Re: "My Battle"

[spiritual.jedi]

I became a Satanist 5 years ago. After few weeks since i started i started to suffer. Enemies are constantly attacking me. I suffer every day for 5 years. Im fighting but it works slowly. I have a problem, where i cant control energies, so i put gray energy, or any other negative energy to myself, or to those who i love. I have more similar problems like this. I do void meditation every day, but it works slowly. Satan said: "Those who suffer for my sake i will surely reward in one of the worlds". I put this sentence in my mind, and i remember it every day. The biggest gift from Satan would be, that i reach Magnus opus in this life, and become a god. I hope Satan will reward me with this gift. If anyone has any advice, that would help me i will be happy.

Hail Satan/Lucifer!
Hail Leraje!
Hail Andras!