Ok your message is kinda confusing... There's is a dedication ritual & doing it, you basically nullify everything connected to other religions, so I don't know what you meant with there being no dedication ritual... You can find it fairly quickly on templeofzeus.org (look at the links on the left).
Now on to the more important subject. You said you joined 2 months ago. Do you mean as in:
a) deciding to become a Satanist,
b) doing the dedication ritual,
c) since you started meditating?
Well if it's a), you should do dedication ritual first - with it, you become one of us, meaning Father Satan & other Gods/Daemons look after you.
If it's b) you should know that you gotta meditate so it's basically the same as c). In this case: it's been *ONLY* two months. Do you loose 30 pounds and get 6-pack after 2 months of going to the gym? Can you run a marathon 2 months after you decide to start running (as in start training for the first time in your life)? Can you quote every Shakespeare's sonnet 2 months after you learn how to read? No, you can't, so why would you expect EVERYTHING to get better in 2 months?
You clearly don't understand what it means to be a Satanist. Please, at least read the front page of templeofzeus.org - afterwards, do the dedication ritual and start 40 days training program - yes, it's only a bit over a month long, but it sets a rutine of doing yoga, void meditation, cleaning your aura and doing aura of protection regularly and THIS is what makes your life better.
Cleaning your aura is the same as getting a bath, just that you "wash off" negative energy that you came in contact with during the day. Aura of protection is kinds self explanatory - it keeps you safe & protected. By meditating, you're increasing your energy, that affects the world around you. Strong & clean aura tends to keep bad stuff away & attracts positive situations. Void meditation increases your ability to focus & control your mind.