Brooke Molina
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I am not experienced in this much buch there are things such as gnomes fairies cyclops and the like. Maybe that is what that was?? But also regarding Lucifer is that what he said His name was? You say you have been a devoted Satanist so did the dreams still happen after you dedicated? Also I ask if he said He was Lucifer because an enemy will say they are Lucifer or Enki or something but never Satan. A Demon of Satan will swear on their life they are of Satan and but the enemy will not- they have to swear on the name of Satan and nothing else. Sorry I am not of much help- the closest I've come to that is when I was young I used to hallucinate and I een ha a full on night terror last year. I won't give details but I saw something really f***ed up and tried to move or scream but couldn't and I knew for a fact I was awake. Not sure if you've had anything like this by I have had lots of encounters with the enemy about 2 years ago and around that time a saw a glimpse of a tall whitish/gold person walking up my stairs. Still have no clue what that was but these are just some of what I have experienced.
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I am not experienced in this much buch there are things such as gnomes fairies cyclops and the like. Maybe that is what that was?? But also regarding Lucifer is that what he said His name was? You say you have been a devoted Satanist so did the dreams still happen after you dedicated? Also I ask if he said He was Lucifer because an enemy will say they are Lucifer or Enki or something but never Satan. A Demon of Satan will swear on their life they are of Satan and but the enemy will not- they have to swear on the name of Satan and nothing else. Sorry I am not of much help- the closest I've come to that is when I was young I used to hallucinate and I een ha a full on night terror last year. I won't give details but I saw something really f***ed up and tried to move or scream but couldn't and I knew for a fact I was awake. Not sure if you've had anything like this by I have had lots of encounters with the enemy about 2 years ago and around that time a saw a glimpse of a tall whitish/gold person walking up my stairs. Still have no clue what that was but these are just some of what I have experienced.
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So this is going to be a long post,
but here it goes.Hello, my name is
Jenna. I've been a devout satanist since I was 15,
thanks to a lot of history, which I'm going to actually
bring up in this post. It's going to sound crazy to
anyone who doesn't have an open mind but here it
goes.
When I was 5 or 6, I was
attacked in the middle of the night. (I noticed a post on
sleep paralysis but this was not the case) Let me go ahead
and break down the complete details of the home I was in. 2
bedroom, one bath single floor home. The living room was
turned into a third bedroom and the home was owned by my
grandmother whom shared the same room with me. My parents
had their own room and my aunt had the living room. It was a
cool spring night with a full moon. My cot was directly in
front of the open window which had a 6 inch hole in the
screen. I was rebellious, I did it probably when I was 4, my
oldest cousin helped cause the house is semi elevated so I
needed a boost from the outside. So,
middle of the night I'm dead asleep until I feel this
sharp pain on the back of my neck. Looking back at it now
the pain would feel as if you were stabbed with a knife.
Rather than screaming like obviously any child of that age
would do, I reached back and felt something wet looking back
at my hand, I noticed there was blood on my hand, more than
I would expect from a simple cut but rather than hollering
for my grams who was dead asleep.I started to lay back down,
feeling tired more-so all of a sudden, when I shifted onto
my side I came face to face with a creature I still to this
day would consider an Imp. It was about 5 inches tall,
wings, horns tail, hoofed looking feet. I was scared out of
my wits for a split second and tossed it. It flew right back
and ran down beside me before jumping to the windowsil and
flying off. It had to be jet black because I saw no color
pigmentation in the moonlight, looked like a shadow. No
shiny eyes or anything, just black.From
then on, when I was 6, not long after my birthday actually,
I started having dreams. Reoccuring. Dreams of Lucifer. Some
were interesting, some were where he was speaking directly
to me about many different things, teaching me how to be
independent even as a child. When my father died, (I was 11)
I saw death as something not to mourn, but to celebrate.
Lucifer had taught me that. He gave me tips and pointers
throughout my life and has most likely built me to be the
woman I am today. I am not as successful as I'd like to
be, but I am happy where I'm
at. Right, I'm rambling... back to
this. He's also given me strange dreams I'm still
afraid to have interpreted because I dont want to be called
crazy, but I have them written down, not that I really need
to since they're reoccuring.
So, I'm here to find
likeminded people. My spirit twin keeps telling me this is a
bad idea, that I'll be ridiculed, but in truth I'm
not afraid of that anymore. I'm simply curious if anyone
else has felt something like this, or if anyone has had this
happen to them. Also, I have a mark on
my neck, when I have a lot of energy I can feel it but by
the time I consider taking a photo, it's gone. It makes
no sense to me. My spirit twin has felt it, but has never
seen it. Again, I know how crazy this
sounds so when someone does reply, let's not give me the
bs. Ask questions if you'd like, I have no issue
explaining what I can.
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