esiaschchismicaolz
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- Apr 30, 2003
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Dear fellow brothers and sisters, I'll like your opinion on this matter. A month or two ago I had invited a goddess into my room and of course was very polite and had cleaned my room all corners for the preparation, when she arrived I broke down into tears and started to talk to her and asked her for help in a situation. The next day I was thinking about her all day and couldn't stop, I had this crazy feeling of love and I wasn't sure so I blocked it out. About a week later I opened up to to the feeling and realized I really did have this feeling. That night she came to me and we made love. It was beyond anything I have experienced. And so we began a relationship. But then something really strange happend. I was in class and a girl in there reminded me of her, I'd look at her and see my goddess and I blocked that out. Because it's unwise to cheat on your partner so I just ignored all the feelings. Till one day it became so apparent that something was up between me and this girl in my class that I had to stop and ask my self how I felt. I was talking to my goddess and instead of using her name, out of no were I said the name of the girl from my class and also saw her too, of course I began to flip not knowing what is happening.later on I asked father satan what's going on, his reply was i still had to figure some stuff out and that I didn't understand everything yet. Do you think this girl is my goddess in human form? Like she came into her or something ? Because never in my life have I experienced any type of feeling for another person so strongly before and so randomly. Maybe that's her but in human form.. maybe I have to see what's up with this girl in order to be ready for my goddess ? Maybe I made a mistake ? Maybe I did something right ? Not sure..