johnrobsons
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I wonder this, if a Spiritual Satanist reincarnates, is this all from ground zero again? Starting with basic chakra work and remembering fuck all of all meditations knowledge and things learned? Again with idiotic childhood, also considering the current society, brainwashing from school into material slavery and all other idiotic things.
Even possibly rebecoming a Xtian and reliving all the fucking fear nightmare due to lack of knowledge?
Does SS go through this same as everyone else?
If this is so, its better to work like hell to achieve immortality/Godhead.
There is nothing worse than reliving this nightmare, being 100% dead spiritually, constantly being brainwashed from all sides, and spending thousands of days only for the purpose of making money(for others mostly when you lack knowledge in this area, and being rich and spiritually dead is just as bad. I was like that and lived of fear of death every fucking day). Fuck this, seriously!
And above is exactly what I went through before becoming SS. There is nothing worse losing consciousness of self and restarting from nothing. Its like completely disappearing from existence.
I have been obsessed with immortality since 4 years old for reasons I don't know. I remember fuck all from my past lives. And as a kid and as an adult it always seemed like I never lived before. In my child hood my greatest fear was losing consciousness of self and permanently disappearing. And to be born again like this life started is the same thing as permanently dying to me. I even hate the fucking thought of it. For more than 20 years due to being born in a pathetic family, Christian brainwashing, fear, constant fucking chase of money, my life was nothing but a waste. Satan gave that light of hope.
Hail Satan!
Even possibly rebecoming a Xtian and reliving all the fucking fear nightmare due to lack of knowledge?
Does SS go through this same as everyone else?
If this is so, its better to work like hell to achieve immortality/Godhead.
There is nothing worse than reliving this nightmare, being 100% dead spiritually, constantly being brainwashed from all sides, and spending thousands of days only for the purpose of making money(for others mostly when you lack knowledge in this area, and being rich and spiritually dead is just as bad. I was like that and lived of fear of death every fucking day). Fuck this, seriously!
And above is exactly what I went through before becoming SS. There is nothing worse losing consciousness of self and restarting from nothing. Its like completely disappearing from existence.
I have been obsessed with immortality since 4 years old for reasons I don't know. I remember fuck all from my past lives. And as a kid and as an adult it always seemed like I never lived before. In my child hood my greatest fear was losing consciousness of self and permanently disappearing. And to be born again like this life started is the same thing as permanently dying to me. I even hate the fucking thought of it. For more than 20 years due to being born in a pathetic family, Christian brainwashing, fear, constant fucking chase of money, my life was nothing but a waste. Satan gave that light of hope.
Hail Satan!