Regrets

[Jason]

Greetings! I have a question in which I. Wouldn't want to go anywhere else for an answer. I had thought of doing the A.A./N.A. process, but they don't exactly "get us" or our ways. As I advance, go deeper, I'm seeing that regrets of the past aren't realy going away, but being stuffed deeper. I'm not talking about stupid things I had done while under the influance of whatever, but other things as well. If this topic was already dealt with, I apologive as its difficult to "research" from my phone, and most of JOS isn't coming through. Id really apreciate being pointed in the right dirrection or any advice offered as this is something I Need to "get over" in order to advance yet further! Thank you!
HAIL SATAN!!!

 

[louis martinez]

have you done a healing ritual? that can be helpful. as far as NA goes i can tell you personally that is not the way to go. alot of those people are only there because its court ordered not because they really want to get better. now don't get me wrong, positive things can come of it but in the long run it will only anger you. if you really feel like there are some things you need to work out but most major cities have free counsling programs for addicts. check with mhmr in your area first and go from there. if anything i know you don't know me but sometimes you just need someone to listen. so feel free to email me whenever.
From: Jason <eremoslukos8@...
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Sent: Monday, June 25, 2012 2:11 PM
Subject: Regrets

  Greetings! I have a question in which I. Wouldn't want to go anywhere else for an answer. I had thought of doing the A.A./N.A. process, but they don't exactly "get us" or our ways. As I advance, go deeper, I'm seeing that regrets of the past aren't realy going away, but being stuffed deeper. I'm not talking about stupid things I had done while under the influance of whatever, but other things as well. If this topic was already dealt with, I apologive as its difficult to "research" from my phone, and most of JOS isn't coming through. Id really apreciate being pointed in the right dirrection or any advice offered as this is something I Need to "get over" in order to advance yet further! Thank you!
HAIL SATAN!!!

 

[Way_Seeker6661]

NA and AA is enemy filth. Is was started by a xtian and is run on xtian "morals" etc under a mask of acceptance and freedom. You'll go from being trapped by addiction to being trapped mentally and severly limited as a person believing you're useless, worthless and that your highest aim in life is to get through each day sober. It's fucking disgusting. I went through it, I left it, I relapsed, I GOT OFF THAT SHIT COZ I WANTED TO AND I HAVE SATAN. Keep and fan your desire and will for freedom, do a ritual telling Satan your goal and asking for his help and keep meditating.

 

[Way_Seeker6661]

NA and AA is enemy filth. Is was started by a xtian and is run on xtian "morals" etc under a mask of acceptance and freedom. You'll go from being trapped by addiction to being trapped mentally and severly limited as a person believing you're useless, worthless and that your highest aim in life is to get through each day sober. It's fucking disgusting. I went through it, I left it, I relapsed, I GOT OFF THAT SHIT COZ I WANTED TO AND I HAVE SATAN. Keep and fan your desire and will for freedom, do a ritual telling Satan your goal and asking for his help and keep meditating.