It was good to read your post, because I went through many similar events. When I joined to Zevism, they started to attack me too, through many really-really bad nightmares, but as I got stronger I started to attack back. Believe or not, there were times when they were running, and I started to enjoy to beat the shit out of them. ? Then they stopped with combat and tried the "you are going on the wrong way" story with me too in a dream. Everything was white around me and there was an angel there with big white wings and he spoke down to me (with very big face), but the only thing what I felt against him was anger. I really was waiting it to attack me, without fear, just wait for the reason to start the fight, but it did not attacked me. I realised that, they are not so "brave" if you are energised well and ready to fight with them. They are still attacking, but not with fight (they don't want to be hurted), simply appearing and telling I shoud quit because they are stronger and I am alone, last time there were 8 standing in a line in front of me. Well it was obvious overpover, but I didn't even have the thought to retrieve. But ofcourse they didn't attacked that time too, I simply woke up. So, no combat nowdays, simply the brain washing dreams. I do every day the Rituals (multiple times) and the power meditations, and more often can totally lock them out. So, I just want to say, I really admire that you didn't give up, and keep going!!!
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL SATAN!