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Atheists may be against xianism,islam,judaism etc but they are still
ignorant. Being an atheist is obviously better than being a xian or
whatever and they have higher chances of finding Satanism. It doesn't
make sense to say that any religion predates atheism since atheists are
just people who chose not to believe in anything. They don't practice
anything.
The typical Atheist does not believe that we have souls and that we
can evolve as beings. They believe that we are skin and bones and we all
came here to live and die. They are ignorant in another level of that of
the xians. Also, typical Atheists do not believe in Astrology or any
type of divination neither they realize how much the planets affect them
and their lives. If you tell them that by meditating they can become as
the Gods most probably they will laugh at you. Magick workings can
affect them and they won't realize shit. The more ignorant the person,
the better they can get programmed.Some of them believe in specific
supernatural stuff but I am talking about the average Atheist here.
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Hi new to the group here, stumbled apon the Joyof Satan Website and
spent about 3 hrs reading through it.
In response to the above, I had been raised as a Christian, but really
couldn't be with it, in my early 20's I was into the martial arts, and
as well as into Astrology, tarot cards, Studied the concepts or ideas,
if you will of Jiddu Krishnamurti for many years, and find myself
questioning everything, learnign as i go but not accepting, or believing
everything but not denying.
I had known that theres something just wrong with Christianity belief,
my mother is sa full believer but i can still discuss astrology with
her.
I dont consider myself as a believer in anything but then based on what
was posted above I guess im not an Athiest, I'm not totally sure.
in me there is this sense that there are actually UFOs, or Aliens, and
or Gods, and so forth, and i want to accept the idea if you will that
they exist but my problem is, I want to see evidence, I want to
experience or know of those things but without having the brainwashed
ideas that the Christians put in your head that you "have" to "believe"
or you wont know, or something along those lines.
For the Astrology aspect, i am a Pisces, and recently found out that
there are 3 types of Pisces, I was born on the 16th of March and fall
into the last type of Pisces which has a streak of Skorpio in it, I was
rather ecstatic to discover this as i ahd always wondered why i was
intense and passionate, and some times obsessive with things. As it is
in my name Julianraw, raw being for many years I had studied nutrition
and alt health, in my early 30's I got into raw food nutrition, which is
eating raw fruits, vegetables, nuts seed, herbs, and many other things,
no meat, no dairy, ect,.
longest I did was 7 months, thing Im trying to say is, in that time I
had many premonitions about things in my immediate life at the time, i
was able to experience or see things before they happened, so i know
there is something. Now that Im back to eating basically anything
because of my financial problems I almost never get premonitions, or
anything psychic like.
I am a very open, and gullible person but Im not stupid, for me Im the
type of person that needs to know what something is all about, I'm not
one to accept things as they are, if i do get into something my whole
life revolves around that, adn I obsess about it, I commit my whole
being to it, thus i had done this at one time with Christianity back in
my late teens, which didn't last long as I was around a person that was
really intense about it so naturally like its said you become like the
company you keep.
For me the only thing I got from Christianity was fear,heaven and hell,
and the whole bullshit about adam and eve, and how they started the
human race, seriously what do you take me for an idiot, you seriously
believe 2 people mated and started the human race, the Christians really
have some amazing imaginations.
I never really got any answers to any questions about life or where
we're from other then "its all in the bible" or other things I cant
think of atm.
When i stumbled apon the JoyofSatan website, normally I would have
skimmed through it and left as Im not interested, but when i read some
things about the Nephallim, and the history, of Christnaity, about
Hitler, about Demons, and many other things, i must have spent 3 hrs
reading the entire site, it seriously intrigued me to want to understand
what it was all about, I do see the evidence and or references to the
Christian beliefs, and how our whole culture revolves around thier
beliefs.
Heres where I am I understand the concepts, of Satansim if I may word it
like that, Im at a loss of proper words atm, but Im not for, nor
againsted, or accepting or denying what it is all about, i feel the same
about UFOs, about demons, angles, spiritual deities, ect,. Im I guess
you can say really just trying to find some sort of reality to it. To
me I questions everything like even words as i learned from
Krishnamurti, that what exactly is belief, what does it mean to believe.
Were me more like not going to or from we are simply observing, seeing
what it is, whatever it may be as it is, learning, being aware, open,
like the concept of lets say you were depressed, and you want to rid it,
well by escaping meaning doing something about it, taking a pill, your
not solving the depression, or the problem.
Only by being consumed by depression and staying with it, observing it,
in relation to what stimulates it, being aware ect, not accepting it,
not denying it, but simply watching , you discover the root of it and in
that realization there is a transformation in mind that removes the
whole essence of what depression is, I use that example as when i was
18-19 i had a suicidal depression, but i stayed with it,a nd watched it,
let the emotions of it consume me, but i did not do anything, i let the
storm wreak its havoc and then it ended, i havnt been depressed since
and Im 37 today.
Anyways the point is Im trying to get information, trying to piece the
puzzles of life together.
What i find funny is on the website, i found alot of connections or
correlations to alot of things I have seen or studied, for example, i
studied WW2 for amny years, and mostly the NAZI side, discovered that
they had a paranormal unit, or group or something of the sort, then in
the past year or so I had seen a few videos on utube about the
Nephallim, and other things related, from all this, Im wondering what is
happening to me, am I being led to something, a purpose of some sort?,
what is my future in knowing these things, I mean after reading the
site, i felt something, well at least thought it, a realization possibly
that everything we all know in terms of our culture is not what it
really is, to me this is fascinating, it changes how i live, and behave.
Anyways before this turns into a book, what is your thoughts on what i
had posted here?