Rant

[Anike Anike]

<td val[/IMG]Yeah... It seems as if a depression syndrome is going around...guess it's my turn! This is just gonna be a rant so feel free to ignore! I just feel like anything I do it's not good enough for our Gods...(something like Raven posted) It's just a personal feeling. I write a song, it's not good enough for me, I write a poem, still not good enough, I do destruction rituals, still not good enough and so on. So much of us are doing something to help...DP is well on a roll, our more advanced members answer the most difficult questions giving the most amazing answers and well, even though I try to help all it still feels not good enough...yeah, thanks for reading.
Hail Satan![/TD]

 

[Raven Lythrum]

I think I know what you mean but let me be sure. Are you saying it's kind of like you feel like you want to give them so much but you've run out of ideas? Or is it JUST feeling like nothing is good enough?   |
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_|_
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Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah
In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*
www.joyofsatan.org
www.exposingchristianity.com
From: Anike Anike <anikeanime@...
To: Jos <[email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, December 11, 2012 10:36 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Rant

 

<td val[/IMG]Yeah... It seems as if a depression syndrome is going around...guess it's my turn! This is just gonna be a rant so feel free to ignore! I just feel like anything I do it's not good enough for our Gods...(something like Raven posted) It's just a personal feeling. I write a song, it's not good enough for me, I write a poem, still not good enough, I do destruction rituals, still not good enough and so on. So much of us are doing something to help...DP is well on a roll, our more advanced members answer the most difficult questions giving the most amazing answers and well, even though I try to help all it still feels not good enough...yeah, thanks for reading.
Hail Satan![/TD]

 

[Anike Anike]

<td val[/IMG]It's your first suggestion, I want to do so much for Father and make him and the Gods proud but I simply don't know what else to do...I had so much ideas and now not only do I try to do so much to help and praise and it still doesn't feel good enough and I don't know what do....I want to make them proud and do something more for them...
Hail Satan![/TD]

From: Raven Lythrum <lilylavycrowley@...;
To: [email protected] <[email protected];
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Rant
Sent: Tue, Dec 11, 2012 6:59:54 PM

<td val[/IMG]   I think I know what you mean but let me be sure. Are you saying it's kind of like you feel like you want to give them so much but you've run out of ideas? Or is it JUST feeling like nothing is good enough?   |
  |
_|_
  |

Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah
In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*
www.joyofsatan.org www.exposingchristianity.com From: Anike Anike <anikeanime@...
To: Jos <[email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, December 11, 2012 10:36 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Rant

 

<td val[/IMG]Yeah... It seems as if a depression syndrome is going around...guess it's my turn! This is just gonna be a rant so feel free to ignore! I just feel like anything I do it's not good enough for our Gods...(something like Raven posted) It's just a personal feeling. I write a song, it's not good enough for me, I write a poem, still not good enough, I do destruction rituals, still not good enough and so on. So much of us are doing something to help...DP is well on a roll, our more advanced members answer the most difficult questions giving the most amazing answers and well, even though I try to help all it still feels not good enough...yeah, thanks for reading.
Hail Satan![/TD]

[/TD]

 

[lolobardonik]

I've felt that too, don't feel alone.

There are sometimes that i'm trying my best and i fail constantly. Sometimes it's getting me down, but i try to be strong.

Sometimes i get so frustrated that powerful emotions come to the surface. I'm always trying to put them to good use, but it's not at all easy.

I've had some periods like this in my life, but when i reach the low point I'm always coming back with fury and zeal to be better than before.

I feel that life has it's cycles and if you look into the stars you may find the reasons/causes for what you are feeling. Maybe there are some difficult transits in your chart.

When I'm in a low point, i tend to isolate and do things that make me happy, make me forget. Be with people that make me feel better about myself, just by being with them.

I hope you can find your self soon and feel better. I know that Father Satan and the Demons will be there to help you, as they always helped me.

Hail Father Satan
Hail Astaroth
Hail Lerajie

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Anike Anike <anikeanime@... wrote:

It's your first suggestion, I want to do so much for Father and make him and the Gods proud but I simply don't know what else to do...I had so much ideas and now not only do I try to do so much to help and praise and it still doesn't feel good enough and I don't know what do....I want to make them proud and do something more for them...
Hail Satan!

 

[Raven Lythrum]

I feel exactly the same way. That's why I'm trying to gain as much knowledge as possible to give to my brother's and sisters (another way of helping). 
You can also do destruction rituals
Gentile awakening rituals
you can send the gods balls of energy that you pull down from one of the planets and compact
you can write them poetry, songs, artwork and post it publicly to websites all over the internet. than underneath that put a link to the JOS and exposing christianity
you can answer questions on all the groups
you can answer questions on yahoo answers
you can join Facebook and the groups there and answer people's questions there (I'd be careful with this one and choose VERY carefully which questions to answer)
If brothers and sisters come to you personally with uncomfortable questions they can't ask the group, you can help them
You can vibrate the enochian keys in enochian (If you vibrate a destructive one with the intent being to bring down the kikes, that helps them a lot as words in enochian have power.) 
You can leave anti-xtian tracts all over the place that alert people to the truth
You can leave slips of paper EVERYWHERE with the JOS website on them
You can write the JOS website in permanent marker on bathroom stalls, play grounds, and everywhere you can write it (and not get caught.)
Also, meditation is a way of helping the gods as well because the more you practice meditation the more powerful you get and the more power you can handle. Which means you can handle sending them more powerful energy and your rituals will be more powerful as well. It will also open you up more to the gods as well so they can better guide you and give you knowledge, which you can then give to brothers and sisters (if appropriate). Or if you can't share it (there is some information the gods don't wish to be revealed sometimes), you can use it to open yourself up more, gain more power for yourself, and in turn that repeats the cycle of helping the gods through your own meditation. Yoga also helps the gods in the same backwards way as you are opening the pathways in your body to energy which allows the energy to flow easier and more freely, which heightens your power.
You can also in a ritual just publicly offer your services and energy to any goetic god that needs help and if you are psychically open enough, you will be able to hear their instruction when they come to you. They will test you of course to make sure you are reliable. And they would never ask anything of you above your skill or power level.
And every once in a while, just meditate on father satan and let him know how much you truly love him. :.) Seriously, it hurts sometimes but it's a good kind of hurt, when you love someone enough that your heart aches and is about to explode into itty bitty satanist sized pieces. Here's an idea that I got from someone a long time ago. Go into a trance and focus on your emotions. Think on father satan and feel all the love you possibly can for him, than compact it into a ball, bring it outside your body and form it into the shape of a huge heart, and send it to him.
If I think of anything more you can do, I'll let you know. These are all the ideas that hit me off the top of my head.   |
  |
_|_
  |

Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah
In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*
www.joyofsatan.org
www.exposingchristianity.com
From: Anike Anike <anikeanime@...
To: Jos <[email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, December 11, 2012 1:32 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Rant

 

<td val[/IMG]It's your first suggestion, I want to do so much for Father and make him and the Gods proud but I simply don't know what else to do...I had so much ideas and now not only do I try to do so much to help and praise and it still doesn't feel good enough and I don't know what do....I want to make them proud and do something more for them...
Hail Satan![/TD]

From: Raven Lythrum <lilylavycrowley@...;
To: [email protected] <[email protected];
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Rant
Sent: Tue, Dec 11, 2012 6:59:54 PM

<td val[/IMG]   I think I know what you mean but let me be sure. Are you saying it's kind of like you feel like you want to give them so much but you've run out of ideas? Or is it JUST feeling like nothing is good enough?   |
  |
_|_
  |

Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah
In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*
www.joyofsatan.org www.exposingchristianity.com From: Anike Anike <anikeanime@...
To: Jos <[email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, December 11, 2012 10:36 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Rant

 

<td val[/IMG]Yeah... It seems as if a depression syndrome is going around...guess it's my turn! This is just gonna be a rant so feel free to ignore! I just feel like anything I do it's not good enough for our Gods...(something like Raven posted) It's just a personal feeling. I write a song, it's not good enough for me, I write a poem, still not good enough, I do destruction rituals, still not good enough and so on. So much of us are doing something to help...DP is well on a roll, our more advanced members answer the most difficult questions giving the most amazing answers and well, even though I try to help all it still feels not good enough...yeah, thanks for reading.
Hail Satan![/TD]

[/TD]

 

[Anike Anike]

<td val[/IMG]Thanks Raven, this sincerely helped me out. Loads of ideas I can make use of and acquire! It really made me feel better there is some more stuff I can do, sincere thanks sister
Hail Satan![/TD]

From: Raven Lythrum <lilylavycrowley@...;
To: [email protected] <[email protected];
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Rant
Sent: Tue, Dec 11, 2012 8:14:17 PM

<td val[/IMG]   I feel exactly the same way. That's why I'm trying to gain as much knowledge as possible to give to my brother's and sisters (another way of helping). 
You can also do destruction rituals
Gentile awakening rituals
you can send the gods balls of energy that you pull down from one of the planets and compact
you can write them poetry, songs, artwork and post it publicly to websites all over the internet. than underneath that put a link to the JOS and exposing christianity
you can answer questions on all the groups
you can answer questions on yahoo answers
you can join Facebook and the groups there and answer people's questions there (I'd be careful with this one and choose VERY carefully which questions to answer)
If brothers and sisters come to you personally with uncomfortable questions they can't ask the group, you can help them
You can vibrate the enochian keys in enochian (If you vibrate a destructive one with the intent being to bring down the kikes, that helps them a lot as words in enochian have power.) 
You can leave anti-xtian tracts all over the place that alert people to the truth
You can leave slips of paper EVERYWHERE with the JOS website on them
You can write the JOS website in permanent marker on bathroom stalls, play grounds, and everywhere you can write it (and not get caught.)
Also, meditation is a way of helping the gods as well because the more you practice meditation the more powerful you get and the more power you can handle. Which means you can handle sending them more powerful energy and your rituals will be more powerful as well. It will also open you up more to the gods as well so they can better guide you and give you knowledge, which you can then give to brothers and sisters (if appropriate). Or if you can't share it (there is some information the gods don't wish to be revealed sometimes), you can use it to open yourself up more, gain more power for yourself, and in turn that repeats the cycle of helping the gods through your own meditation. Yoga also helps the gods in the same backwards way as you are opening the pathways in your body to energy which allows the energy to flow easier and more freely, which heightens your power.
You can also in a ritual just publicly offer your services and energy to any goetic god that needs help and if you are psychically open enough, you will be able to hear their instruction when they come to you. They will test you of course to make sure you are reliable. And they would never ask anything of you above your skill or power level.
And every once in a while, just meditate on father satan and let him know how much you truly love him. :.) Seriously, it hurts sometimes but it's a good kind of hurt, when you love someone enough that your heart aches and is about to explode into itty bitty satanist sized pieces. Here's an idea that I got from someone a long time ago. Go into a trance and focus on your emotions. Think on father satan and feel all the love you possibly can for him, than compact it into a ball, bring it outside your body and form it into the shape of a huge heart, and send it to him.
If I think of anything more you can do, I'll let you know. These are all the ideas that hit me off the top of my head.   |
  |
_|_
  |

Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah
In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*
www.joyofsatan.org www.exposingchristianity.com From: Anike Anike <anikeanime@...
To: Jos <[email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, December 11, 2012 1:32 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Rant

 

<td val[/IMG]It's your first suggestion, I want to do so much for Father and make him and the Gods proud but I simply don't know what else to do...I had so much ideas and now not only do I try to do so much to help and praise and it still doesn't feel good enough and I don't know what do....I want to make them proud and do something more for them...
Hail Satan![/TD]

From: Raven Lythrum <lilylavycrowley@...;
To: [email protected] <[email protected];
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Rant
Sent: Tue, Dec 11, 2012 6:59:54 PM

<td val[/IMG]   I think I know what you mean but let me be sure. Are you saying it's kind of like you feel like you want to give them so much but you've run out of ideas? Or is it JUST feeling like nothing is good enough?   |
  |
_|_
  |

Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah
In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*
www.joyofsatan.org www.exposingchristianity.com From: Anike Anike <anikeanime@...
To: Jos <[email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, December 11, 2012 10:36 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Rant

 

<td val[/IMG]Yeah... It seems as if a depression syndrome is going around...guess it's my turn! This is just gonna be a rant so feel free to ignore! I just feel like anything I do it's not good enough for our Gods...(something like Raven posted) It's just a personal feeling. I write a song, it's not good enough for me, I write a poem, still not good enough, I do destruction rituals, still not good enough and so on. So much of us are doing something to help...DP is well on a roll, our more advanced members answer the most difficult questions giving the most amazing answers and well, even though I try to help all it still feels not good enough...yeah, thanks for reading.
Hail Satan![/TD]

[/TD]

[/TD]

 

[Anike Anike]

<td val[/IMG]Thanks lolobardonik, this definitely made me feel better and think that there is not only me having these episodes...but I know after them we come back stronger. Thanks for the heads up
Hail Satan![/TD]

From: lolobardonik <lolobardonik@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Rant
Sent: Tue, Dec 11, 2012 8:08:20 PM

<td val[/IMG]   I've felt that too, don't feel alone.

There are sometimes that i'm trying my best and i fail constantly. Sometimes it's getting me down, but i try to be strong.

Sometimes i get so frustrated that powerful emotions come to the surface. I'm always trying to put them to good use, but it's not at all easy.

I've had some periods like this in my life, but when i reach the low point I'm always coming back with fury and zeal to be better than before.

I feel that life has it's cycles and if you look into the stars you may find the reasons/causes for what you are feeling. Maybe there are some difficult transits in your chart.

When I'm in a low point, i tend to isolate and do things that make me happy, make me forget. Be with people that make me feel better about myself, just by being with them.

I hope you can find your self soon and feel better. I know that Father Satan and the Demons will be there to help you, as they always helped me.

Hail Father Satan
Hail Astaroth
Hail Lerajie

--- [/IMG][email protected], Anike Anike <anikeanime@... wrote:

It&#39;s your first suggestion, I want to do so much for Father and make him and the Gods proud but I simply don&#39;t know what else to do...I had so much ideas and now not only do I try to do so much to help and praise and it still doesn&#39;t feel good enough and I don&#39;t know what do....I want to make them proud and do something more for them...
Hail Satan!

[/TD]

 

[Jason Watts]

that was also very helpful to me as well Raven I like the ideas and plan on putting a few of then into practice soon... Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!

On Dec 11, 2012 2:44 PM, "Anike Anike" <anikeanime@... wrote:

<td val[/IMG]Thanks Raven, this sincerely helped me out. Loads of ideas I can make use of and acquire! It really made me feel better there is some more stuff I can do, sincere thanks sister
Hail Satan![/TD]

From: Raven Lythrum <lilylavycrowley@...;
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url];
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Rant
Sent: Tue, Dec 11, 2012 8:14:17 PM

<td val[/IMG]   I feel exactly the same way. That's why I'm trying to gain as much knowledge as possible to give to my brother's and sisters (another way of helping). 
You can also do destruction rituals
Gentile awakening rituals
you can send the gods balls of energy that you pull down from one of the planets and compact
you can write them poetry, songs, artwork and post it publicly to websites all over the internet. than underneath that put a link to the JOS and exposing christianity
you can answer questions on all the groups
you can answer questions on yahoo answers
you can join Facebook and the groups there and answer people's questions there (I'd be careful with this one and choose VERY carefully which questions to answer)
If brothers and sisters come to you personally with uncomfortable questions they can't ask the group, you can help them
You can vibrate the enochian keys in enochian (If you vibrate a destructive one with the intent being to bring down the kikes, that helps them a lot as words in enochian have power.) 
You can leave anti-xtian tracts all over the place that alert people to the truth
You can leave slips of paper EVERYWHERE with the JOS website on them
You can write the JOS website in permanent marker on bathroom stalls, play grounds, and everywhere you can write it (and not get caught.)
Also, meditation is a way of helping the gods as well because the more you practice meditation the more powerful you get and the more power you can handle. Which means you can handle sending them more powerful energy and your rituals will be more powerful as well. It will also open you up more to the gods as well so they can better guide you and give you knowledge, which you can then give to brothers and sisters (if appropriate). Or if you can't share it (there is some information the gods don't wish to be revealed sometimes), you can use it to open yourself up more, gain more power for yourself, and in turn that repeats the cycle of helping the gods through your own meditation. Yoga also helps the gods in the same backwards way as you are opening the pathways in your body to energy which allows the energy to flow easier and more freely, which heightens your power.
You can also in a ritual just publicly offer your services and energy to any goetic god that needs help and if you are psychically open enough, you will be able to hear their instruction when they come to you. They will test you of course to make sure you are reliable. And they would never ask anything of you above your skill or power level.
And every once in a while, just meditate on father satan and let him know how much you truly love him. :.) Seriously, it hurts sometimes but it's a good kind of hurt, when you love someone enough that your heart aches and is about to explode into itty bitty satanist sized pieces. Here's an idea that I got from someone a long time ago. Go into a trance and focus on your emotions. Think on father satan and feel all the love you possibly can for him, than compact it into a ball, bring it outside your body and form it into the shape of a huge heart, and send it to him.
If I think of anything more you can do, I'll let you know. These are all the ideas that hit me off the top of my head.    |
  |
_|_
  |

Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah
In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*
www.joyofsatan.org www.exposingchristianity.com From: Anike Anike < anikeanime@... To: Jos < [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected] [/url]
Sent: Tuesday, December 11, 2012 1:32 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Rant

 

<td val[/IMG]It's your first suggestion, I want to do so much for Father and make him and the Gods proud but I simply don't know what else to do...I had so much ideas and now not only do I try to do so much to help and praise and it still doesn't feel good enough and I don't know what do....I want to make them proud and do something more for them...
Hail Satan![/TD]

From: Raven Lythrum < lilylavycrowley@... ;
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected] [/url] < [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected] [/url];
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Rant
Sent: Tue, Dec 11, 2012 6:59:54 PM

<td val[/IMG]   I think I know what you mean but let me be sure. Are you saying it's kind of like you feel like you want to give them so much but you've run out of ideas? Or is it JUST feeling like nothing is good enough?    |
  |
_|_
  |

Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah
In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*
www.joyofsatan.org www.exposingchristianity.com From: Anike Anike < anikeanime@... To: Jos < [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected] [/url]
Sent: Tuesday, December 11, 2012 10:36 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Rant

 

<td val[/IMG]Yeah... It seems as if a depression syndrome is going around...guess it's my turn! This is just gonna be a rant so feel free to ignore! I just feel like anything I do it's not good enough for our Gods...(something like Raven posted) It's just a personal feeling. I write a song, it's not good enough for me, I write a poem, still not good enough, I do destruction rituals, still not good enough and so on. So much of us are doing something to help...DP is well on a roll, our more advanced members answer the most difficult questions giving the most amazing answers and well, even though I try to help all it still feels not good enough...yeah, thanks for reading.
Hail Satan![/TD]

[/TD]

[/TD]

 

[Austin Robb]

I know the feeling I just cleaned my aura and it seems to get threw the day

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3

On Dec 11, 2012, at 10:36 AM, "Anike Anike" <anikeanime@... wrote:

 

<td val[/IMG]Yeah... It seems as if a depression syndrome is going around...guess it's my turn! This is just gonna be a rant so feel free to ignore! I just feel like anything I do it's not good enough for our Gods...(something like Raven posted) It's just a personal feeling. I write a song, it's not good enough for me, I write a poem, still not good enough, I do destruction rituals, still not good enough and so on. So much of us are doing something to help...DP is well on a roll, our more advanced members answer the most difficult questions giving the most amazing answers and well, even though I try to help all it still feels not good enough...yeah, thanks for reading.
Hail Satan![/TD]

 

[Autumn Alarid]

This is a rant! I am so fucking sick and tired of so called Christians judging people but yet acting like they are the best things to walk on this planet. No! Just NO! I know not all of your will agree but, just because gay marriage is legal now give a person not damn right to message a random person calling them a fag and telling them to go suck a dick. I find that offense and when I confronted this person about talking so horribly to my friend she told me that her "lord" told her to do what is right. That immediately made me want to gut her like a fish and say that "oh I thought that was the right thing to do." I do not care if you are black, asian, white as a ghost, Mexican, gay, bi or pansexual. If you are generally a nice person then we will get along just fine together. I'm not the kind of person that judges people for who they are on the outside, its what's on the inside that matters to me.
But, the fact of the matter is I want something horrible, something awful to happen to this woman. She deserves that worst kind of karma she can possibility get.

 

[fake name]

If she's dangerous, curse her. If not include her in your daily curses on israel since she's part of their damn cult anyway

FUCK THE XIANS!HAIL SATAN!



On Thursday, July 9, 2015 5:50 PM, "Autumn Alarid autumn.alarid29@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  This is a rant! I am so fucking sick and tired of so called Christians judging people but yet acting like they are the best things to walk on this planet. No! Just NO! I know not all of your will agree but, just because gay marriage is legal now give a person not damn right to message a random person calling them a fag and telling them to go suck a dick. I find that offense and when I confronted this person about talking so horribly to my friend she told me that her "lord" told her to do what is right. That immediately made me want to gut her like a fish and say that "oh I thought that was the right thing to do." I do not care if you are black, asian, white as a ghost, Mexican, gay, bi or pansexual. If you are generally a nice person then we will get along just fine together. I'm not the kind of person that judges people for who they are on the outside, its what's on the inside that matters to me.
But, the fact of the matter is I want something horrible, something awful to happen to this woman. She deserves that worst kind of karma she can possibility get.

 

[call_me_something_else]

@Autumn.

The "so-called christians" bit...

Believe me. The xians - all of them - are of the enemy. There is no distinction between good or bad. They're all xians.

To say "so-called christians" implies some are not really all that bad. But, all of them feed energy to those ugly, retarded, wallhumping, dick-skinning yids.

 

[centralforce6661]

A lot of this type of thing is subconscious programming. I have had to go a long way to get past similar feelings and it comes down to the ingrained need to receive other's approval for our actions.

Perhaps you feel as though someone else might not think what you do is enough, therefore it is not enough. Or, you've been told repeatedly as the bible states often that you are worth nothing and nothing you do could ever match up to 'god'.

When you realise that this is at the basis of such depression, it helps to move past it. It won't immediately alleviate the feeling but in the long run this type of subconscious searching clears those things from the soul.