Re: A bit unclear to me....

[Blacklegions Of satan]

You said you mjsu dedicated 3 nights ago? So how do you figure your opened enough to the astral? Have you preformed any power meditations or have you opened any of your 7 chakras. At the very least have you done the opening psychic centers clairaudience or clairvoyance meditations? If not, then you still have a lot of work to do.   Also, just because you perform the dedication ritual, this doesnt mean that Father Satan is suppose to appear to you. When the time is right and when he feels you are worthy enough or ready for that matter to see or speak with him. He will show his presence, but take this time to build a solid relationship with him and the Gods.   Rege, Satanas! Rege, Azazel! Rege, Eligos! Rege, Decarabia! Al Jiwah- I remember necessary affairs and execute them in due time. I teach and guide those who follow my instructions. -BlackLegionsOfSatan www.joyofsatan.com

From: jaydawg616 <jaydawg616@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sat, November 13, 2010 6:15:17 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] A bit unclear to me....

  Hi all

A bit about myself... I have come from enslaved xtianity to paganism to spiritualism and now to Satanism. From all my previous endeavors I have learned something and added something to my life and spiritual growth that lead me to this point in my existence. I have tried many things and many rituals and have learned a lot about what each religion holds and stands for, yet non of them has given me any proof of any truth or existence...Quite a lot of time was wasted in false gods and religions BUT!!... all worth it in the end of the day for it brought me here...

I found this site about a week ago and read through it like it was the last book left on this planet and I don't like to read much...(wish it was the last book though)hehe it would make restructuring of the new false religions back to the old and original ways of Satan so much easier.

I have so much to say but let me just get to the point of my post.

I did my ritual 3 nights ago and signed my name in blood and recognized Satan as my only God and Father but unlike others experiences in seeing our Father Satan I did not. I am open spiritually and psychically but yet nothing except a jolt of energy rushing through my body. I felt good afterwords but not to the extent that others have experienced. This is a bit disappointing to me and also a bit saddening to a point, for here I am and I finally found what I was looking for all these years, only to fall short once again. Don't get me wrong, I will not give up on Father Satan or his Demons purely because this feels right for me and I know it is.

I only want to know why this is and why I did not get the result others have. I would really like just a moment with Father or even just see him in my dreams just to set my mind at ease. I know myself and I know that if I keep at this for a year or so and not have any results in my workings I would turn somewhere else and I don't want this to happen. I am a VERY strong spirit and have always had high levels of protection and guidance without having to ask for it. So why is this happening and if this is a message that I am not wanted here, where do I belong...?

So if there is anybody who can help me with this or tell me what I have done wrong or if I have offended Father in anyway, PLEEEEASE feel free to jump in.

I want to start a relationship with Baal for I have a strong feeling that he would be perfect as my mentor for some reason. I have a huge interest and attraction towards him and I don't know where it is coming from.

But i fear if I summon him and ask for his help he would not appear to me and that this rejection or failure would result in me being driven further away from this new found path.

I have been searching for many a year for this ancient and true religion and don't want it messed up or lost due to something I am doing wrong for not getting results.

Please give me your advice and input.

Your new found brother and Satanist

JayDawg616

 

[kikesmasher71]

Others who have seen Satan in the dedication had some experience with the occult before. Most people are not open astrally and don't, I didn't either. Your mistake is you EXPECT to see Satan based on other people's experience, as if everybody's experience is the same!!The keyword here is *not expecting*, just doing and let go. You can read other's experiences for informational value, but don't expect the same to happen to you.

You have to start doing power meditations to fully experience and see Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jaydawg616" <jaydawg616@... wrote:

Hi all

A bit about myself... I have come from enslaved xtianity to paganism to spiritualism and now to Satanism. From all my previous endeavors I have learned something and added something to my life and spiritual growth that lead me to this point in my existence. I have tried many things and many rituals and have learned a lot about what each religion holds and stands for, yet non of them has given me any proof of any truth or existence...Quite a lot of time was wasted in false gods and religions BUT!!... all worth it in the end of the day for it brought me here...

I found this site about a week ago and read through it like it was the last book left on this planet and I don't like to read much...(wish it was the last book though)hehe it would make restructuring of the new false religions back to the old and original ways of Satan so much easier.

I have so much to say but let me just get to the point of my post.

I did my ritual 3 nights ago and signed my name in blood and recognized Satan as my only God and Father but unlike others experiences in seeing our Father Satan I did not. I am open spiritually and psychically but yet nothing except a jolt of energy rushing through my body. I felt good afterwords but not to the extent that others have experienced. This is a bit disappointing to me and also a bit saddening to a point, for here I am and I finally found what I was looking for all these years, only to fall short once again. Don't get me wrong, I will not give up on Father Satan or his Demons purely because this feels right for me and I know it is.

I only want to know why this is and why I did not get the result others have. I would really like just a moment with Father or even just see him in my dreams just to set my mind at ease. I know myself and I know that if I keep at this for a year or so and not have any results in my workings I would turn somewhere else and I don't want this to happen. I am a VERY strong spirit and have always had high levels of protection and guidance without having to ask for it. So why is this happening and if this is a message that I am not wanted here, where do I belong...?

So if there is anybody who can help me with this or tell me what I have done wrong or if I have offended Father in anyway, PLEEEEASE feel free to jump in.

I want to start a relationship with Baal for I have a strong feeling that he would be perfect as my mentor for some reason. I have a huge interest and attraction towards him and I don't know where it is coming from.

But i fear if I summon him and ask for his help he would not appear to me and that this rejection or failure would result in me being driven further away from this new found path.

I have been searching for many a year for this ancient and true religion and don't want it messed up or lost due to something I am doing wrong for not getting results.

Please give me your advice and input.

Your new found brother and Satanist

JayDawg616

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Greetings,
You have not done anything wrong.There is no right or wrong way to do it.All that matters is your intentions.And as for signs,Father speaks to each child differently.I am less than a year myself,and have never seen my beloved Father Satan yet either.But I feel His presents in my life,and I have heard Him speak to me.Start the Power Meditations as soon as you can,and start to open your soul.Welcome to the family.
Hail Satan!
Brian.


From: jaydawg616 <jaydawg616@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sat, November 13, 2010 8:15:17 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] A bit unclear to me....

  Hi all

A bit about myself... I have come from enslaved xtianity to paganism to spiritualism and now to Satanism. From all my previous endeavors I have learned something and added something to my life and spiritual growth that lead me to this point in my existence. I have tried many things and many rituals and have learned a lot about what each religion holds and stands for, yet non of them has given me any proof of any truth or existence...Quite a lot of time was wasted in false gods and religions BUT!!... all worth it in the end of the day for it brought me here...

I found this site about a week ago and read through it like it was the last book left on this planet and I don't like to read much...(wish it was the last book though)hehe it would make restructuring of the new false religions back to the old and original ways of Satan so much easier.

I have so much to say but let me just get to the point of my post.

I did my ritual 3 nights ago and signed my name in blood and recognized Satan as my only God and Father but unlike others experiences in seeing our Father Satan I did not. I am open spiritually and psychically but yet nothing except a jolt of energy rushing through my body. I felt good afterwords but not to the extent that others have experienced. This is a bit disappointing to me and also a bit saddening to a point, for here I am and I finally found what I was looking for all these years, only to fall short once again. Don't get me wrong, I will not give up on Father Satan or his Demons purely because this feels right for me and I know it is.

I only want to know why this is and why I did not get the result others have. I would really like just a moment with Father or even just see him in my dreams just to set my mind at ease. I know myself and I know that if I keep at this for a year or so and not have any results in my workings I would turn somewhere else and I don't want this to happen. I am a VERY strong spirit and have always had high levels of protection and guidance without having to ask for it. So why is this happening and if this is a message that I am not wanted here, where do I belong...?

So if there is anybody who can help me with this or tell me what I have done wrong or if I have offended Father in anyway, PLEEEEASE feel free to jump in.

I want to start a relationship with Baal for I have a strong feeling that he would be perfect as my mentor for some reason. I have a huge interest and attraction towards him and I don't know where it is coming from.

But i fear if I summon him and ask for his help he would not appear to me and that this rejection or failure would result in me being driven further away from this new found path.

I have been searching for many a year for this ancient and true religion and don't want it messed up or lost due to something I am doing wrong for not getting results.

Please give me your advice and input.

Your new found brother and Satanist

JayDawg616