On Fri, Feb 14, 2014 2:35 PM PST
sbahawk@... wrote:
Hello Fellow Satanist,
Last Night I did my meditations successfully. Then I wrote a letter to Father Satan pouring out my heart and the I burned the letter. After that I did some more reading on the joyofsatan.org. Well, when I went to bed I come feel this strong presence to a point of making me and my bed vibrate. Mind you none of this made me feel uncomfortable I actually welcomed it. Well, here's my question was this done by Father Satan,my GD, or my Demon Lover which I asked Father Satan to send to me. Next it was impressed in my mind a dream I had about 3 weeks before coming to Father Satan. Where I was being made love to my someone named Zimir or Zimire not sure how to spell it since I don't know who it is. Well, I awakened out of this or came from under the energy I was feeling saying I love you Zimir/Zimire. However, I know I was not ever penetrated and I never felt afraid or uncomfortable. Next, the energy increased to a level that I began to slightly sweat on my
forehead. Then I felt the overwhelming desire to speak out of myself and I heard a voice that said hello how are. I jumped slightly and it stopped and I tried to get the experience back, but I could not. Someone please tell me what was this. And is it normal for a new person to have such an intense experience? I also, had a very intense dedication. It is important for everyone to know I never felt afraid I only felt loved and energized. Not to mention the energy was as if I was being physically healed. I did not feel any pain in my body at all, but I did feel very dried out in the mouth. Can someone please shed some light on what happened? There is more but I don't want this to be extremely long. I will share as I get responses back.
Thanks in Advance.
Hail Satan, Goddess Lilith, & All of Hell's Demons
Dark Moon
sbahawk
