Satanism is hard

[siscool397]

It's almost the 15th. still no drugs or alcohol since new years and I have gotten a gym membership and started doing yoga. My 3rd eye is coming back to normal and I think its due to the yoga and weight lifting. I have a date with a girl on saturday and I am feeling a lot better since I have been dedicating as much time as i can doing meditations, bettering myself as a person the best I can. The trouble i am finding is i am getting annoyed by people around me more and more because as I better myself people around me seem more and more stupid and boring. I need to work on opening my chakras more and meditation more but I find that it takes me a lot longer to do the excersizes to get the same result as I do them off the site. How do you make friends that do not do drugs or alcohol? I haven't been finding any. I have been looking for a girlfriend but it seems like a very hard task because I have not been able to find someone who doesn't do drugs or alcohol. Other then that I have realized even though the new way of living is hard, it will get easier as I continue, and I may end up just becoming friends with the gods after I progress to that level and the things above will no longer bother me.

 

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I know exactly how you feel on this. I have been there myself brother. After a while when you start advancing you increase your brain capacity and IQ. People around you seem stupid. I myself now don't have any "friends" other that the Gods and YOU guys that I talk to, it gets easier after a while. Just keep strong and things will get better, a few years from now there will be A LOT more Satanists around, trust me. Then you will have more company around you, but for now just keep strong and meditate, everything happens for a reason* this one being , more time for you to focus on yourself and not those around you. Keep strong. And things will soon change.

Hail SatanSent via my BlackBerry from Vodacom - let your email find you!From: "siscool397" <boomer_397@... Sender: Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2013 04:21:52 -0000To: ReplyTo: Subject: Satanism is hard
  It's almost the 15th. still no drugs or alcohol since new years and I have gotten a gym membership and started doing yoga. My 3rd eye is coming back to normal and I think its due to the yoga and weight lifting. I have a date with a girl on saturday and I am feeling a lot better since I have been dedicating as much time as i can doing meditations, bettering myself as a person the best I can. The trouble i am finding is i am getting annoyed by people around me more and more because as I better myself people around me seem more and more stupid and boring. I need to work on opening my chakras more and meditation more but I find that it takes me a lot longer to do the excersizes to get the same result as I do them off the site. How do you make friends that do not do drugs or alcohol? I haven't been finding any. I have been looking for a girlfriend but it seems like a very hard task because I have not been able to find someone who doesn't do drugs or alcohol. Other then that I have realized even though the new way of living is hard, it will get easier as I continue, and I may end up just becoming friends with the gods after I progress to that level and the things above will no longer bother me.

 

[abraham172]

Well becoming a friend to the Gods would be a good thing. Always show great respect to all the Gods of Duat. An idea I had was if you get a friend who respects you and is loyal and you command his astral body to stop using drugs and alcohol.That way you wont have a problem with any friend.

HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!

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I know exactly how you feel on this. I have been there myself brother. After a while when you start advancing you increase your brain capacity and IQ. People around you seem stupid. I myself now don't have any "friends" other that the Gods and YOU guys that I talk to, it gets easier after a while. Just keep strong and things will get better, a few years from now there will be A LOT more Satanists around, trust me. Then you will have more company around you, but for now just keep strong and meditate, everything happens for a reason* this one being , more time for you to focus on yourself and not those around you. Keep strong. And things will soon change.

Hail Satan
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It's almost the 15th. still no drugs or alcohol since new years and I have gotten a gym membership and started doing yoga. My 3rd eye is coming back to normal and I think its due to the yoga and weight lifting. I have a date with a girl on saturday and I am feeling a lot better since I have been dedicating as much time as i can doing meditations, bettering myself as a person the best I can. The trouble i am finding is i am getting annoyed by people around me more and more because as I better myself people around me seem more and more stupid and boring. I need to work on opening my chakras more and meditation more but I find that it takes me a lot longer to do the excersizes to get the same result as I do them off the site. How do you make friends that do not do drugs or alcohol? I haven't been finding any. I have been looking for a girlfriend but it seems like a very hard task because I have not been able to find someone who doesn't do drugs or alcohol. Other then that I have realized even though the new way of living is hard, it will get easier as I continue, and I may end up just becoming friends with the gods after I progress to that level and the things above will no longer bother me.

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

You can always do a ritual and/or use magick to attract the right kind of people into your life. Friends, girlfriends, ect.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In , "siscool397" wrote:

It's almost the 15th. still no drugs or alcohol since new years and I have gotten a gym membership and started doing yoga. My 3rd eye is coming back to normal and I think its due to the yoga and weight lifting. I have a date with a girl on saturday and I am feeling a lot better since I have been dedicating as much time as i can doing meditations, bettering myself as a person the best I can. The trouble i am finding is i am getting annoyed by people around me more and more because as I better myself people around me seem more and more stupid and boring. I need to work on opening my chakras more and meditation more but I find that it takes me a lot longer to do the excersizes to get the same result as I do them off the site. How do you make friends that do not do drugs or alcohol? I haven't been finding any. I have been looking for a girlfriend but it seems like a very hard task because I have not been able to find someone who doesn't do drugs or alcohol. Other then that I have realized even though the new way of living is hard, it will get easier as I continue, and I may end up just becoming friends with the gods after I progress to that level and the things above will no longer bother me.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]So true people that are not serious I just a drain on you.

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<td val[/IMG]   Yea... the more you progress the more annoyed you get, that atleast happens to me. Sometimes I just feel like telling everyone to shut up. About the friends, I don't think you should be in a rush looking for them, otherwise you will end meeting people that do you no good. I'd rather be alone than with stupid people, but that's just me.

Ave Father

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Yes! That's great once addicted its hard to break up that cycle I have been sober for 19 days now and thinking positive keep it up

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It's almost the 15th. still no drugs or alcohol since new years and I have gotten a gym membership and started doing yoga. My 3rd eye is coming back to normal and I think its due to the yoga and weight lifting. I have a date with a girl on saturday and I am feeling a lot better since I have been dedicating as much time as i can doing meditations, bettering myself as a person the best I can. The trouble i am finding is i am getting annoyed by people around me more and more because as I better myself people around me seem more and more stupid and boring. I need to work on opening my chakras more and meditation more but I find that it takes me a lot longer to do the excersizes to get the same result as I do them off the site. How do you make friends that do not do drugs or alcohol? I haven't been finding any. I have been looking for a girlfriend but it seems like a very hard task because I have not been able to find someone who doesn't do drugs or alcohol. Other then that I have realized even though the new way of living is hard, it will get easier as I continue, and I may end up just becoming friends with the gods after I progress to that level and the things above will no longer bother me.

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[Brian Gibbons]

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<td val[/IMG]So true people that are not serious I just a drain on you.

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From: Igor Bedzor <igorbedzor@...;
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Sent: Tue, Jan 15, 2013 7:53:00 PM

<td val[/IMG]   Yea... the more you progress the more annoyed you get, that atleast happens to me. Sometimes I just feel like telling everyone to shut up. About the friends, I don't think you should be in a rush looking for them, otherwise you will end meeting people that do you no good. I'd rather be alone than with stupid people, but that's just me.

Ave Father

--- [/IMG][e[/IMG]vaughangreg@..." wrote:

Yes! That's great once addicted its hard to break up that cycle I have been sober for 19 days now and thinking positive keep it up

Sent from my HTC smartphone on the Now Network from Sprint!

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Date: Sun, Jan 13, 2013 10:21 pm
It's almost the 15th. still no drugs or alcohol since new years and I have gotten a gym membership and started doing yoga. My 3rd eye is coming back to normal and I think its due to the yoga and weight lifting. I have a date with a girl on saturday and I am feeling a lot better since I have been dedicating as much time as i can doing meditations, bettering myself as a person the best I can. The trouble i am finding is i am getting annoyed by people around me more and more because as I better myself people around me seem more and more stupid and boring. I need to work on opening my chakras more and meditation more but I find that it takes me a lot longer to do the excersizes to get the same result as I do them off the site. How do you make friends that do not do drugs or alcohol? I haven't been finding any. I have been looking for a girlfriend but it seems like a very hard task because I have not been able to find someone who doesn't do drugs or alcohol. Other then that I have realized even though the new way of living is hard, it will get easier as I continue, and I may end up just becoming friends with the gods after I progress to that level and the things above will no longer bother me.

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[ch_3_coo]

I know what you mean, when I got really serious about advancing and stopped getting high, doing drugs, and drinking I lost friends. And now I avoid people because when they invite me to go out it's to go clubbing or a party or whatever, it's not my crowd anymore. Even romantic relationships, I avoid because I know it will impede my spiritual progress, also it's unsatisfying being with someone who's on such a lower level.
The path to spiritual perfection can feel lonely, you surpass most people. But you're preparing for the future, those of us who are empowering themselves today will be the leaders of society tomorrow.

--- In , "siscool397" wrote:

It's almost the 15th. still no drugs or alcohol since new years and I have gotten a gym membership and started doing yoga. My 3rd eye is coming back to normal and I think its due to the yoga and weight lifting. I have a date with a girl on saturday and I am feeling a lot better since I have been dedicating as much time as i can doing meditations, bettering myself as a person the best I can. The trouble i am finding is i am getting annoyed by people around me more and more because as I better myself people around me seem more and more stupid and boring. I need to work on opening my chakras more and meditation more but I find that it takes me a lot longer to do the excersizes to get the same result as I do them off the site. How do you make friends that do not do drugs or alcohol? I haven't been finding any. I have been looking for a girlfriend but it seems like a very hard task because I have not been able to find someone who doesn't do drugs or alcohol. Other then that I have realized even though the new way of living is hard, it will get easier as I continue, and I may end up just becoming friends with the gods after I progress to that level and the things above will no longer bother me.