Really Sick of Jehovian Entities Screwing With Me

[kevin_burkhard]

I don't share much, but lately Jehovian entities have really been screwing with me. Not with threats, which they probably know I would just cackle off and would make them suffer in do time for (I'm not super great at the occult yet, getting there though). No instead they've chosen to mess with my subconscious like the weak losers they are.
At first it was doubt they tried creeping in, but my mind is logical so doubt was easily defeated, but it wouldn't go away and that's what raised an eye brow. Disclosure I'm a high functioning autistic so yeah things will get stuck in my mind and cycle for a bit if for anything else to make me miserable, but this felt more deliberate, but ultimately it stopped.
Now a new misery has taken it's place. Nihilism or a severe version of it where I can't stop focusing on the inevitable end of existence (can some clarify if that's a thing, cause I suspect it isn't, but would love input on this) and how ultimately everything is pointless and this has gotten to the point where it's making me depressed and interrupting my sleep.
Yet here's the kicker, if I convert back to a Judaic religion then everything will be fine. This pisses me off, they think that I'm that stupid and weak that a little depression and misery is going to make me break my oath to Satan. As if! These fucks have no honor and it sickens me. Satan and the Gods of hell have been there for me, helped me several times, they didn't intimidate me, threaten me, make me miserable, but these fucks pull these sneaky bullshit.
No worries. I'm gearing up for a counter, exorcism, cleansing (a lot of it), Aura of protection, smugging, barriers, ritual for protection, and definitely some self hypnotism to undo their damage. Just thought I'd share though. If anyone has any advise or can comment on the nature of existence ending (If it does) I'd appreciate that greatly. 

Hail Satan

 

[dark_pagan_666]

If I remember correctly, Maxine once asked Father Satan how big the universe is, and he replied with "It is infinite". That means a never ending existence, the universe is big enough for all of us, were we can live, create and destruct.

The universe is made this way, so we can always expand our knowlegde, always get enlightned, always explore. There are no limits. With Satan, satanism, we have no limitations to ourselves. When we reach godhead, immortality. There are endless of experiences waiting for each and one of us.

 

[babyb00m]

There is a sermon written on the afterlife.

The Afterlife
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic4876.html 
The following working was originally posted by High Priestess Maxine Dietrich here: https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... pics/91036

FULL WORKING:

When you have an energy buzz, such as after a yoga session, do the following:

1. Visualize yourself engulfed in powerful white-gold light.

2. Affirm:
'My aura is constantly deflecting and repelling any and all negative energy, spite, ill will and curses directed at me and is always returning it right back to those who send it.' 'I am aligning these protective energies with those of my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.'

3. Recite a full Satanic rosary 'SURYAE' [the mantra for the sun, which is very effective in cleaning the aura and in deflecting negative energies]
SUUU-RR-YAH-YAY

!! ENGULF YOURSELF IN WHITE-GOLD LIGHT, LIKE THAT OF THE SUN AND VIBRATE 'SURYAE' INTO THIS LIGHT 108 TIMES USING THE ROSARY. IF YOU DO NOT HAVE A SATANIC ROSARY, THEN COUNT THE 108 VIBRATIONS ANY WAY THAT YOU ARE ABLE TO.

4. Vibrate AUM 9 times, AH at your solar chakra, UU at your throat chakra and MM at your 6th chakra/pineal gland.

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PARTIAL WORKING:

Just do steps 1 and 2.

You can begin this at any time. All of our energies will link up and deflect the curses and related and send the ugly energies right back to them.

FOR BOTH THE FULL AND PARTIAL WORKINGS, REPEAT STEPS ONE AND TWO SEVERAL TIMES A DAY, EVERY DAY, TO REINFORCE THE AURA AND WORKING. FEEL THE ENERGY, WHICH WILL GROW AND GROW.  

 

[kevin_burkhard]

Thanks. I've done that 40 days before, but it seems it's a good time to do them again. 

 

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

Gosh dang dude, I hear ya... hard to imagine all of the shit you had to go through, although I have an idea... The delusions they (angels) put me through everyday is intense... they make me believe that I'm a 'sacrifice' and I'm to be devoured and eaten. They also make me believe that my whole family (brother, sister, mom, dad, grandmother) are telepathic and can see right through me. They also make me believe that they are not human, and that this whole world revolves and was set up for me. Have you ever seen the movie Truman Show with Jim Carey? They make me believe my life is like that, but very negative version of the Trueman Show. Everyday is a struggle, and I'm currently trying to beat a meth addiction as well. Which also plays a role in my torment by these beings.