Ranting

[grell.thereaper]

I am a lost child. I am trying my best to study about Father Enki and let go of this fear within me. I cannot do any rituals, because I'm afraid of the consequences, by that I mean...having problems with the enemy. Yes, I'm afraid of the enemy, and I'm afraid that I won't be strong enough to fight them off. I haven't done the dedication ritual, because I am in need of a few things. It isn't about not doing it, its about having the proper things. And I fear that...since I haven't dedicated, that I'll be under attack by the enemy.
This fear was so drilled into my head, that...I feared and still fear everything around me. I'm scared of the dark, scared to be by myself outside at night. I'm scared of my surroundings when I'm by myself. This is what xtians and their Judeo/Christian god did to me. I want to escape, to be free..
I'm only writing this to vent out.
Hail Father Enki

 

[Sandra Waldron]

YOU are the only one who can stop your fear! If you truly want to dedicate, set your fear out of the way and
TRUST FATHER! Otherwise, if you do not intend to help yourself, no one else can help you. Father Satan
is a loving and caring God. If you want to know HIM, then you must dedicate. But do it only if you are
truly sincere. Even if you have some doubts, if you want to do this with all your heart, then Father will
help you overcome your fears. HE did me. I love Father Satan! HE is beyond awesome.
Hail Father Satan!
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I am a lost child. I am trying my best to
study about Father Enki and let go of this fear within me. I
cannot do any rituals, because I'm afraid of the
consequences, by that I mean...having problems with the
enemy. Yes, I'm afraid of the enemy, and I'm afraid
that I won't be strong enough to fight them off. I
haven't done the dedication ritual, because I am in need
of a few things. It isn't about not doing it, its about
having the proper things. And I fear that...since I
haven't dedicated, that I'll be under attack by the
enemy.
This fear was so drilled into my head,
that...I feared and still fear everything around me. I'm
scared of the dark, scared to be by myself outside at night.
I'm scared of my surroundings when I'm by myself.
This is what xtians and their Judeo/Christian god did to me.
I want to escape, to be free..
I'm only writing this to vent out.
Hail Father Enki