satanists here looking to talk with another....

[chizmarrob]

new to the truth and was a christian for a long time. renounced completley and did my own dedication cerimony. i am so sick of the hypocrites in this world. i believe %100 that satan has gotten a raw deal and we where told as christians nothing but lies about him. i feel like i am treated the same way. i love life but know i am here for a reason. i pray to satan all the time. i feel like i have a secret buddy. i ask for more spirituality and to see a demon god. i know i did have an experience a week ago,......
i was upstairs sleeping at my parents place, i was just awokened and laying on my left side, something leaned up against the bed and i felt it lean over to almost my face, had my eyes closed, it straightened back up and felt the pressure of the bed release, then to make sure i knew it was there, it repeated the exact same thing, the whole time i kept my eyes close, after a few seconds after the second time, my heart was raacing, i finally turned around opened my eyes, nothing was there, and i heard no squeeks from the steps to go down stairs, my parents where sleeping when i went downstairs. this was for not an evil pressence. would like to have a chat frind to talk to about experiences and just satanism in general. 281-755-1838 robert. 36 male, nw pennsylvania