Goldenwings
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For context: i feel presence from time to time, and i always wish i never see it, since i have an inner feeling that the face of entity is "demonic" , i mean " scary" in the first nightmare i got i saw the entity with a mask , and i felt i cant scape that so i did the opposite i grabed her and she run like if not wanting to show me the face i saw just her back.
Tonight , ( its 5am now)i had a dream where i felt someone is in the entrance of my room( please note i rarely dream or remember my dreams, let alone having a nightmare , very very very very rare ) i felt the presence at my door and walked slowly while moving my eyes slowly in order to gaze at it and see if there is someone there and immediatly after seing the shadow of someone standing there , i closed my eyes while feeling it, ( i didnt manage to look at it, i felt im not ready for something this intense i kind of freaked out since i thought its real life, and in real life whenever i check the presence i see nothing so seing this time was big thing) i stayed eyes closed while feeling its presence and it felt intense i think it felt like my own body is vibrating or my head was vibrating i dont remember but i just closed eyes and never opened them
and i got told that i will soon see the entity in the face( i dont recall who said that or how i heard it), then i woke up, after waking up the dream felt so real that first after waking up i thought i experienced it at real life and i picked the phone to write that here but then realized it was a dream, also after waking up ( its night) this night at Morocco there was very very strong rain and wind ( for the first time in the year) and there is thunder and lightning ,literally im hearing stuff moved by the strong wind in the street and thrown, i dont wanna sound dumb and living in fantasy, but all what i said is real and its the first time that all this happened at once
i just remembred another part of the dream, i was in an appartment, i had stacks of money in my window and some papers related to my work, i started thinking who put this out this here,( it turned out that my mom put it there to clean something in the room and forgot to put it back in the room) andd i started picking them and puting them back in the apartment, and a women living in another building but close to me ( when she stares from her window ,she sees mine) she saw that and came and knocked on my door ( i had an apartment in the uper top of the building it was like a penthouse and i could see the upper parts of surrounding buildings so i can walk out of the appartment and walk to other buildings tops , also the top of the building i was in , in front of my apartment, had very big pools, during the dream my brother fell in one and i told him to shower quickly it may be still water or the water is not treated ( since it wzsnt summer) also when he showered i washed my favourite jacket and the jacket lost its colour and i blamed him , also in the top there was animals, goats and a mouse( the mouse was looking a bit unhealthy and didnt move he was just looking at me) and baby ducks ( they looked unhealthy) and a mother duck ( the mouse and ducks wasnt in the building im in its in a neighbor building top) thats all i remember , the goats were in the top of building i am in and were very healthy
and i remember throwing something to the goats so they eat it i was with my little brother) the women i was talking about arrived at my door( coming from top of building ) and asked me, why you do witchcraft? ( i still never did it in real life) i told her i didnt this is just my money and papers she told me her relative living abroad was calling her telling her im doing witchcraft when he saw whats in my window( the money and papers) , i picked up all the money and papers put them back in the apartment and she told me give me something, and i gave her 2$ she acted like its low, i added 2$ and gave her ashwaganda ( i know its random ) , she went ( i think i heard she thought the ashwaganda is a drug and she wanted to smoke it like weed) , the other part of dream is a bit random this was the main, for example i heard in the dream the equivalent of "squat" to Moroccan language, there is no equivalent in real world, when i heard the equivalent in the dream i was laughing extremly hard after waking up i wrote the word in notes, the main parts was the first and second dream and i think i dreamt and saw the first, then woke up, then slept again and saw the second dream.
more context: Earlier this day i was feeling presence ( its not the first time i feel it in my life) the difference is this time i felt like a breeze touching my forearms , and it wasnt "cold" it felt so good like refreshing , and in same time i smelled a very very very beautiful scent ( i suspected its one of my perfumes but i dont recall i have a similar one , also i didnt spray a perfume for last 1-2 days, and what i smelled was strong like if someone just sprayed it), before the smell& breeze i was feeling presence while being uneasy since not knowing what to do in relation to it
But after the breeze and smell i got a peaceful feeling for a while, the kind of feeling i get when im at my best spiritual health
I tried walking in same place where i smelled the scent, i didnt smell it again, if the smell breeze was only what happened i would have thought my mind made things up or i just smelled the sillage of some of my perfumes somehow, but too many things overlaped,
Can someone please explain? Thank you
Tonight , ( its 5am now)i had a dream where i felt someone is in the entrance of my room( please note i rarely dream or remember my dreams, let alone having a nightmare , very very very very rare ) i felt the presence at my door and walked slowly while moving my eyes slowly in order to gaze at it and see if there is someone there and immediatly after seing the shadow of someone standing there , i closed my eyes while feeling it, ( i didnt manage to look at it, i felt im not ready for something this intense i kind of freaked out since i thought its real life, and in real life whenever i check the presence i see nothing so seing this time was big thing) i stayed eyes closed while feeling its presence and it felt intense i think it felt like my own body is vibrating or my head was vibrating i dont remember but i just closed eyes and never opened them
and i got told that i will soon see the entity in the face( i dont recall who said that or how i heard it), then i woke up, after waking up the dream felt so real that first after waking up i thought i experienced it at real life and i picked the phone to write that here but then realized it was a dream, also after waking up ( its night) this night at Morocco there was very very strong rain and wind ( for the first time in the year) and there is thunder and lightning ,literally im hearing stuff moved by the strong wind in the street and thrown, i dont wanna sound dumb and living in fantasy, but all what i said is real and its the first time that all this happened at once
i just remembred another part of the dream, i was in an appartment, i had stacks of money in my window and some papers related to my work, i started thinking who put this out this here,( it turned out that my mom put it there to clean something in the room and forgot to put it back in the room) andd i started picking them and puting them back in the apartment, and a women living in another building but close to me ( when she stares from her window ,she sees mine) she saw that and came and knocked on my door ( i had an apartment in the uper top of the building it was like a penthouse and i could see the upper parts of surrounding buildings so i can walk out of the appartment and walk to other buildings tops , also the top of the building i was in , in front of my apartment, had very big pools, during the dream my brother fell in one and i told him to shower quickly it may be still water or the water is not treated ( since it wzsnt summer) also when he showered i washed my favourite jacket and the jacket lost its colour and i blamed him , also in the top there was animals, goats and a mouse( the mouse was looking a bit unhealthy and didnt move he was just looking at me) and baby ducks ( they looked unhealthy) and a mother duck ( the mouse and ducks wasnt in the building im in its in a neighbor building top) thats all i remember , the goats were in the top of building i am in and were very healthy
and i remember throwing something to the goats so they eat it i was with my little brother) the women i was talking about arrived at my door( coming from top of building ) and asked me, why you do witchcraft? ( i still never did it in real life) i told her i didnt this is just my money and papers she told me her relative living abroad was calling her telling her im doing witchcraft when he saw whats in my window( the money and papers) , i picked up all the money and papers put them back in the apartment and she told me give me something, and i gave her 2$ she acted like its low, i added 2$ and gave her ashwaganda ( i know its random ) , she went ( i think i heard she thought the ashwaganda is a drug and she wanted to smoke it like weed) , the other part of dream is a bit random this was the main, for example i heard in the dream the equivalent of "squat" to Moroccan language, there is no equivalent in real world, when i heard the equivalent in the dream i was laughing extremly hard after waking up i wrote the word in notes, the main parts was the first and second dream and i think i dreamt and saw the first, then woke up, then slept again and saw the second dream.
more context: Earlier this day i was feeling presence ( its not the first time i feel it in my life) the difference is this time i felt like a breeze touching my forearms , and it wasnt "cold" it felt so good like refreshing , and in same time i smelled a very very very beautiful scent ( i suspected its one of my perfumes but i dont recall i have a similar one , also i didnt spray a perfume for last 1-2 days, and what i smelled was strong like if someone just sprayed it), before the smell& breeze i was feeling presence while being uneasy since not knowing what to do in relation to it
But after the breeze and smell i got a peaceful feeling for a while, the kind of feeling i get when im at my best spiritual health
I tried walking in same place where i smelled the scent, i didnt smell it again, if the smell breeze was only what happened i would have thought my mind made things up or i just smelled the sillage of some of my perfumes somehow, but too many things overlaped,
Can someone please explain? Thank you
