by words like that)

..secret .. revelation
Ahya wahya
......
The one who visits you never get stuck
Oh my son im coming asking for forgiveness
Coming asking for forgiveness
Reaching out to you oh ben yefou
Asking God he will be minister, he forgives he forgives
Oh ben yefou, oh the ones dear to my heart
Oh ben yefou king
Ohhh the one who reach out to you goes happy
The one who reach out to you goes happy
Im sick, ohh sad open for me the wings ( or open my wings, i dont know exactly what they meant in moroccan language same phrase can mean both)
You ...
He touched you in ....
Many said things many talked
Many ....
Oh 3lik rmit l3ar( its used to try to convince someone to do what you are asking him , for example when one is seeking forgiveness or asking for favour , he use that expression, there is no translation for that, literal translation is " i am throwing upon you guilt ( or a bad feeling) ")
Oh i am going to ask and look for my masters house
For the ones who will take care of me
The holy ones sons of free ones
.... live in a house and build high buildings
give charity!
whats wrong with you? Give 10% of what you earn
Bring your children , make them educated
I wish God makes their days bright
Thats what said the ones with the books
The one who visits you....
Im sad open for me the wings
Im asking God he will be minister
Oh ben yefou, oh the ones dear to my heart
Oh ben yefou king
Oh 3lik rmit l3ar( i explained earlier)
Oh my spiritual mentor is absent and didnt appear
Oh my spiritual mentor is absent and didnt appear
.... Going to hardship ( or hard event or something hard in general)
Oh my beloved
Oh ben yefou oh people
Ben yefou my king
The Love of my master will not forget about me
Coming asking for forgiveness
Reaching out to you oh ben yefou
I came asking for forgiveness
Forgiveness from the God
Oh ben yefou the ones dear to my heart
.....
....
Oh ben yefou the ones dear to my heart
( Drumming accelerate)
Oh come to me
.....
Oh ben yefou
I came to you asking for forgiveness
Oh ben yefou
I am foreign and asking for forgiveness
Ohhhhhhhhhh my mother
My heart is wounded by iron
The thing God has is not far

 

[Henu the Great]

Thank you for your reply, ok

How should i deal with feeling of presence ? Since i clearly feel presence, should i accept it and sit with it or what exactly, the feeling is so intense that it gives shiver and sometimes i look behind me or by my sides since it feels like if i saw someone or someone is there

Quite frankly, at this point, I am going to be blunt. Stop posting here about this, dedicate yourself, and start practicing the 8-fold path.

There is more information newly released about this, too.

2. The Sensation of their Presence ​

Communication with Your Guardian Demons & The Gods

Your Guardian Demon: Your Personal Patron In Zevism

 

[Goldenwings]

Quite frankly, at this point, I am going to be blunt. Stop posting here about this, dedicate yourself, and start practicing the 8-fold path.

There is more information newly released about this, too.

2. The Sensation of their Presence ​

Communication with Your Guardian Demons & The Gods

Your Guardian Demon: Your Personal Patron In Zevism

I have always wanted people to be blunt when answering me, i find normal answers confusing and i prefer direct instructions since i find them easy to follow , thank you for your reply